An Art Of Life

Days of the un-acknowledged doctor

2011-10-22T22:26:00.000-07:00

pheeewww! Hectic life I shall say.. If a Malaysian medical student claims that their 4th year and 5th year are tiresome, I would be so glad to switch place with them now.. Since, working in Indonesia, as a student as well as a doctor-to-be is undeniably hectic and super tiresome! As a student, you don't have time to open book (literally reading your book) and as a doctor , you can't be a good one since you lack of knowledge and experience too! So, current prognosis : not-so-good... That's all!

Hahahahahah

Sijil Peperiksaan Malaysia

2011-03-25T05:37:00.000-07:00

It is very ironic for a non-straight A's student talk about achievements.. But I think, based on my observation after 6 years leaving my high school, I am able to give good justification about it.

So basically, when we are talking about SPM there are two main groups that will become the center of the intention which are, pre-SPM students [the 5th formers] and post-SPM students [those who just received their result for the past 2 days]

1. Form five students

SPM is not just a mere national examination that you need to take, instead, it is a-must-excel-examination. So, believe me, you need to take it seriously for this is the starting point of your future! When I say future it means your career and your life onwards. Finance, and dreams! Promising future it is. Good result offers you uncountable courses, anything that you want to [quota is excluded] Just name it, medicine, pharmacy, actuarial science, TESL, business, law? Almost anything! You can choose anything that you want. But choose wisely. Your decision determines your life ahead. Contrarily, you are forced only to study the course that has been offered by local universities [if you get the offer] whether you want it or not. Its by hook or by crook! The only solution that you have is to accept it if flying colors aren't in our hand.

Nowadays, students are haunted by the idea of interest by all the motivators [which I think it is so ridiculous to motivate people that way]. This is what I used to hear "Ambil kos yang kita MINAT, sebab kalau tak minat susah nanti" One word : [C.O.N.T.E.M.P.T.I.B.L.E] It is true but it is also too good to be true. However, because students are "motivated" by that idea, so I think I just pretend to agree with it for a while. Just imagine, without good results, I bet you can't further your study to your interest accordingly. Or you may, but you need to go to private universities, which you can only do that if your parents have triple-extra money in their pockets! So you don't have to bother about it. But what if they don't? Will you be able to further your study in the course that you favor the most?

Be realistic. We live in real life! Students have became more intelligent day by day, year by year.. Just look at the results. Tons of students obtain straight A's.. So if you don't excel, believe me, HOT SEATS are NOT AVAILABLE for you. that's the fact! And the fact that you must know. So, my suggestion, study hard! Do not get hallucinated by the idea of study smart that much! Smart is subjective! They can't even explain the meaning of study smart very well. Or if you choose to believe it, so PLEASE study smart and hard! There's no such thing like smartworking but hardworking? there is..

2. Post-SPM students

Congratulations for the high-fliers! you deserved it! With all the hard work and prayer! Remember! Your parents and teachers are the pillars of your achievement! so DON'T EVER FORGET THEM!

And for those who didn't get good results, I know it is hard... If you read about the pre-SPM students, don't be sad. That is my way to motivate them. Like I said, be realistic and when you be realistic, everything is real.

Let see... If you look at a cube, with your bare and naked eyes, you'll see three dimensional cube. So, real means, it is not one dimension. Things that exist in this world is not one sided. but two, three and maybe more, just like cube. There are about choices and options. I didn't get straight A's. I am the worst in my class. So I think I had been a close friend with failure for quite sometimes. But hey! Doesn't mean that your future is dark! Remember! Every cloud has its silver lining! And god is not cruel. He never does!

Maybe the "so-called motivational talk" about interest doesn't work anymore [that's why I don't like it, because its selective!] I rather believe, when there's a will, there's a way! Believe me, interest can be develop! It is human to put barrier in front of it. That is why I hate the former motivation, because that is the barrier that hinders student to succeed. And in Malaysia, especially the Malays, due to such words, we choose to decide our future so lightly! I don't say all the Malays are like that, but, undeniable that many Malays are! Because of interest, students choose to learn fashion design than accountancy, modeling than physics. Why, because we have been living in an easy life since! Accountancy is difficult, and physics too! So, difficult things aren't our cups of tea since before. I am not try to generalized the Malays, but there are a lot of them think like that! Why? Because the idea of without interest it is hard to succeed!

I don't mean to offend my race, because hey! I am a Malay! And I am proud to be a Malay! The reason why I say that is only one, to open your eyes! Face the reality! We're no longer in the comfort zone! not anymore!

Okay, back to business, SPM is everything for pre-SPM but not to you guys [post SPM students] There's always hope. As long as we work hard, we can get what we want! We might not get what we have dreamed before, but we can make a new dream right? You can't be a doctor, but you can be an engineer instead? The only key is to do your best! Let the unfavorable result as a lesson! A lesson to be remembered that you will not repeat again! And look at the positive side of it, god loves you! He knows that you are strong enough to face the challenge! He knows that you'll raise up to the challenge! He knows everything about you. If you do not fall today, you might fall in the future, and that time, you might fall hard! He wants you know how does it feel when you didn't get want you want, so in the future when you achieve something, you'll be even more grateful than others. See?? Believe in Him. He always knows the reason.

So, don't just sit, SPM is not the only path. Do not compare to others, starts from the bottom again. You don't loose anything. I have seen many of those, who aren't choosy and they succeed. Follow their steps! Its you life, you paint it yourself.

Good luck!

Paradigm

2011-03-23T02:03:00.000-07:00

Well..

Like people always said, everybody has a freedom of speech and giving his/her own opinion [which somehow I find it so exaggerate] but now, I am using those freedoms to write upon this issue. Because I think I have enough time to think wisely about giving my opinion about it.

But before that I would like you guys to watch these first..

Yeah, I think you get it right? what actually I want to talk about.. But then again, I think before you make your own assumption or even opinion about it, I will be so glad if you could read mine first. Those videos have actually explained all the things that I want to say, but then again allow me to clarify. But before that :

1. M. Lutfi

2. Anwar Hadi

3. Teacher Shida

If you watch this and this video, I actually am going to talk about it on my point of view about those three youtubers...

Actually I am so upset and so disappointed whenever i watch nonsense in youtube. Some might find it hilarious and some don't. Again, everybody has the right to like and not to like, yeah, it's something that we call freedom aite? But to me what is more important is the reason for you to like and not to like because that is root of all things that happen. Reasons are the gist of it, whether something [matters that we discuss] are accepted or not. For example, The reason why someone goes to the water closet? To urinate? To fart? Taking a shower? All the reasons that I said are accepted right? I mean those reasons are reasonable and acceptable. However, what if they say that they wanna go to the water closet to eat? or to sleep? Get what I mean? later answers are more absurd and not reasonable. But it is undeniable there are those who do that. But logically, you don't eat and sleep in the water closet unless that is your bedroom or dining room too! So, reasons make something that happen is relevant or irrelevant, or in this case objectionable or otherwise.

So, I am going to tell you guys based on my opinion and reason as well as my preference about those videos above. I am so glad, happy and proud watching the first two videos [of course I linked the best video that they have-according to me] but contrarily I feel upset watching the last video [it is hilarious if you just watch without thinking about it though but I can't stop thinking while watching] Now, it is about the "why"..

It is obvious isn't it to like the two vidoes? It's Men In Black (M.I.B)

M essage [C.H.E.C.K.E.D]

I nformative [C.H.E.C.K.E.D]

B eneficial [C.H.E.C.K.E.D]

What else do you need. If you wanna say it is gut-busting, it might not be , but I think its fun and jolly (At least I have fun watching it)

Nevertheless [wow! To my surprise I can use this word! Psycho!], unlike the other two videos, the final video makes me feel unease and angry somehow. For the first time I watched it, I think I was unconsciously mencarut! Why?

1. She is a teacher. And I think a teacher should not do that. No matter how creative you want to be or what so ever it is, you can't deny the fact that you are a teacher. A teacher is to TEACH not only to EDUCATE. I bet, there are a lot of people out there are able to educate but it is very little of them able to teach. because there is a vast different between teaching and educating. Teaching is not just about the things that has been written in the books but teaching is more than that. Morality, ethics, judgments and life. It is good for her willing to be a teacher, not everybody wants it. To be a teacher is a noble thing to do, without teachers, I might not be able to write, or read, or maybe to be what I am right now. I don't have any problems for her being a teacher, in fact I really envy that.I truly am. But what makes me feel upset is what she has done and will do while she, herself is a teacher. Some might says , it is a small matter, but hey! small matter does matter! That is why we call it matters! Unfortunately, because we are too carried away by the idea of this "small matter" thing, we actually tend to hide and forget the result of it.

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Analogy given, it is common but it is logic and relevant. Littering [that's why I put M.Lutfi video in the first place] everybody thinks that littering is a small matter, and because of that Malaysia nowadays aren't as beautiful as 20 years ago [I think so! hehe]. Another one, [so that people don't say that I am some kind of a plagiarist] corruption. Just think about it, if we corrupt a 10 MYR, because we think ten ringgit is a small amount thus makes it a small matter and we do it once a month.. What will happen if 100 workers in the respected building doing and think the same way. And in one state, there are 100 places doing the same thing with the same amount of the doers and the same amount of money? How much is it in a year can it be? 16.8 Million ringgit! 10 ringgit is a SMALL MATTER right? Now tell me, does 16.8 Million is small matter? You see..

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This might be the result of taking it as a small matter, think about it :

So what could or might happen if she does that? Primary students are kids.. They are too young to think maturely and rationally. They can only differ obvious good and wrong e.g alms is good, stealing is wrong. clean is good and dirty is wrong. But this super-detail-and-sophisticated issue? They aren't ready to digest and evaluate it yet. Undeniable she is dong nothing wrong, absolutely! IF she is NOT a teacher. Students might define it another way around. Not just a mere fun doing such "lunatic" acts and post it in Youtube where everybody can watch it. And shall I say "that is the price that you need to pay of becoming a teacher" there are the DOs and the DON'Ts .. And this thing, I think it is DON'Ts' list. Students can make a fun out of her? Probably. Less respect? Might be. Of all things that happen nowadays, - students disrespecting their teachers, and so on, this make things worse!

Oh come on! You are a teacher, the other two you tubers are just a university students and they uploaded very beneficial videos, don't you feel anything?? Who actually suppose to upload that kind of videos COMPARATIVELY?

2. She is a woman. Making a fun of herself... People laugh.. People have fun. But is that it? Yeah, I know, it makes us happy we carve the smile on others face, but do we need to do that? Of all options that we have in this world why this one? She put herself in jeopardy I think. But I dont' wanna discuss it further. There are many other ways to make people smile. Not just making yourself to look like a fool. Teachers are not comedian,

May I respond to this? Tak bagi pun aku nak jugak!

a. [0:28] Insults her

>> We're not insulting [did I? I am sorry if I do, but I have put it in the nicest way, I think. haha] we're just hoping that she's not insulting herself that way. And bare in mind, career DOES MATTERS. Her career involves teaching and, as a teacher she know that. It is ETHICS.

b. [0:38] Envy

>>Envy? What makes you think people are envy? Popularity? Special ability? Envy of what? Mind to explain more? I am confused somehow. Envy might not be the best word. I'd rather said that we are CONCERNED and not envy.

c. [0:50] Happy by lip singing. And [0:55] He said burden is it?

>>We don't mind if anybody wants to do lip sing. Not at all, the problem is not about lip singing at all, it is about the way she portray herself while doing the lip sing. Lip sing? I do it as well!

>>Burden to us? Literally no.. I don't feel burden. But hey! Does burden only involve waste of energy only? Or there are some other things that we can say it is a burden too. I am emotionally concerned about the kids future? Can that be categorized as a burden? If yes, so somehow it is a burden to some of us. not the haters but the concern-ers

d. [1:00] teaching approaches and methodology

>> lip singing has nothing to do with English. Its lip singing not pronunciation or even communication skills. None of it is involved because it is just a lip sing. And if it is a method of study why Malay, Indonesian and Arabic songs are there as well? Oh maybe the [0:50] is the best reason for the non-English songs is it? Okay then, acceptable. But bare in mind, from the smallest knowledge I know about this subject, lip sing is not the way to make student understand English more. But hey, I am not that good in English, and that is the reason why I'm writing it in English, is to enhanced my English proficiency.

e. [1:36] Boring way of teaching

>>I think there are a lot of other ways to teach. My teachers aren't just explaining and writing. We have quiz, gifts and other homework so I think it is exciting. Quiz is cliche isn't it? but it works somehow. And one thing, please, don't blame teachers for boring methodology, look at on the other side, the students are lazy [that is more Malays right?]. Why we keep blaming the teachers? that is what we call EXCUSES. And Malays love such excuses. And I bet, she posted some of her teaching skills in the youtube too, and I think that is good! but definitely not lip singing aeee..

f. [0:20] Its her life

>>yeah.. Her life as a teacher as well :)

This is the longest that I've made so far I think haha. I am so sorry if I offended some of you about this issue, but hey, this is my opinion. You see there's a totally different paradigm between the two guys and one woman.

Again, I am so sorry! hehehehe

Bachelor of Medicine

2011-03-17T12:36:00.000-07:00

Hahaha.. It is very awkward to start a blog once again. Seriously, after all these while, I just realized that I am the kind of person who are easily to get bored with something. Too frequent is not good for me, except for few things.. Sleep and.... internet... and... gossips. Hahaha.. Special thanks to a friend of mine, because reminded me that I have blog! Aha! By his sarcastic way, I just thought that I should write something. Just to show that I am a not-so-lazy person, even though I know that I am. Definitely! hahaha.. But hey, who cares?? Do you?? No, right? Even though there are those who cares, ermmm.. I don't mind.. Hahaha

Soooooo... Bachelor of Medicine eh?? As a Moslim, The first thing that we should do is to be grateful, so, Alhamdulillah. That is the key of being a Moslim. Be grateful of what He gives to you. I passed my Objective Structured Clinical Examination [I re-sit the exam though! hahaha] And I am officially graduate and now I am Noraiman bin Roslim, B. Med. Not yet a doctor, because I will undergo 2 years of internship in Indonesia and in Malaysia with the same duration. Happy? Hell yeah! B. Med okeh!!! Not just a mere degree..

Above all, I would like to thank to those who keep supporting me and pray for me, as well as my friends. Without the du'a that you gave we won't be able to have this degree. Now, I am stuck in my parents room, 3.10 a.m [they prefer to sleep at the living room which I don't know why] writing a stupid blog, with no readers and mundane life waiting for my convocation on April 16th.

Did I say my blog is stupid? Dear blog, I really don't mean to say that you are stupid, but my parents thought me to be honest.. And honest is what I do. That "honest" thing has been pass through my family generation for quite a very long time. And I am so afraid to brake the chain. I am sorry, I hope you understand. You are as stupid as your blogger. So hereby, I would like to beg you to apologize him and his stupidity. Can't help it.

I did mention that I don't have readers did I? Hurm.. dear friends and especially FOEs, please and please... Do read this [I wonder whether people read this because for the first 4 paragraph, everything is unfavorable, I think, they close the window before reading this paragraph! haha] You are the only personS that can help me! at least one reader, I'll be so happy! haha

And mundane? Kill me!

That's all I think.. hahahahaha

Happy holiday guys!

p/s : I am a bit confused with the word. In Indonesia we call it "wisuda" means graduation, but according to this "wisuda" is actually a convocation and our "yudisium" means judicium is actuallt graduation.. FENING!

ASFSD : From Jakarta with love

2011-02-02T08:17:00.000-08:00

Yeah, I don't know how to say, but lately, I somehow find somebody that I believe could make me happy. I have strong feelings? I wasn't sure, it is not that I doubt it but I think it is me, Aiman, who's afraid of the future. What will the future be? Is it just for a while, or even few seconds of happiness? Or we can sustain it until we believe that, this is the time to let it go? We are in the same shoe when it comes to this. But I don't think that it is the problem now. The only thing that matters right now is, do we share the same feeling? The eagerness of this relationship? Or we're just fooling around like a 15 year-old kid's love? I know where I stand. I am not that young, in fact, I am too old to play such tricks. When I agreed to have commitment, it means that I am deciding it with my brain and heart. I dived into the deepest of my heart, and walk to the furthest of my brain, so that I have a fair judgment emotionally and rationally. But I don't know what's happening right now. I don't even get a clue, and somehow, it hurts a little bit, when you left me unsaid. I thought we've agreed that everything that happen is based on honesty. I do mind if the truth hurts, but I rather feels hurt by truth than keep it silent, like what you do right now. I try to think as positive as I can be that you aren't leaving, but it keep coming back, for that is the thing that I am afraid THE MOST! - Tobe left behind! I am fragile when it comes to this feeling and yet I am strong when I know the truth. But in the end, it is not me who give the decision. It is you. I am not just playing games, I am serious. As for now, I am still stick to where I stand and say I LOVE YOU.

Regards,

Aiman

-ASFSD-

English is Crazy

2010-12-19T09:24:00.000-08:00

I came across this poem and I find it so interesting!! Enjoy!!

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Let's face it, English does not always make sense.
There is no egg in the eggplant nor ham in a hamburger.
And neither pine nor apple is in a pineapple.
English muffins were not invented in England.
And French fries were not invented in France.

We sometimes take English for granted.
But if we examine its paradoxes
we find that Quicksand takes you down slowly,
Boxing rings are square,
And a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.

If writers write, how come fingers don't fing?
If the plural of tooth is teeth,
Shouldn't the plural of phone booth be phone beeth?
If the teacher taught, Why didn't the preacher praught?

If a vegetarian eats vegetables,
What the heck does a humanitarian eat?
Why do people recite at a play, yet play at a recital?
Park on driveways and Drive on parkways?
How can the weather be as hot as hell on one day And as cold as hell on another?

You have to marvel at the unique lunacy of a language
where a house can burn up as It burns down
And in which you fill in a form, By filling it out
We have noses that run and feet that smell
And how can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same,
While a wise man and a wise guy are opposites?

English was invented by people, not computers.
And it reflects the creativity of the human race.
(Which of course isn't a race at all)

That is why, When the stars are out, they are visible
But when the lights are out, they are invisible
And it's why when I wind up my watch, It starts.
But when I wind up this poem, It ends.

Exam

2010-12-02T07:50:00.001-08:00

Aku exam just now at 9 p.m and sangatlah teruk... sangat kecewa dengan diri sendiri.. Can I be a good doctor??

Ini Style Saya Da Contest

2010-11-28T08:46:00.000-08:00

Syarat penyertaan;

1. Wajib menjadi Follower cik Fatin [ C.H.E.C.K.E.D ]

2. Link kan entry ini di entry anda. [ C.H.E.C.K.E.D ]

3. Letakkan banner contest kat side bar. (eh biase la tu). [ C.H.E.C.K.E.D ]

4. Letak satu gambar anda yang MESTI;

* Nampak muke.

* Gambar seorang je. max; berdue je. bertige dan lebih tak dibenarkan.

* Gambar anda dgn style/posing plg gempak/comel/bergaye.

[ C.H.E.C.K.E.D ]

5. Buat satu slogan/pantun/ayat korang yang berakhir dgn;

" Ini lah style saye!"

[ C.H.E.C.K.E.D ]

to join, just click :

metafora lukisanku

so.this.is.my.first.time.and.i.think.i.am.the.only.guy.doing.it.which.i.don't.know.why.but.i.just.feel.like.to.try

so.miss.fatin.this.is.mine

selalu buat blur macam orang gile,

kadang-kadang macam orang sakit jiwa pun ade,

tapi tak kesah ape orang nak kate,

yang penting " Ini lah style saye!"

t.h.e-e.n.d

It's QUILLING time!!

2010-11-28T07:40:00.000-08:00

hahah.. mesti penasaran "Quilling" ni apa kan? hahaha... korang ada 2 pilihan, first, korang nak tahu detail pasal benda alah ni xpon, kedua korang dengar je aku eksplen. kalau korang pilih nombor satu, korg just click kat sini atau aku simplify kan, quilling ini sebenarnya salah satu fine art yang menggunakan cara menggulung dan membentuk strips of paper menjadi satu bentuk art yang kreatif! Aku sebenarnya tak pernah tahu pon benda macam ni, jgn kate xpernah tahu, sebenarnya aku pon xpernah nak amek tahu! lol!! tapi tetiba hati suci aku rasa cam nak tgk ape benda sebenarnya benda alah ni after aku secara tak sengaja di tagged oleh budak2 kat persatuan aku kat sini PKPMI cawangan Jakarta. poster dia sangat menarik! tak caye tingok ni!

menarik tak??

the first time aku tgk promo ni aku ingat pesta deepavali! tu yang aku nak join. x deepavali, depa nak buat program macam Malaysia truly Asia, yang gabungkan tarian2 satu Malaysia.. ape sih namanya.. uda lupa gw.. hehehe.. tp tu lah.. macam keren bangeeddd!! jadi pengen ikut, sampai last2 aku baca quilling ni apa.. but then again, tak pe, walaupun benda2 ni bukan jenis aku, benda2 detail macam ni... tp aku p jugak la... rupa2nya xsangka ada jugak budak2 yang berminat, yang aneh tu lelaki pon ada gak! but then again, kenapa nak pk negatif kan.. tu satu ilmu yang dapat kita belajar, at least bila org tanya quilling tu apa, kita dapat jawab, and we can say that we have tried once... best ke tak tu, lain cite, but at least experience ada.. tol x??

Quilling ni sangat la menguji kesabaran.. serius shit!!!! sangat detail.. cape aku! selamat buat bareng ama CS (counterstrike?? hoho.. we pronounce it ce-es - e as in "esok" which means colleague, atau best buddies la) so dapat lah buat dgn seloroh...kalau tak mau emosi aku buat benda ni.. detail sgt.. cape! so pas blajar benda2 yang dulu nya aku anggap sepele or benda ngarut, actually i learn something... Something yang aku tak sangka aku dapat.. pastu ada tertibe dia buat contest plak kan... haa lagi la mampos! tambah2 stress aku! tp secara tak sengaja, aku n team mate aku menang.. tapi SAGUHATI je la.. hahaha.. haaaaa gelak! gelak!! aku bangga kot dapat saguhati! kalahkan beberapa yg lain ;p haha... above all benda ni, lumayan la untuk belajar.. so tgk2 la gambar kat bawah ni kalau2 kalian tertarik! okeh!!

stars

dreams

butterfly

tapi ni yang susah la.. try la blaja buat yang senang2.. nak bagi orang tertarik mesti la yang cantek.. kalau camtaik mesti la xda yang nak.. hehehehe..

selamat mencoba!!

Sedar diri sekejap!

2010-11-27T09:32:00.000-08:00

Setelah beberapa hari aku buat post yang berlagak kononnya aku macam omputih, tulih dalam bahasa inggeris tp tak sedar mata sepet cam pelakon korea tu.. hari ni aku tersedar la siket kan yang aku ni orang melayu.. tak sangka aku boleh berbahasa melayu dengan lancar.. hahahahaha... berlagak macam nak mampos!! memang keluar rumah kene sambar petir terus! Astaghfirullahalazim...hek3. bukan apa.. tetiba sekarang ni ku tergerak plak nak "mengetik-ngetik" kat blog ni.. oh also, kalau aku tulis dalam bahasa, it is not always malay language. selalunya dah campur aduk ngan bahasa indonesia. aku bukan sengaja macam sesetengah orang yang kononnya boleh berbahasa indonesia tp aku terpaksa sebab aku belajar kat sini. to be specific at Jakarta. dan aku allergic dgr makhluk2 tuhan yang memoyokan diri untuk cakap bahasa indo tp sebenarnya tahu.. aku rasa macam ku nak jentik je idung! okeh!

Weekends ni takada yang menarik sangat... my routine life la, orang bujang bgn kol 12 la kan.. x bujang kalau bgn awal2 pagi. tp hari ni awal siket sebab aku ada meeting batch. ada hal yang perlu di selesaikan and Alhamdulillah, untuk pertama kali meeting pasal program ni ada kata sepakat.

Dah dekat 3 bulan lebih aku dah xmasuk kuliah... seronok!!! but then again aku masuk phase lain, we call it, KKD - Kepanitraan Klinik Dasar, or, pre-clinic.. aku suka! tp lebih memenatkan la. everyday kene bukak buku ( tu org normal la ) kalau alien macam aku ni, malam2 tgk tv n tido.. tak pon routine life, p bilik member ganggu depa study, well, ku tahu aku lah setan yang nyata.. hahaha... salah diorang tinggal serumah ngan aku.. hahahaha... (bhy sungguh statement...) nnt kang mau nye seko2 baca bla dari umah ni, mati kutu aku! sorang dah bla dah, gara2 aku... hahahaha.... aku ke?? anggap je lah aku yg buat ;p

sekarang ni kat department of medicine. kalau bahasa kampung nye IPD. Ilmu penyakit dalam in english, general medicine, or lebih terkenal dgn medicine je. stase (cycle) ni memang best!! sebb doktor dia best!!! hahaha.. aku dapat belajar as well as share many things.. tp ye la kan, budak2 group aku yang indo skema siket... eh bukan siket! byk!!! blajar je kerje dia.. kalau x blajar pacaran.. tu je la kot.. hahaha.. tp diorang baik2 semuanya... hehehe.. just skema la.. aku blaja tgk2 raba2 ketuk2 dengar2.. hahaha.. lucah sungguh bunyi nye... well, tu la dalam bm... kalau english mungkin lebih proper... bukan look2, touch2, knock2, and listen2.. but, inspection, palpation, percussion and auscultation. wow! medik sungguh!!! hahahaha

sebenarnya aku pon xsure ape benda yang aku nak merepek.. tp aku nak tulis sebab aku xnak buat english tread, sbb after this aku kene buat satu english tread lagi.. I have to.. so post yang ni menjadikan ada la gap... but then again, sekali lagi, jgn salah anggap ku menulis apa2 pon ye.. tp kalau korang nak salah anggap takpe.. ku xkisah!! hahaha...

aku rasa aku lagi senang berbahasa melayu. tp sebab aku terlalu fasih dalam bm and aku sangat huduh dalam english aku terpaksa tulih dalam ingglish biar korang kutuk byk2! hahahaha.. aku xkisoh janji aku nak belajau bahasau inggris! okeh!! adioz!

Memoirs of Jakarta - 1001 pictures will be remembered

2010-11-26T08:51:00.000-08:00

It has been 3 years after I first came here, Jakarta. I started my life here with full of hatred. I hated Jakarta so much! I can't stand the weather, pollutions, and the hectic life of Jakarta. Oh! not to forget, the people, especially the sarcastic and irritating one! Which really got on my last nerve! I wish that I could command the sun and the moon to turn my days and nights back, until I first received the offer! But that is the past. Those things did happen to me. I live with full of hatred here.

But then again, by hook or by crook I need to stay in Jakarta at least five and a half year. Therefore, I'd really need to change my perception and adapt to the situation. And to my surprise! Jakarta isn't bad! Not at all. I mean we need to be realistic. For sure, Malaysia, the place that I was born is way better. You can't compare to that. There's a huge different between a place that you need to stay forcefully in 5 years of time and a place that you have stayed willingly for more than 20 years!

So I think, other than my stressful and boredom life as a medical student, I do enjoy Jakarta pretty much! I had so much laughed with friends - Indonesian and Malaysian, the malls, street foods, interesting places and etc. You see, it is undeniable that there are things that is hard for you to tolerate, but then again, I rather choose to focus on the happiness that I will get during my 5 years of living in Jakarta. There are 3 things that I still hate about Jakarta - mad drivers that honk 24/7, Indonesians who pretend to know how to speak Malay (but I hate Malaysian who pretend that they can speak Indonesian lang. more! I hate those Malays) and my maid aka mbak. Above all I think Jakarta is okay!

The only problem is when the allowance is not sufficient. Seriously, living in Jakarta, with the living cost is high, one thousand ringgit is not enough. Just try to survive with a thousand than you'll understand what I mean.

Me @ ZARA

@ Yogjakarta

During lecture with friends :)

Hang out with mates!

Hotel duty!

They are so-called juniors!

Buddies @ DUFAN!

Raya with colleagues!

Tourist!

Thanksgiving Holiday

2010-11-25T22:31:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was Thanksgiving Holiday. I wonder why I should be in class, still! Argghh!! hahaha... It is so awkward to celebrate Thanksgiving if we're not in America and Canada. I haven't had a chance to celebrate either. I think, Malaysia too, should have a Thanksgiving-like celebration. Hehehe.. I bet, some of us, Malaysians, especially those who study Islamic teaching might think that I am insane suggesting this kind of celebration. But, if I am wrong, I am sorry! But, I used to think that way. What is it? I thought that Thanksgiving is a religious festival/celebration of Christian like Christmas and Eidul Fitri in Islam. Yeah, I know, I was so stupid of not knowing that until recently, for the past few years I met a friend, he is an American. We share many things, as well as celebration in both country. Then I know that Thanksgiving, is actually a non-religious celebration that is celebrated by all Americans - Muslims, Christians, Buddhist, Native American as well as Aborigines. It is actually a public holiday held by United States to give thank to all they earned.. Is it? hahaha.. But, you get the idea. Even though if you read through some articles about thanksgiving, there are some religious issues there, but actually, it is not a specific celebration for specific religion. It's like Independence Day, where everybody can join. The best part is during Thanksgiving, you are able to meet all you relatives. Everybody come back home like eidulfitri. Also, there's turkey!! that is why in America some might call it Turkey Day! I always thought turkey is for Christmas! Argghhh as silly as I am! I think, that is enough for thanksgiving. I am currently so sleepy. I actually, wasn't sure why I write this. Maybe this link about Thanksgiving might help us to understand more about culture around the world. At least we know something about what's happening around the world!

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

Moral : Teachers, students, community

2010-11-25T16:48:00.000-08:00

I bet, I have least readers when I choose this title! There is a question before the first sentence actually, DO I ACTUALLY HAVE READERS?? hahaha. Well, I totally doubt it, but before my mood turns melancholy, therefore I choose to think that I have thousands of readers like you guys have! hehe. So that, I've more confidence while writing this issue. Its a short entry, because I believe the longer I write, the worse it can be. I glance to Facebook news feed, I read many things, and there are few of those that makes me feel uncomfortable with. Bare in mind, I have written something on the sidebars, I am not a decent one, therefore my writing and point of view might be different from others. Also, I wrote this, doesn't mean that I am good, or perfect or what so ever it is. I am no good, but at least I wrote this to show that I am sensitive to the things that happened around nowadays!

How morally decades our community is? I bet some of us, have seen a video clip in Youtube featuring a teacher, miming songs and makes us laugh and entertained! Or two boys smacking an old man-a beggar in front of the crowd, or maybe, the latest clip is a couple kissing at Pavilion. If you haven't seen it yet, I think, technology makes everything easy right now. Get what I mean?

There are various perspective when it comes to these issues. Some says, there's nothing wrong about it, some says that, maybe its okay, and some might think that there's nothing wrong at all.. I, too, have my own opinion and mine is a bit conservative. I have a thought of an old man, yeah I know, Kuala Lumpur has failed to modernize my view.

You see, I was upset because those videos were uploaded in youtube. Why? What's wrong? My answer is as simple as : that shows how dreadful our moral is. Sorry to say, people nowadays are "too" shy to show that. To me, when I say the word "too" I am referring to this.. Or, in the opposite meaning of the adjective itself. You see, learning is a lifetime process, life itself is a teacher. But sometimes, you'll find the real teachers as in schools, college or even university. They educate people/students. I link you the some of it in case, you really wanna know, the real definition of each word. It is important to understand those words that I stressed because that is the reason, I feel upset about the situation. To educate someone, doesn't mean that you teach them how to write, speak, and calculate. But the gist of education is to mold them to be a wholesome person. We have heard this poem about how vital teachers' roles are in molding students attitude. Allow me to quote :

Jika hari ini seorang Perdana Menteri berkuasa
Jika hari ini seorang Raja menaiki takhta
Jika hari ini seorang Presiden sebuah negara
Jika hari ini seorang ulama yang mulia
Jika hari ini seorang peguam menang bicara
Jika hari ini seorang penulis terkemuka
Jika hari ini siapa saja menjadi dewasa;
Sejarahnya dimulakan oleh seorang guru biasa
Dengan lembut sabarnya mengajar tulis-baca.

Again I am sorry, but, I wonder, what happen to the students if a teacher himself/herself not showing a good example to the students? Especially primary schools. They might not give comments like I do, but it change their perception of what is good and bad. The question is, is it wrong to do that (the videos)? In my deepest opinion, nope! there is nothing wrong of doing that IF you are not a teacher. Why? Because to their eyes, teachers are their role models! especially me! I valued teachers so much! That is why I am somehow, upset and pissed off when I see such things. When a teacher did something that they shouldn't do, the students might give us ample reasons why they (the students) do such things. Who is to be blamed?? Some says, everybody, or nobody, but honestly I am factual. So I say it is teacher's fault. You see, everybody has their own rights to do this and that, I know, I can even tell you more about human rights! Trust me, I am well versed in those human right issues. We may have the rights not to listen or care to what people say, but then again, is that the right thing to do? Even if it is for the sake of moral values we are willing to abandon others opinion? It is so obvious isn't it? that I am referring to one teacher. And I write a long one? Sorry but I think it affects me THHHHHHHAAAAAAAT MUCH! Try to look back, the reason of becoming a teacher at the very first place? You might want to entertain others but to me this isn't the right way. I met many teachers enjoys blogging to share their experience and knowledge to the rest of the world, and I think you should consider that too!

Ok, let us see the consequences of the act. I mentioned about 3 videos at the earliest part of this entry, the other two might be the result of the act. It is a combination of parents, teachers and community. It is what I can call negligence. Maybe, there is no exact correlation between those 3 videos but you get my point. In general, its true. I taught people once, sorry to say, I feel embarrassed and guilty to myself! Classroom are like football fields. Teachers are like friends ( the least of respect that they show to them) That's the fact. that is the reality. not entirely but I can say 50% of the students are like that. That is what happened in secondary schools. Why? because the the fundamental isn't strong enough in their primaries. Primary school isn't just teaching them how to read and write! TV can be a teacher then!

I am sorry but I was somehow pissed off. If it is not a teacher who do that, I might not be like this. the end.

A quote

2010-11-25T10:35:00.000-08:00

" Watch your thoughts, they become words. Watch your words, they become your actions. Watch your actions, they become habits. Watch your habits, they become character. Watch your character, it becomes your destiny."

~Frank Outlaw~

Helping

2010-11-25T06:16:00.000-08:00

I was triggered by a friend of mine via his article to write this kind of post again...I want to share something that happened recently in my life as a junior-doctor-to-be. Unlike for the past 3 years, I was stuck in lecture hall listening to every single details that I need to know to become a doctor. A ground breaking doctor I guess.. But, I think, I didn't learn much during those times... Now, I am in a 6 months session of pre-clinic (2 months to go) before I graduate and becoming the real so-called-junior-doctor. So, unlike in classes that I had before, students are devided into groups, 6-7 students each group, and to my surprise, I was the only guy in my group! until, my friend which happens to be my housemate joined my group.. Thanked god! My group mates? They are so cool! I mean, I am a choosy person, means that, it is hard for me to get along with somebody if I don't like them, even I tried so hard! Trust me! I tried it before, until I was able to gather mountains of hatred to that person while I was trying so hard to accept it the way it is. Its futile! But this group? I think it so cool! we can co-operate and tolerate so much!

Far left : Endah, Eki, Joan, Eka, MORON!

Ok, back to the business. to my surprised, some of them asked me to teach them English. I whispered deep inside, are you serious??haha you should reconsider that first before you want to learn from me! For, you'll find that I am no good in English too!! Some might say that, I am liar or even worse I'm showing off! Oh puhleeesee! I am not.. Seriously, I know myself better than you guys do, my teachers know me better than you guys too! I am still learning right now, proof? that is the reason why, I write things in English, because at least, my English is sustained. Also, I am still in the process of learning. I read this blog (my beloved teachers' blog!) and some others (English-based blogs) that I found pretty worthwhile. I have no time to read novels and I tend to get bored of reading novels! Lazy? Hell yeah! I wonder what pills you guys ate until you can read such thick materials, I can't even finish a book! hurm.. Or maybe I am too busy with other stuff so, I had no extra time to read novels. Hahaha... I opt the later for it sounds more Aiman.. is it? that's a true lie then! But a good one ;) hahahahha

I tend to dragged myself away from the topic isn't it? hehe.. Yeah, they asked me to teach them. I am not being down to earth or humble or what so ever it is but, I think I am not the right person for you guys to learn English, but then again, I will try to help, as long as I can, and this is my first attempt to help. I hope by reading this, you guys could earn something. Something that I hope beneficial even just a little. Okeh!! I think the essence of every language is through reading, so does English. You'll tend to get familiar with unfamiliar words and phrases, but I would like to suggest you try to write before you speak. There are those who can speak, but sorry to say, its pathetic when I heard them speaking, and me, I am a piece of that jigsaw puzzle too! hahaha.. silly me! Just write, don't bother to do mistakes, because once you read it again and again, you'll know your mistake and you'll learn from it.

I think that's all :)

Adios!

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

2010-11-24T09:16:00.000-08:00

MY MOVIE DAY!

Trust me.. Its good! but novel is the best!

But then again, you shouldn't compare with novel.

So be realistic. Every novel-based movie is like that.

ABOVE ALL, I AM IMPRESSED :)

Indonesia and Malaysia

2010-11-24T09:04:00.000-08:00

Wow! It is a huge topic to discuss when it comes to this matters. But then again, I think, they are a few things that we need to know about it in general. I am not going to write a so-called-factual essay about it, but I write it base on my observation and my OWN judgment on some aspect.

Indonesia is a really huge country with times population compared to Malaysia, therefore to govern such a huge amount of citizens is even harder. Millions of ideas and points of view, tons of problems, and etc. When you are a Malaysian, came here as a tourist, trust me you won't learn as much as we- the students do. Things that you might learn are, shopping in Indonesia is so cheap, there are a lot of nice places to sip the air, and how gorgeous an Indonesian does. No offense but those are the only things that Malaysian tourists will learn when step their foot here. Not to be skeptical, even though I know that, there are those who will learn more that just that, but to your own surprise, you will find only few of them. And I think, I know some of the "fews"

It is undeniable, compared to Indonesia, we - Malaysia has left them few ranks ahead in terms of economy. Try to read this so that you know what I mean. We left Indonesia 50 steps behind us in either IMF and World Bank ranking for per capita.

My fellow Indonesians, I hope you'll read till the end before you get pissed-off with me. And for Malaysians, don;t get too excited with such achievements! You see, due to this facts, given by the world, Malaysians used to think that every single part of Indonesia is cheaper, comparatively. Even those who stay in Indonesia, working here said so. Especially the government servants who was sent here. Is it true? Not really..Open your eyes wide Malaysians! Read more! Don't just make your judgment base on the one that you watch on TV a.k.a dramas.. Read here and here to reveal the truth that you never know. Even McDonalds is more expensive in Jakarta. So try not to be so narrow minded with you little information that you gain through gossips and tv, said that Indonesia is cheap! Ok, somehow, I was dragged by my emotion (wow, emotions can drag me away! what a surprise!) because everybody said living in Indonesia is not as expensive as in Malaysia. And no body (especially those who work here try to say that its wrong!) You need to understand, there is a huge different between you visit Indonesia for a week, buying nice clothes and antiques to staying here for years with limited income but high expanses. Take note and bare in mind. So try to dig deeper, our brain isn't that shallow to digest information.

However, there is a good thing of having such condition in Indonesia. The way I look at it, Indonesians have the guts to stand and support their country. In another word, patriotism. They have that. And they embraced it, the let, every Indonesian being to have such precious pieces of feeling buried into the heart of all Indonesian. Wow! exaggerate isn't it? nope. to me, its true. Almost true.I hate to admit it but then again it is so true. How proud they are of becoming an Indonesian. As for Malaysia... Hahaha.. the only thing I can say, is that Malaysians nowadays have forgotten the essence of appreciating their own country. How do I know. Easy, I wore that shoe before I came here, Jakarta. We say, we are proud to be Malaysian, but we are not entirely embraced it. I should say, Suharto did a really good job to seed patriotism in the heart of Indonesians.

I have my own opinion about this issue, why we - Malaysians are unlike them. It has been 53 years after we obtained "Merdeka". I do admit, within 53 years of aged, they managed to govern Malaysia very well. Politics, economy, agriculture, affairs and technology, indeed, very well developed and growth.. However, because of these luxuries that our ancestors have established and given to us, we tend to forget, how grateful we should be. Why? because, we are in comfort state.. I mean, everything is before our eyes.. Everything.. Unlike them, years ago, they lived in hardship. Everything that they earned was only as a bulwark against starvation. Its hard for you to communicate and etc. But, just look at what happened nowadays, even a 5 year-old child can have a brand new phone! We are living in luxury, until we forget how hard it was before we were born, how, our grandparents strive to achieve something that we have right now. That is the reason why we forget and forgot.. Unlike the Indonesians, they need to admit, due to a large scale of territory, they have more problems comparatively. And one of it is poverty. Poverty is hardship. Therefore they learn how to appreciate more. Especially when they earn something. I wasn't sure the exact correlation between those (or maybe I know but I can't explain) but it seems that their hardship are paid off!

As a conclusion, 2 points,

1. Economy
2. Patriotism

Think about it!

Susahnya!

2010-11-12T12:39:00.000-08:00

Alhamdulillah, so far everything berjalan dengan lancar... semua stase yang aku ambik masih lulus... terima kasih tuhan... Dosa terlalu banyak, tapi kau masih berikan aku dan rakan-rakan yang lain nikmat yang banyak.. Alhamdulillah... Para-clinic, pediatric, psychiatry and neurology Alhamdulillah semuanya lulus.. walaupun parasitology kene ulang ujian hari tu.. tapi tak pe la kan... tapi yang buat aku stress out bukan apa, sekarang ni tengah department of surgery, so macam banyak gila benda kene baca sebab everyday ada quiz.. malangnya aku ni super duper pemalas!!! arrrghh,,,, that makes me stress out kot!! so SUSAHNYA! nak jadi rajin.. kadang-kadang jeles tgk kawan-kawan yang rajin,.. macam mana nak jadi macam diorang... dah berusaha.. tapi masih belum berjaya untuk jadi rajin.. harapnya satu masa nanti aku jadi la rajin... huhuhu

the end!

Friends

2010-11-02T05:31:00.000-07:00

Indah hidup kalau kita ada kawan.. Lagi indah kalau kawan itu memahami kita dan mengerti perasaan kita... Sebenarnya tanap kita sedari, perkenalan dengan seseorang tu merupakan suatu kurniaan Allah kepada kita.. Shabat menjadi asbab untuk kita gembira, sedar baik dan buruk kita, membantu kita jadi lebih baik... Tapi kita jarang bersyukur dengan kurniaan tuhan yang satu ini... Jadi, sementara kita ingat, sebut lah Alhamdulillah sebagai tanda syukur kita kepada Allah sebab dah berikan kita nikmat seperti ini...

Aku sedih sekarang sebab kawan aku, my close friend, the one yang aku selalu curhat, accident last saturday... Intracranial hemorrhage.. Unfortunately, I am a medical student.. so I know what could happen if that thing happens to patient... I am so worried.. and yet, I am too far to meet him at the hospital.. Sad? I am devastated.by the situation... Positive? God thought me how to be patient in such situation... Negative? I don't know what happen to him, I can't see him before my eyes.. People might say he is okay, but then again, it is a doctor job to say everything is fine.. right? (not entirely, but yeah.... 80% of the situation)

Lesson : appreciate ur friend, while you can

yesterday, I did something wrong again... to my other friend.. seriously, I don't mean to say that.. but... i don't know... I thought it was just a joke.. hopefully the flaws are forgiven...

tolong doakan member aku yang sorang ni... he undergoes an operation... I AM SO WORRIED..

New Department

2010-10-25T09:50:00.000-07:00

Department of Psychiatry

Pediatric

2010-10-20T14:00:00.000-07:00

A lot of things to cover... More than 20 cases and physical examination need to be mastered within two days.. I don't think that I can... But then again, what is the purpose of living if you don't fight! I'll do my best! when this entry is posted, I am already in the class striving.. Hope I can make it, like others do.. InshaAllah

Department of Pediatric

2010-10-18T19:44:00.000-07:00

It has been one week after I started my journey into pediatric department... Honestly, I love it, means that I do understand now, how and what its like to be a doctor.. or at least a pediatrician-to-be, which definitely so not me... We got the chance to do the history taking ourselves and as well as physical examination.. Isn't that exciting?!

But the problem is that, you need to have all the knowledge stuck in your very brain before you hit the road! I mean, after wasting 3 years of my life in Jakarta, knowing-nothing-at-all, it is so hard for me to do this kind of thing.. Don't blame me for that.. haha... Blame the environment for not being comfortable enough , which makes me so hard to read all the books. Or blame the weather instead! for its too hot until I choose to sleep all the time.. hehe.. and blame the laptop! the only reason I stuck in front of this sophisticated-awkward alien is because, Facebook, and Twitter.. lol~

I need to understand many things in limited of time! Worst part??

E X A M . I S . O N . F R I D A Y !

Oh please.... please be kind and pray for my success.. thank you :)

trust me! being a doctor is not as happy as this one...

she got ADHD.. that's why she smiles a lot! hahaha

Bandoeng Games Rock!

2010-10-18T10:17:00.000-07:00

Hahahahahaha... it has been two weeks after Bandung Games, and I only update about it... NOW!! As a conclusion, I am a super-lazy-boy stuck in a very inconducive atmosphere and environment.. and not to forget the time constrain of becoming a-doctor-to-be-and-not-a-doc-wanna-be. So it takes me weeks to share...

Bandung as a whole, is ok for me... Allow me to say something before I show how happy I was when I was in Bandoeng..

1. Dinner : C. I am sorry to say, but I think the committee members should learn more to organize such a huge event like this.. [muniri will be so piss-off when she reads this.. hehe.. but then again, it depends on how you taking it.. if it is to improve your skills, I think, why you need to be pissed with such comment aite?] This is a huge event, VIP is a minister, so, you need to ensure everything is in a good co-ordination. Students' discipline and other... To me, it is not yet, up to the standard of a Bandung Games... First attempt is not an excuse because I believe Bandung has quite experienced holding this kind of events.

2. Masters of Ceremony : hurm... they need to learn more... Master of Ceremony is the MASTER of the ceremony... Protocols, formality, language and etc.. You need to master everything... I am not trying to say that I am good..I am not.. Not at all.. I have seen many talented MCs more that I do.. And in fact, I'm good in one occasion only.. Formal occasion. That's why I am kind of upset with the MCs performance that night.. Advice... try to learn more.. In fact, we should be grateful we have Mr. Rudy to guide us..

3. Saturday : A- except netball team.. 2 games in a row.. until 4 players from Jakarta injured...So if they use "this is the first time" excuse.. I accept it. Even though I pissed off a little bit.. But, its rational to use that excuse. so i was pissed just a little bit..

4. Closing ceremony : again C. Complaints?? there is a huge different between Sports Day @ school and Bandung Games.. SHOULD BE.. ok... I was so late.. so these were the comments from those players that I heard.. Jkt, Srby, Malang, Yogja and few ore... (I think its true too!) Hey! look at the positive way... At least you can improve rather than being satisfied all the time :)

5. Overall, it is not about how you do but it's why... And even though there were things that I said above were "negative" but hey, objective achieved! We gather, we meet new friends.. It is more important than the dinner that I mentioned isn't it? Good job guys! I know its hard.. Honestly, I know how hard it is... So, I think, everything is ok :)

Partner in Crime

Jakarta vs Pekan Baru

Bandoeng!!!!! Syok Abizz!

Farewell Bandung!

Blood Donation! WOW!

Bowling... hahahhaha.. shhhh

Part time Model : MDD lol~

I too, an artist... It runs in my blood ok Yuna!

KOAS RACUN

2010-10-13T09:03:00.000-07:00

Dasar kau koas racun
baru jaga eh udah tidur
PF nggak sopan santun
...mentang-mentang pasien orang kampung

Kau asal inspeksi
kau asal palpasi
kau asal perkusi

Eh kau goblok sekali
tanpa auskultasi kau bilang tanpa rhonki
Eh kau tak tahu malu
pasiennya apneu kau malah happy-happy

Pasien kelojotan
matanya melotot
Lima menit kejang
kamu malah ngorok

Banyak-banyak kau gaya
nilai enggak pernah A
Dasar koas alay
kerjanya cuma santai

Sorry sorry sorry dek
konsulen sudah tahu
Sorry sorry sorry gan
Kau ngulang tahun depan!

Returning

2010-10-05T07:00:00.000-07:00

There are few things that I believe, I should proud to be a Malaysian, especially nowadays,

1. Rapid growth of the country itself. I mean, even though the world now, is struck by a global economic crisis, Malaysia once again, stand-up and managed to survive through this polemic. Malaysians are ground-breakers!

2. We have our unique way in solving either internal or foreign problems. The idea of diplomacy, is among the best solution to ensure that problems are solved. Not just an ordinary diplomacy, remember! Malaysia is well-known of its "sopan dan santun", "berbudi pekerti" etc. The combination of these qualities and "diplomacy" makes us shine in the eyes of the world.

3. Outstanding achievements. Years ago, some of us, banned the government (even some of the government servants as well) for their "stupidity" proposing the twin tower, international circuit and etc.. Claiming these "stupid" ideas consumed a huge amount of money. But! at the end of the day, these brilliant ideas proposed by the government are the things that makes every single Malaysian proud! Read this (KLCC) and this (SIC) for more info.

What else? Oh yesterday, I googled something and to my surprise I found this thing! :

Link : The top international destinations in 2009

In contrary, there few things that I do feel upset with Malaysia. Actually not Malaysia but Malaysians.. And most of it is the attitude.

1. Proud to be Malaysian! : Many Malaysians are proud to be a part of this wonderful country! And so am I. But that is not just that. Proud-to-be-Malaysian is not only the way you are feeling proud but most importantly, your actions towards your country! What do you do? Hanging out with your best friends at the best mall that this country offers? Is that all? Wasting your time here and there? Sitting around and wait for the government's aid? Is it? Think about it. Show to everybody that you are REALLY proud to be a Malaysian.. Act now! or else, I guaranteed that your child in the future will mocked you before your face because of those thing. Think about it.

2. This is actually my "MAIN" point. read this. I mean, it is true that you want to have a better life.. So, do I. some of the foreign countries offers more and better opportunities to us. And it is undeniable that the wage is higher, comparatively. But what makes me feel sad, is that, these Malaysians, sometimes abandoning their own country as well.. You can google it and you might fine many articles or even videos about Malaysians in overseas complaining about their own country. And now, when Malaysia has grown better economically, they claim that Malaysia is THEIR beloved country. Oh! That's a very selfish of them! You throw away your country, and then, seconds after that you hug them back when they make you proud! Learn this quality please... That, you can feel proud.

3. Sorry to say, but I have a very firm stand of this patriotic issue.

Above all, proud to be Malaysian! :D

Justin Bieber

2010-10-04T03:48:00.000-07:00

Oh Crap! now the world of entertainment are eagerly discussing about the newly cute and famous young artist, Justin Bieber is actually a 51 year-old man who's masquerading like a 16 year-old, Justin! Hahaha... It's all over the news! In fact, here, in Jakarta there's an hour tv program, specifically discussing about the issue! And now, the funniest part is that all the Bieber's fan are so confused with the situation (until some of them cried! haha)..

watch this if you wanna know further

Justin Bieber Found To Be Cleverly Disguised 51-Year-Old Pedophile

And now, police are identifying the fact, either Justin is a really 16 year-old boy, or actually he is an old man, having a psychiatric disorder, or to be more specific its pedophile. You can read this to get more information about this psychiatric disorder. To me, the investigation is kind of absurd in some way... Yeah, LAPD are investigating all the clothes, or anything else that this so-called Bieber possess to identify whether he is a "true" Bieber or the "false" one...

Don't you think that these peoples are just making this things up?? I mean, just to show that LAPD is doing something.. I don't know actually but my opinion is that, why don't they just arrest the 51 year-old Bieber and then forced the 16 year-old Bieber to show up/reveal himself to the crowd? If he shows up, it means that the story of an old Bieber is just another story that people made it up.. And if he doesn't show up, mean that the Bieber that "everybody" likes is just an old pedophile! hahaha

is that easy?? And then, continue to find all the information needed and proofs as well.. Case closed ;p

p/s : I bet this "gigi rongak" boy is a better version of Justin Bieber! He is even more... NATURAL! and funnier! enjoy!

hahaha

Kes Dera

2010-10-03T05:41:00.000-07:00

Aku tak tahu la nak cakap macam mana... you can read this for further information...

Apa yang nak jadi dengan rakyat Malaysia sekarang ni? Kes rogol berlambak-lambak. Ditambah dengan kes buang anak yang tak tahu dah berapa banyak.. And now, kes dera ibu pulak...

Sorry to say, tapi pada pendapat aku, personally, tajuk berita ni tidak sesuai. Ini bukan sayang namanya.. this is what we called spoiled.. To be honest, ada orang akan cakap, spoiled also shows that you love your child but actually not. Spoiling your child makes these children act to you without respect. Seorang ibu yang menyanyangi anaknya akan mendidik anak untuk menghormati orang lain terutama orang tua. that is what they should learn.

Lagi sedih apabila mereka (sang ibu) mendiamkan diri setelah didera... Sayang KATANYA... Ingat, sayang itu bukan sahaja perlu di dunia, tetapi diakhirat juga... Saidina Umar pernah menyuruh anaknya di hukum dengan hukuman hudud tatkala baginda mendapati anaknya berzina. Kenapa? kerana baginda menyayangi anaknya didunia dan diakhirat.. Ambillah pengajaran dari kisah itu. Dengan mendiamkan diri dan membiarkan anak terbebas dari hukuman dan tidak mendidik mereka, itu bukan lah sayang tetapi itu adalah "ignorance"

Malu dengan remaja sekarang kerena mereka sanggup melakukan perkara ini kepada ibu baa mereka.. Isn't that enough how the school teach you how to respect your parents?? What do you learn at school?? How to do sex? Throwing away babies? Disrespect you parents? Is that it?? I am sorry, you guys, but things happened around recently makes me jump into a conclusion that teenagers nowadays are stupid and immature..

Cyberfriend

2010-09-26T11:01:00.000-07:00

Nowadays, internet can do anything and almost everything. It is just on your finger tip. You want to do business, reading newspaper, and even shopping! Unless you need a major medical intervention, then, internet is not an option. Internet also plays a major role in social-networking which allows us to find the so called long lost friends and also to meet new people! There are many types of social working nowadays, and in Malaysia, Facebook, Myspace, Tagged, Friendster and what else?? too many of them! Even blog is one of the social networks that spread throughout this very world!

There are more!

Just wanna ask your opinion, does knowing the unknown via this accommodation offered by the internet itself. Is it safe?

This is my opinion.

Actually, I don't think the idea of knowing people using this kind of aid is bad. Years ago, there is terms that we called pen pals. We know some of them and some we don't. This conservative has been transformed into a more sophisticated way using the internet called social network. Therefore I personally don't think it is a bad idea. In fact, it allows us to know them in a more secure way. It means that using this social network system, you can view their picture or any information that you need, even though there are those who lie as well, but at least, some don't.. Also, it makes us easier to contact them (clishe idea!) by seconds away.. And if we are lucky, they'll respond to our "hello" within seconds too! Isn't that great?

However, it is to be understood that we're not living in the world of Utopia, where all the good things only exist. Some might exploit this in many ways.. How they lie about themselves, profiles, fake pictures (seriously you may find thousands of Miley Cyrus and Justin Bieber, if you look at the profile picture... hehe) and etc. Lucky me, I'm not fond or keen to know those people (the fake Miley and Justin) unless I know them who they really are... My I rather choose not to add/approve people that I barely know.. I mean, what is the purpose of having "TOO" many friends?? I am not a celebrity (even though I am a celebrity-look-alike.. hahahaha... joking!) who have fan club, neither a public figure... 300 friends is more than enough to me.. In fact, I don't contact some of them too!! I mean, if you say hi to 10 person each day, then you need a month to say Hi to everyone in your friend list.. And it took more time to reply each and every message that they responded right??

So, I am just wondering why some people need to add 1000++ UNKNOWN friends??

Honestly, I am asking this question because I envy them but at the same time I don't really know what the relevance of doing it? Hurmmmm

Eid Mubarak

2010-09-12T10:46:00.000-07:00

A very simple calligraphy and yet a nice one!

Wishing all of you a "Selamat Hari Raya Eidul Fitri and Maaf Zahir dan Batin"

Let us make our past a history and lesson to be remembered. I wish all of us a prosperous life and to be blessed by Allah. Insha-Allah

p/s : can't wait to write in this blog again :)

Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa

2010-08-25T14:43:00.000-07:00

Terkejut seketika bila aku tulis entry pasal benda ni... Sebab, mungkin dengan menulis entry pasal benda ni jugak lah akan mem"fire" diri sendiri memandangkan bahasa tak betul dan ada byk entry dalam ni, adalah dalam bahasa Inggeris...

Tapi tu bukanlah suatu masalah besar, benda betul tetap betul, salah tetap salah.. kalau terpaksa fire diri sendiri, apa salahnya kan? dah tu fakta...

Sebenarnya kecewa dengan rakyat Malaysia ni... 2 benda.. 1.suka sangat pakai bahasa orang macam English dan bahasa Indonesia.. 2. berlagak macam tahu tp sebenarnya tahu... perkara kedua merujuk kepada bahasa..

kita mulakan dengan English dulu... sebenarnya aku tak ada masalah untuk orang nak tulis bahasa Inggeris, in fact i am so envy to them... tapi yang menjadi geli adalah bila orang Malaysia (Melayu terutamanya) terlalu terpengaruh hanya dengan beberapa perkataan/frasa/ayat dari bahasa itu.. Contohnya " that is soo not me okay!" atau "oh, hello???!" tu namanya clishe.. I mean, writing in English is not a bad thing.. but make sure you writing it for the sake of improving yourself bukan untuk menunjukkan seberapa gedik nya anda.. oh.. in english they call it, BIATCH! selalunya perempuan la kan.. sebab those sentences are actually girls sentence.. sorry to say la.. aku banyak je jumpa orang yang tulis dalam English and I found it very interesting to read... even though they are using such words.. bezanya sebab the whole entry or, most of the sentences are in English... tp orang-orang yang aku ceritakan previously tu, balik-balik benda yg sama.. tu je la yang depa tahu... so ambilah pengajran ye...

bahasa kedua is bahasa indonesia... ni lagi parah... selaku student yang belajar kat jakarta ni.. aku sangatlah jijik mendengar/membaca orang2 yang tak pandai berbahasa bahasa gaul tapi nak cakap jugak.. KONONnya mereka tahu... kan BM dan BI(indonesia) tu sama, hanya BI tu baku.. huhu... ternyata hakikatnya bahasa Indo and BM tu berbeza ok... cara mengatur ayat pun beza... jadi tolonglah... Most of u guys yang tak pandai berbhasa indo ni sebenarnya u sound stupid when u speak Indonesian... malu la... Kenapa? Apa perlunya kita berbahasa seperti mereka? BM tu xsedap ke? BM tu indah okeh! aku cakap pun sebab I am once a BM debater, so I do enjoy Malay Language until now.. We have our own uniqueness. Therefore, we should proud of it. tu lah attitude orang Malaysia, kalau datang sini, sok pinter ngomong padahal, kalau nak tahu, ngomongnya berantakan... guna je lah bahasa melayu.. bangga lah dengan BM tu... julang lah BM tu... unlike us, we really need to master because it is a part of our daily conversation.. so we have strong reason to use and understand Indonesian Language...

kalo ga ngerti ga usah ngomong yach... sakit kuping gw dengerinnya..

Ingat... Jangan anggap bahasa itu perkara kecil... bahasa tu sebenarnya boleh buat kita bangga dengan negara kita! kerana tu namanya Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa..

till then...

25082010

2010-08-24T15:28:00.000-07:00

Only 4 days left (excluding today) my friends and I will be sitting for an Oral Case Analysis Examination.. My heart pumps faster than usual.. few seconds later that a Ferrari.. 10 diseases need to be master without any mistake.. to pass the exam, I need to score 80 points out of 100.. Isn't that great.. Not just that, from what I heard, there's a quota of passing the exam.. is it true? let the uncertain buried by the uneasiness of the examination itself. Screw me! Out of 10, I only master NOTHING... Nearly one - psychiatry.. The rest, I can say that I nearly understand but I haven't remembered it yet.. I doubt myself to finish all 10 within 4 days.. nearly impossible..(therefore no one can say "nothing is impossible" to me.. hehe)

The best part about this exam is that, it allows me to forget my home sweet home for a while.. Yes.. It is true somehow... Not because I am busy with my study but, maybe I am busy of thinking about the exam.. that's all.. because, my study.. I believe that, I am not putting my best effort yet.. yeah, I can still Facebook-ing, and surfing other nonsense.. but above all I hope everything is okay... Me and my housemates especially and mu batch-mates generally ;)

best of uck Aiman

When The Ovaries Hanging Outside

2010-07-08T04:13:00.000-07:00

Hye there!

Dah lama aku memalaskan diri untuk menulis blog ni.. mencari idea yang bagus untuk bercerita, tapi sampai sekarang tak jumpa.. Even today! Sebab aku rasa nak buat blog tu biarla byk jenis, so that lebih menarik.. the more the merrier.. but tak tahu macam mana nak mempelbagaikan content dalam blog ak ni.. any ideas? hehe

ok.. sebenarnya nak cerita pasal seorang makhluk ni.. tergelak2 aku di buatnya... It's a guy la.. Aku pelik kenapa ada manusia yang terlalu tergila-gilakan pangkat dan jawatan?? Ok lah, kalau pun tak tergila-gilakan pangkat n jawatan kenapa ada orang yang suka menyibukan diri sendiri seolah-olah anda bertanggungjawab terhadap sesuatu? Sedangkan hakikatnya, mereka bukanlah sesibuk mana.. dan bukan juga mempunyai autoriti untuk berbuat sesuatu.. Aspirasi terlalu tinggi tapi malangnya terlalu banyak aspirasi yang di impikan tetapi tiada satu pun yang merka lakukan?? Ironic isn't it?? Berperlakuan seolah-olah "aku lah yang berdedikasi" ke sana dan kesini, tapi akhirnya sunyi? atau sebenarnya sekadar busybody??

Lebih menyedihkan bila, lebih banyak dari mereka-mereka ini tidak mempunyai authority untuk berbuat sesuatu, tetapi masih terkinja-kinja untuk melakukannya... tak cukup dari itu, mereka-mereka ini tidak pula pandai menggunakan saluran yang betul... idea di cetuskan tanpa perbincangan dan sebagainya dan lansung diuar-uarkan tanpa pengetahuan sang ketua... Yang malangnya, they didn't know that people around them abandoning them... dek kerana tingkah laku mereka yang "ntah apa-apa" itu.. dua perkara yang menjadi permasalahan disitu.. pertama, dia melampaui mandat sebagai "orang biasa" yang melakukan sesuatu tanpa berbincangan dengan "who's in charge" dan kedua, orang sekeliling tidak melayan aspirasi murni mereka... mungkin pada fikiran mereka, mereka adalah seperti kartun dibawah... ketua yang HARUSnya diangkat dan dijulang, tapi malangnya tidak.. kerana itulah segala tindakkan nya suka membelakangkan "who's in charge" KONONnya mereka lah selayaknya yang berada ditempat itu..

Menarik! Sepertinya di cermin milik mereka, mereka itu disegani dengan komitmen mereka terhadap kerja, tetapi mungkin cermin itu hanya dimiliki oleh mereka dan hanya dapat dilihat oleh mata mereka sendiri.. Hakikatnya? Orang tidak lah mengagung-agungkan mereka... Manusia itu akal fikirnya sudah melakukan anjakan paradigma sesuai dengan perkembangan zaman.. mereka tahu untuk menilai siapakah anda dan siapakah kita... Akhirnya idea murni lagi suci tidak mendapat sambutan.. Eh! Idea itu sebenarnya mendapat sambutan tetapi bukan sambutan kepada anda tetapi kepada orang yg seharusnya... maksudnya, sebarang komen dan input bukan disalurkan kepada mereka tetapi kepada orang yang mereka belakangi... Lihat?? Manusia itu pandai menghormati orang lain dan tidak seperti mereka.. Lebih menarik aspirasi yang anda kemukakan itu diam seribu bahasa, tanpa sebarang usaha terlaksana! Maka, dek kerana perkara yang bagaikan hidup segan mati tak mahu itu bertaburan bagaikan sampai sarap disekeliling mereka, perkara itu di sambung oleh "who's in charge"... Namun, apabila dilakukan pertemuan dan DIBUKA SESI PERTANYAAN, mereka yang tidak puas hati gara-gara program cadangan mereka di "CURI" oleh "who's in charge" mereka diam seribu bahasa... Sedangkan, bila diberikan peluang untuk mereka uruskan, mereka sekadar pandang sebelah mata.. Hanya berkata-kata, kononnya mereka berusaha, tetapi malangnya sekadar usaha didalam mimpi mereka! hak tuih! buat mereka semua...

Akhirnya, apabila semuanya selesai mereka mulalah melatah! SMS sana sini, menyalahkan orang seolah-olah orang berbuat sesuatu tanpa diskusi dan sebagainya..

(INTONASI BERBEZA)

hoi, tadi masa aku bagi kau bercakap, kau diam.. Sikit pon ko xcakap.. bila dah abis perjumpaan, baru kau nak bising-bising.. apekah??

then kata aku cakap x serupa bikin?? aku ke kau?? Orang dok SMS aku tanya kenapa benda tu x da progress aku nak jawab ape?? kau yang pandai-pandai cakap and post semua pastu aku yang kene jawab segala. Progress ko ape?? Dan perkara tu bukan lah suatu perkara yang baru! dah lama kot benda tu ada... So bila aku buat meeting tanya, kau xnak pulak cakap... tiba-tiba bisu ke? alamak aii... xkan bisu kot?? balik meeting, pandai pulak cakap tak takut dengan aku.. bila aku suh mai rumah.. xnak pulak.. alasan macam sial!! hahaha.. pondan pon lagi berani dari kau... yang paling menariknya, bila kau nak semua benda kene discuss dengan kau.. haaa.. jawapan aku, aku ketua, aku ada penolong, and aku ada beberapa orang yang selama aku menjadi ketua, aku nampak KERJA mereka.. cukup bincang dengan diorang je.. Kau bukan sesiapa yang perlu aku consult.. Siapa kau?? NOBODY kot! Ape bakti kau kat kitorang? pikir sendiri ye.. setiap program yang aku buat muka-muka sama je yang buat.. yang lain2 at least diorang x byk cekadak.. okeh!!

Sekarang ni aku komfius, kau lelaki ke kau perempuan.. sebab bila di buka sesi perbincangan kau macam perempuan segan silu nak tanya.. padahal xlah "cantek" pon... pastu main sms-sms lak kalau bengang.. kalah perempuan.. Finally, bila suh jumpa, xberani... kate laki beb.. gua tak takut la dengan lu.. takat orang macam lu.. alahai.... so esimpulan gua buat lu.. lu orang yang sebenarnya ada ovari.. tapi ovari lu tergantung kat luar macam testis... cube cek balik, kompem xda sperma tapi ada ovari.. hahaha

kan hampir sama antara ovari and testis just tempat berbeza ;)

pengajaran buat yang membaca, nak buat sesuatu ada batasnya.. belajarnya hormati orang lain, dan jangan main redah je.. last2 sendiri yang malu.. sebab bila kita buat sesuatu BUKAN dengan cara yang betul, maka akhirnya, HEBAT mana pun kita, kita pasti KECUNDANG..

Less Sleep, Less Study, Less emotion

2010-06-28T17:58:00.000-07:00

Aku tak rasa nak menulis benda bermanfaat.. mungkin esok.. just nak story benda...

Ok, the title is quite clear.. that is what i feel right now.. But I wonder why I didn't get pissed with this.. Actually, last week, on Friday, my English group called our respected lecturer, to discuss about our English presentation. He said that he wanted to do it on Tuesday (today) at 7 a.m.. We were somehow kind of disagreed with it because we will be sitting for our final exam on the day after. But, he claimed that he didn't have any other time to evaluate the presentations other than Tuesday. Therefore, by hook or by crook we have to do it on Tuesday...

Ok lah macam tu kan.. nak buat macam mana... kalau English x siap.. nanti kene extend satu semester.. hanya kerana xbuat English presentation kan! So, kami-kami yang penuh dedicated ni buat la preparation smalam.. Korbankan waktu study untuk final exam.. prepare semua untuk presentation.. Slide, report and etc.. bukan xprepare before this.. tp considering that, kene present sorang-sorang, so kene lah berlatih, sebab kitorang ni xlah fasih berbahasa omputih tu!

Aku? xdapat tido dari semalam sampai sekarang ni ha... tadi pergi kat faculty, jumpa dokter.. dia cakap........................ dia kene cek dulu dan kita kene book tempat dll!! hangin??!! mungkin sedikit hangin disitu... tapi aku dah expect dah.. dahla esok nak exam.. buku xbukak satu hape... less sleep lagi.. jadi.. emosi pon less jugak! kesimpulannya, miscommucation tu sangat tidak baik ye... esok nak exam.. tp memandangkan aku tak cukup tido.. aku kene tido dulu.. doakan la kejayaan aku ye.... sesiapa yang terbaca ni.. esok final HOM (hematology and oncology) aka kelainan darah dan barah??? macam tu lah kiranya,,

Regards,

Aiman

Meracau

2010-06-27T11:30:00.000-07:00

Hari ni (270610) adalah hari yang kurang menyenangkan buat aku.. Tapi hari yang menggembirakan juga! There's a lot of things happened today which made my heart beats harder... And my blood pressure? Increasing outstandingly for some stupid reasons... Rasa macam nak cerita banyak, tapi dah terlalu pagi untuk menulis.. In fact aku ada exam on this coming Wednesday, yang aku belum bukak buku satu hape lagi!

Hari ni dok lepak kat KL Village with my close friends from University of Indonesia, Anah and Cken! Best giler, banyak benda yang diceritakan! Well of course la kan, dah jarang-jarang jumpa.. hambik kau 7 jam dok kat kopitiam! hahaha

Dalam pada masa yang sama aku sangat marah dengan keadaan yang berlaku.. banyak benda... cuma aku untuk pagi ni, apa yang aku leh cakap is, kalau tak tahu bertanya, jangan pura-pura tahu... and, jangan terlalu yakin dengan apa yang kita buat semuanya betul sebab, kadangkala terlalu yakin tu lah menybabkan semua benda jadi salah.. at the end of the day, buat orang lain pening nak pikir... tapi apa pun, ambik lah pengajaran dari kesilapan sebab semua orang pun didunia ni masih belajar okeh!

pastu... ENGLAND KALAH!! dem!!!!!

that's all for today..

kalau yang "membaca"... tolong doakan exam aku on this Wednesday.. Final Exam for Hematology and Oncology... Cuak!!!!!

Heart 2

2010-06-25T23:40:00.000-07:00

Tuhan itu Maha Mengetahui hamba-Nya. Dugaan yang diberikan adalah sesuai dengan kemampuan kita, hanya tergantung kita untuk menerimanya.. Hakikat walaupun kita mampu tetapi kita tidak yakin dengan janji-Nya kerana itulah kita sering hanyut.. Semoga Allah menetapkan hati kita semua dalam redhanya...

Heart 1

2010-06-25T06:46:00.001-07:00

Sometimes, you might feel hurt, but you denying it. But the more you try to get rid of the feeling, the more it hurts you. You don't want to feel that way anymore, but you still keep doing it (the things that make you feel hurt) That is human and that is me....

Regards,
Aiman

Malaysian Education :Abolishing UPSR and PMR

2010-06-24T13:22:00.001-07:00

It is a little late to discuss about this matter for I am busy doing other things for sure... I am not sure what is the main agenda of proposing this, but I am sure the government (the Deputy Prime Minister to be more specific) has scrutinize this matter inside and outside before he propose it to the members of the parliament.

As in this world, it is full of uncertainties.. Which means, even a single matter in that happened to be in this world, it will have its own pros and cons. And I believe, this issue shares the same underlying basic, which, it has its own pros and cons. To my personal opinion, I would say that I am kind of disagree with the suggestion. And I am going to share my respond from this article : Annual Assessments and School Test Option

Before I go further, I would like to remind, this English-based post, is just a trial for me to write in English considering that I am very certain that my English has been drown in an unknown lake which it makes it even worse than worse.. So, you will find millions of spelling and grammar mistakes, and I am sorry.

Starts with "the current system was too exam-oriented"

This thing has been an issues since ages ago, everybody going to blame the education system especially when they want to decide either they want to go to boarding school or not.. because they believed schools nowadays are "too exam-oriented".. Basically, I have a question in my mind which I hardly find the answer : "what is wrong of being exam-oriented students?" However, I would like to respond to this matter simultaneously with this:

"He suggested that school-based assessments be conducted in place of the public examinations."

So, this is what I understand form the first two paragraphs of this article, the government suggest that UPSR and PMR are abolished and they change it to school-based exam. I don't think there is a problem of changing the modus operandi from PMR or UPSR to school-based exam, but what is the different between those two entities? Students are still going to sit for exams by any chance.. In fact, this school-based exam is still under the surveillance of Malaysian Examination Syndicate (MES)which the questions are set by them, therefore, I don't think it could make any "big" change towards the education system.. The students are still being "oriented by exam". I am an exam-oriented students, and the fact that being a student as such does not limit me to join any extra curricular activities. In fact, I believed, my school is too exam oriented, we focus too much in our academic to sustain our academic performance. But I don't think it is a hindrance for us to join and be active in extra co-curricular activities. This is a respond to

"It would enhance creativity and innovation, apart from encouraging active involvement of students in sports and co-curricular activities."

To me, being exam oriented doesn't have any significant correlation with extra co-curricular activities. My theory is that, they think that because the students are too focus with their study so they don't have time to get active in such activities. Yeah, it is correct, if you think that our students are very keen to books and notes! It's an excused made by them so that least homework are given! Oh trust me, I had been in their shoes before. I am well to understand such feeling with such excuses. The fact is, when they have ample time at home, the also have more time, to surf the internet, mingle with their friends and or in another word more time to waste their time.. And that is absolutely true! I am experts in making such excuses... We do! even though I am one of them (making excuses, hoping that there are no homework at all and etc) but still, I know that this is a teenage drama.. I admit it.. So actually, being active in extra co-curricular activity does not affected by the exam-oriented system.

“It avoids rote learning which does not emphasise independent thinking,”

I am kind of shocked when I read this... Most of the reasons are in theories and not practical. Extra co-curricular activities, independent thinking, creativity and innovation? I think the government should point out a stronger arguments for this issue.. There is a vast different between theory and reality. I believed, I had written this when I sat for MUET. The cons of exam-oriented. It is true, at that time I agreed that the government should ban exam-oriented system but I did that is for the sake of passing my exam. That's all, why? because our citizens' mind have been programmed to such reasons... EXAM ORIENTED IS NEGATIVE. Ok, continue, there is no way, of being an exam-oriented students hinders you to be creative, innovative, or independent thinking. Because I think, the method of the government is trying to propose is merely the same with the previous one, both systems, students need to sit for exam, and I am definitely sure that each school aims for flying colors. So, how does the latter could "allow" the students to be "more" creative and innovative and most importantly to have an independent thinking? And how they define creativity? creating a mural? or nowadays, a graffiti maybe? Innovative? does our system now does not offer such innovation? Too many things are remain unclear in this issue. Therefore I would like to suggest the government, to sit and look again, on this matter.

"Muhyiddin said studies by the Education Ministry showed there were too many public examinations locally as opposed to just one in other countries."

I think, that is the problem in our country where we tend to compare with other country "too much" I think it is very unique if we have more public examinations. Other countries might have one, but the question here, is not how few we have but how does these public exams is being implemented and does the implementation achieve its goal. It is our mentality, Malaysians mentality, everything that other country does is true.. That is why I believe, our late prime minister, Tun is so unique, the idea of "Dasar Pandang Ke Timur", try not to look at it just on its surface, implement its gist.. Is that, not every single thing that the western does is correct and true. Some of the countries are well developed and their systems are different. Can we guarantee that when Malaysia has only one public exam the students are better comparatively?

Ok, let me conclude (not a conclusion, not yet but I am concluding above issue) there is a different between a developing country and a developed country. And now, in Malaysia, we need to consider the "demanding prospect". Demanding Prospect here means that, what do we lack of and what do we need. Most of these demanding prospects requires a very strong fundamental in academics. Example, teachers, doctors, pharmacists, engineer and many more. Therefore, in order to have a very strong fundamental in academic I think exam-oriented system fixed the bill.. And I think there is no way it could limit students' independent skill. The government's expectation to the teenagers are "too" high. I am not being pessimist, but I think being too optimist isn't good as well. Try this, go to Kuala Lumpur on weekdays, Bangsar, Shah Alam, or Klang maybe, look what our fellow friends do after schools hours. I am upset with such situation. Especially the Malays. It is hard to admit but I think that is the fact. We have a lot of students with full of aspiration and bla bla bla.. but! We also have a lot of "unlucky students", WHICH, the effect that latter caused is more than the previous one. See what I mean? Its getting too far from the topic isn't it? not really, Its simple, the government thinks that EO limits students capabilities, because they believe that our teenager are good, but actually they are just too good to be true. So to enhance students' capability, EO is not the one that they need to discuss, but the students themselves. In fact, by EO itself, it has produced many talented Malaysians. It is not upon the system but most importantly the students.

Finally, I would like to give you an example :

I read one blog discussing about this thing. He said that it is somehow irrelevant to determine students' capability by using our present education system. As for HIM, he wasn't a good student previously, He does not have flying colors and etc. But at the end of the day, he manage to succeed. He took a diploma and then further his study dor a degree and so on. Therefore EO actually is not the best sollution (he is agreeing to the government's action)

Well, here are my point of view :

1. How many Malaysians have a WILL as such? aware with their future like this guy? (Optimist or pessimist doesn't count, the reality does)

I am so glad that Malaysians have such will, but I really hope that more Malaysians do.. We have been in the comfort zone too long, which makes us forget, that the future doesn't promise anything but uncertainties.

I am not banning the government action, but I think, they should scrutinize this matter more before they make any decision. List more strong reasons than just pointing out an essay theory reason..

There are few things that I haven't discussed yet

1. Human resource

2. Tamil and chinese teachers

3.burden of handling exam..

Sorry for my English....

Regards,

Aiman

What are you going to do?

2010-06-22T08:56:00.000-07:00

Hehe.. sometimes when you feel like there are a lots of things that you wanna share but you don't know what was it actually, what you are going to do??

I happened to be in that kind of situation right now.. I wanna tell and share something but I don't know what is it... But I think its something huge! But wasn't sure still...

blurrrr

MUST WATCH MOVIES

2010-06-21T12:46:00.000-07:00

Genre : Romance

If you are going to watch a romance movie, I would suggest you guys to watch these movies... In my opinion, these movies are not just a love story, but it shows how a person could uphold the ultimate meaning of love (uuuuuuuuuuuu..) Yeah, it is not just a puppy love. But a true love which involve sacrifice and pain. Love is not only about happiness, because love is only a piece of a love jigsaw puzzle. I believe most of us had watched it but, I don't think it is a big deal to share aite!

Notebook (2004)

Cast : Ryan Gosling and Rachel McAdams

My Sister's Keeper (2009)

Cast : Cameron Diaz

Dear John (2010)

Casts : Channing Tatum, Amanda Seyfried

Actually there are few other stories but as for today, I think 3 is more than enough :)

Notebook and Dear John were actually a novel-based movies written by Nicholas Sparks while Notebook and My sister's keeper were directed by the same person (Nick Cassavetes)

Enjoy the movies!

Weight Gaining

2010-06-21T03:38:00.000-07:00

Considering that I am too skinny.. So a senior of mine, who's nearly finish her doctorate (faculty of medicine) had suggested me to read something about weight gaining diet, and I find it very useful to me and to skinny people out there...

Info's taken from [stronglifts[dot]com/how-to-gain-weight-for-skinny-guys]

TITLE : HOW TO GAIN WEIGHT FOR SKINNY GUYS (WITH WEIGHT GAIN DIET)

Skinny guys often say they can eat anything they want without gaining weight. They think they’re blessed with a fast metabolism. They’ll say: “I make women jealous with my metabolism. I can eat junk food all day without gaining weight”.
Truth is you can eat anything you want without gaining weight because you’re not eating a lot. I know you think you do, but you’re not. Otherwise you wouldn’t be skinny. Here’s how to gain weight for skinny guys.

1. Track Calories. Skinny guys often overestimate what they eat. Read the labels, use a food scale and track your daily caloric intake using FitDay. You need at least your body-weight in lbs x 20kcal daily to gain weight.

2. Set a Goal Weight. A rule of thumb is at least 1kg for each cm above 1m (use this converter). Anything less you’ll always look skinny. There’s no upper limit, if you want to weigh more go for it. Examples of minimum goal weights:

1m70/5’7″ at least 70kg/154lbs
1m75/5’9″ at least 75kg/165lbs
1m80/5’11″ at least 80kg/176lbs
1m85/6’1″ at least 85kg/187lbs
1m90/6’3″ at least 90kg/200lbs

3. Eat Every 3 Hours. You need at least your body-weight in lbs x 20 kcal to gain weight. That’s 2700kcal/day if you’re 135lbs. If you have a physical job or move a lot, you’ll need even more. Eat every 3 hours.

Breakfast. Get calories from the first hour. Read how to build the habit of eating breakfast and try these breakfast recipes.
Lunch & Diner. Prepare double portions while making breakfast. 1 portion for work/school, 1 portion when you get back.
Snacks. Mixed nuts, fruits, dried fruits, yogurt, cottage cheese, eggs, sandwiches, milk, protein shakes, …
Post Workout. Physical activities burn calories. Eat post workout to get that energy back. Check this post workout shake recipe.

4. Eat Calorie Dense Foods. 100g raw rice is 380kcals. 100g raw spinach is only 25kcals. Getting your daily calorie intake is easier if you eat foods high in calories. Your best options:

Pasta. 100g pasta is 380kcal and easier to ingest than 100g rice. Whole grain pasta is healthier, but takes longer to digest. Eat white pasta.
Whole Milk. If you don’t bother gaining some fat, drink 1 gallon whole milk per day on top of your current food intake. I’ve seen guys gaining 60lbs/year drinking 1 gallon per milk per day while Squatting 3x/week.
Nuts. Mixed nuts & natural peanut butter have +500kcal/100g, about 50% healthy fats and 25% protein. Use mixed nuts as snack & throw peanut butter on sandwiches for work/school.
Olive Oil. Protects against heart diseases & cancer. Sip it like vodka (it’s not that bad, really) or use it for tomato pasta sauce. 1tbsp is 100kcal.

5. Get Stronger. You want to go from skinny to muscular, not from skinny to chubby. Get into strength training. More strength is more muscle. If you don’t know where to start, check StrongLifts 5×5. Some tips.

Free Weights. Force you to stabilize the weight and allow for natural motions. Start light, focus on technique and add weight progressively.
Compound Exercises. Do exercises that work your whole body. Squats, Deadlifts, Overhead Press, Bench Press, Pull-ups, Dips, Barbell Row, …
Squat. Leg exercise stressing your whole body. When you can Squat 1.5x your body-weight for 1 rep, you’ll no longer be skinny. Squat often.
Rest. Muscle grow when you rest, not when you workout. Don’t train daily. Sleep, drink 1 gallon water daily and eat fruits/veggies.

6. Eat Protein. You need 1g protein per pound of body-weight per day to build & maintain muscle. If you weigh 150lbs/68kg, that’s 150g protein per day. Eat whole protein with each meal. Sources of protein:

Red Meat. Ground round, steaks, deer, buffalo, …
Poultry. Chicken breast, whole chicken, turkey, duck, …
Fish. Tuna, salmon, sardines, mackerel, …
Eggs. Eat the yolk, it’s full of vitamins.
Dairy. Milk, cottage cheese, quark, yogurt, whey, …

7. Plan. Failing to plan is planning to fail. You don’t have time to cook 3x/day, and the food at work/school is often low quality/more expensive. Prepare your food in advance and take it with you.

Do The Grocery. Avoid skipped meals because you don’t have food available. List everything you need for 1 week and go buy it.
Cook in Advance. Prepare all your meals once per day: while preparing breakfast or while preparing dinner. It takes about 40mins.
Keep it Simple. Make double portions, take leftovers with you, use cans of tuna & mixed nuts, 1 gallon milk per day, …
Take Food with You. Food containers for work/school, mixed nuts at the movies, eat before going to town, take protein shakes to the gym, …

8. Track Progress. Success breeds success. Knowing that you’re losing your skinny look will keep you motivated. Track everything.

Track Calories. Continue tracking your daily caloric intake using FitDay so you get a confirmation of how many calories you’re eating.
Weigh Yourself Weekly. Gaining weight? Don’t change anything. Not gaining weight? Increase your daily caloric intake by 500kcal.
Take Pictures. The mirror is subjective. Pictures don’t lie. Shoot pictures bi-monthly so you have objective measurements of your progress.
Track Strength Gains. When you can Squat 1.5x your body-weight for 1 rep, you’ll no more be skinny. Use the StrongLifts 5×5 spreadsheet.

Weight Gain Diet. 3500+kcal example diet for a skinny guy who wants to weigh 180lbs/81kg. This can be too much at once if you’re only 135lbs/61kg or not enough if you’re very active. Individualize the diet based on your needs.

Breakfast: 100g oats, 50g raisins, 1scoop whey
Snack: 100g mixed nuts or 1 liter milk or tuna sandwich
Lunch: 200g white pasta, bolognese sause, parmesan cheese
Snack: 100g mixed nuts or 1 liter milk or tuna sandwich
Post workout shake: 1.5scoops whey, 60g oats, milk, banana
Dinner: 200g white pasta, bolognese sause, parmesan cheese
Pre bed: cottage cheese, berries, flax seed, fish oil

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Good Luck!

210610 ; 0113 WIB

2010-06-20T11:12:00.000-07:00

Hidup ni kadang-kadang aneh... kita tak pernah puas dengan apa yang kita ada.. but even worse, we envy things that other peole have too much... until sometimes, it makes us hate them without any reason.. salah siapa? mungkin kita perlu akur itu salah kita.. mungkin sebagai manusia kita perlu belajar untuk menerima diri kita seadanya.. tak semua orang dapat apa yang kita ada, dan begitu jugak sebaliknya... tak semua perkara yang orang dapat kita akan dapat.. mungkin kita, sebagai manusia perlu belajar untuk merima hakikat itu, walaupun hakikat itulah yang paling sulit untuk diterima.. adalah mustahil untuk seorang manusia itu tidak punya rasa cemburu, tapi mungkin rasa cemburu itu sendiri perlu dikurangi.. mungkin ini adalah nasihat aku, buat diriku sendiri, dan kita semua :)

Few Things About World Cup!

2010-06-20T06:38:00.000-07:00

Hye there!

Sebenarnnya kind of awkward when talking about football, sebab aku ni bukan lah penggemar football sangat... lain lah kalau badminton... laju je! rasa nak buang air pon aku sanggup tahan 3 jam! haha.. betol ni! tp selamat la ada few seconds before second match, so leh la g toilet.. tu pon sekejap je! kalau lama aku bakal tahan! hahaha.. tp apa pun sekarang ni bukan musim badminton and now its world cup! daannggg baby! aku rasa benda-benda ni its lame, because I believe many bloggers have talk about it, but in case if readers haven't read from them yet, so now rasa macam nak share sumthing.. manusia and football... jenis2 makhluk2 saat WC or EPL. ada beberapa jenis makhluk (penonton) bola ni sebenarnya... and rasanya sume orang dah tahu kan tp nak buat macam mana memandang kan aku dah lama tak hapdate dgn benda2 yang sedikit tidak mengarut maka this is my point of view :

1. Kaki bola

If you scrutinize these people's leg, you might see a ball that resemble a leg! bukan kaki tu macam bola, tp sebenarnya kaki diorang tu sebenarnya adalah bola! hehe.. tapi diorang ni memang gila bab bola... tanya je la apa pon pasal bola, kompem leh jawab! footballers, jurulatih, siap family history diorang ni pon depa tahu agaknya, selamatla depa x keen sgt nak tahu pasal linesman and referee kan! haha.. yang pemes to malaysians are subkhidin salleh! tu la among yg depa tahu.. (takat subkhidin aku pun kenal ;p) kalau la ada final exam pasal bola.. these are the high achievers! malang nya xda study course macam tu kan.. paling kalau sports pon, aku xsure apa exam die, but definitely lah bukan pasal pemain2 bola kot! nak tunjuk macam mana dedicated nye diorang ni pasal bola, i have an example, close to me, my housemates.. exam 8 am pon diorang leh tgk bola gak at 1 a.m tu! cool kan! aku xkesah je, asalkan xeffect study korang tremendously, so its fine la kan ;p dr yang akan tido at 12 leh proceed until 3 am.. gila lah! aku yang tido ni pon leh terkejut dengar diorang ni jerit2.. haha.. tp sekadar terjaga je la.. pastu aku sambung balik tidow.. kwang2.. tapi memang lah nampak, diorang memang kaki bola.. everything is football... favorite sport is football la kan..tak kan la, gymnastic pulak! kwang3... even worse, dr yang tak da tv kat bilik tu, time world cup ni boleh pulak ada tv! hahaha.. cool! maksudnya memanglah depa suke sgt tengok bola kan! kalau la OCD ada pasal bola, sure patient OCD of football banyak kan? kan? hehe.. at least they have interest! envy them somehow! haha.. aku? setakat duduk2 tengok je la kan.. so kategori aku, definitely bukan kaki bola.. kaki tulang ke, kaki pompuan ke, kaki lain2 leh la! hahahaha..

BOOM!! Hahaha.. ni je yang aku jumpa.. dan yang ni yang paling menarik! hahaha

2.Biasa-biasa

Yang ni pulak, dah nama biasa2 kan, xlah obsess sangat dengan bola.. setakat tahu-tahu gitu je.. kalau time WC diorang tahu la hari ni sape lawan sape.. and tanya-tanya la jugak sape menang and etc.. kalau xdapat tgk match hari tu pon xla menangis air mata darah sampai kuar2 hingus kan... diorang cool je kalau xtgk bola.. bontot pon xla gelisah sangat time match! weee... but kalau ajak minum2 tgk bola, diorang on je. boleh sorak jerit2 lagi.. but compared to yang minat bola, they are less hysteric la time sorak2 tu... kwang2.. tp definitely la diorang ni tahu jugak serba serbi pasal bola even though not as much as in no 1.

3. tak nak malu

ni lain siket.. sebenarnya diorang ni xtahu la sgt pasal bola.. minat? sedikit hambar bila ditanya. tapi dek kerana takut org perli dan kutuk, maka, they choose to act like one- a football lovers. benda ni terutamanya pada lelaki la kan.. pada aku, ada je orang macam ni kat dunia ni, tak minat pon bola, tanya pon tahu siket2 je, setakat kenal david bekam tu.. ala mak aih.... aku pon leh cakap, rooney wayne lah.. alah, xyah tgk tv pun semua org leh tahu.. lagi si park ji sung tu.. hahahaha....adoi!!!! sejenis kot mata dia ngan aku.. so ini je la yang depa tahu.. yang lain2 xtahu pon! tp time WC ni memandangkan 4 tahun sekali, so nak atau tak nak pura2 lah amek tahu sebab takut nanti orang ejek mereka tak "lelaki" sebab tak tgk bola.. ni lah manusia-manusia yang antara yang bermasalah apabila isu bola timbul!! kwang3 respon aku? lelaki atau tak bukan sebab ko tgk bola ke x... tapi ada bola ke x ok!! haaa.. takat tengok bola, pompuan pon tgk.. ada kah perempuan itu ber"bola" seperti lelaki haaaa..fikir2kan lah ye...ok2, jangan fikir yang bukan2 ok! tu fakta walaupun sedikit tidak sopan.. pada aku normal je benda tu, sebab dah duduk medik ni, alah, xda apa2 lah benda tu.. hahaha.. maka fikir2kan lah.. kalau korang malu sebab korang takut orang perli korang tak suka bola, maka that part (MALU sebab org perli) yang aku wonder, apakah korang berbola? benda tu pon nak malu, pape tah! tp ada je yang baru nak berjinak2 kenal bola, aku tak kesah pon, kawan2 tahu pasal bola n korang pon nak amek tahu, ok la macam tu, tp kembali kepada asbab nya, kalau sebab korang malu? hurm.. agak la memalukan.. aku pernah jumpa orang macam ni ook! time sekolah dulu! xfaham aku kenapa..dan agak menyebalkan!

4.terdesak atau terpaksa = hipokrit

yang ni banyak nye perempuan.. haha sorry la ye.. so let me clarify awal2.. ada je permpuan yang memang suka tgk bola... so bagi yang memang suka tengok bola teruskan dan anda bukan dalam kategori ni ok! so jangan nak melatah lebih2 plak nanti... kenapa perempuan tu hipokrit? lagi2 yg kapel n yang nak berkapel! depa ni tak la tahu sangat pasal bola, in fact tak tahu apa2 pon... "I sokong Man U" hak tuih! tu je la modal yang depa ada... lagi best, yang sokong Man U time world cup! hahahaha.. bongok ape tah makhluk2 ni!! haha.. aku baca kat facebook, aku pun.. wow!!!! gelak2 sampai cirit aku! haha..kot ye pun nak sokong.. kene la tahu dulu.. since when ManU join world cup?? pastu tulih kat facebook lak kan?? xke memalukan... lagi-lagi add orang macam aku.. haha.. memang kene gelak! jangan pasni time EPL ada yang nak sokong brazil lak kan? kwang3.. tp nak buat macam mana, dah laki dia suka bola, so dia pon kene la tunjuk dia "sokong" bola kan.. so sokong lah ManU time World Cup... orang-orang macam ni la yang aku tak faham.. emangnya kalau udah pacaran itu minatnya harus sama ya? yang ga suka jd suka gara-gara memuaskan hati pacarnya?? aduuuuuuuhhh.. kalau gini, ridiculous kot! ni la yang aku rasa, kesah percintaan yang last clash cepat, sebab apa? yang aku tahu in love, you need to accept your partner the way they are.. ni tak, ikot je semua benda, benda yang ko tak suka pon jadi suka, last-last kau merana. tak ke bongok namanya tu.. dan yang ni? meeemang banyak... lelaki jarang tahu melainkan perempuan tu mengantoikan dirinya sendiri.. hahaha.. kenapa perlu sampai memperbodohkan diri? kalau sayang, xperlu kot memperbodohkan diri.. kat siapa lagi ko nak tunjuk ur true color kalau bukan kat orang yang tersayang? kalau xsuka cakap la xsuka.. tak pun cuba untuk suke.. tp bukan la "PURA-PURA SUKA" sampai ManU pon masuk world cup.. tak ke ngok sgt benda tu.. jadi kepada wani-wanita disana, ambil lah iktibar ye!

A football love story

5.mencuci mata

ni khas untuk wanita (perempuan lagi! ahahaha) tapi ni pon betul sebab aku ada baca kat satu blog tu... watching footballs dah jadi satu hobi tuk diorang! haha.. cool! basically they don't mind of who's winning the game.. not at all.. tp kalau Chelsea vs Newcastle ke.. mesti depa sokong Chelsea kan.. so sorak tu lebih porak peranda la siket.. hahaha... tp tu bukan game itu intention diorang, diorang nye main intention is bila these players score goal je, kan it was like a tradition scorer bukak baju! haaa time ini lah peluang keemasan diorang, estrogen semua naik.. terbeliak mata, air liur meleleh2, suddenly adrinaline rush, heart beat pon increasing kan! hahahaha... happy lak time tu depa2 ni.. xkira lah sapa yang score... time tu tak kesah sokong team mana.. asal dpt tgk.. sengal! eeh jgn main2 ada satu pompuan tulis benda ni kat blog dia.. aku gelak2 je baca.. jadi, football tu adalah bukan sahaja medium bersukan untuk perempuan tp untuk mencuci mata.. jangan salah.. tak mustahil perempuan2 nanti berdoyon2 g minum teh tgk bola gara-gara kes ini! haha.. jadi, adakah perempuan atau gf2 anda seperti ini? fikir2kan! hahahaha

ROONEY WAYNE (ni ke yang depa tgk??)

6. nak cari awek atau nak jaga awek atau??

ni pendek je... dah jelas dah kan? ye lah, perempuan2 sekarang dah pandai pilih.. kalau zaman dulu mak bapak pilihkan, so xda la isu ni.. sebab dia tahu "bakal" awek dia atau awek dia suka lelaki yang tgk bola, maka dia terpaksalah menyukai bola! hahaha.. ni xleh komen lebih, sebab sama je kes dia ngan yg diatas.. tapi bezanya, kalau lelaki buat macam ni selalunya xlah salah because its football and footbal is for men. okeh! tp kalau baca title kat atas tu, ada 3 komponen, nak cari awek, nak jaga awek and the other one is atau??? apekah ataunya.. ni lelaki yang "konon"nya nak tunjuk lelaki... hahaha.. dalam erti kata lain hipokrit.. sebab pada mereka lelaki tu, tgk bola, cakap kasa, pukul org dan sbgainya.. which actually, kau adalah makhluk tuhan yang tinggal di zaman batu lagi! to me, girls nowadays are wise enough to know that kind of hypocrisy! kalau pon xpandai sgt, at least wiser than you! hahaha.. aku kenal orang macam ni.. seko or dua... kelakar pon ada gak.. walaupun dalam dunia cyber, xyah tgk depan mata, i can know this kind of attitude.. these peoples are pathetic kot!! tak yah la nak buat benda2 macam ni.. you look silly lah!

last and least not

7. orang yang tak amek tahu apa2 pon

untuk mereka, samada mereka memang xsuka tgk bola atau xamek kesah.. huhuu.. tu je kan.. so xda lah isu desperate nak buat itu dan ini, atau nak cuci mata... atau nak berdrama dengan kekasih hati selolah-olah korang suka bola atau, korang memang tak kekasih ! hahaha

aku?

i am more to number 7.. tp pada aku, husemate aku tgk je bola.. aku dengar je.. ajak tgk, aku tgk lah.. tp aku xla banghal sgt pasal bola.. korang tanya siket2 aku tahu la kan... tp as i said before aku tak lah ngefan bola i am more to badminton.. infact kalau nak ikut kan, aku jarang kesah dengan persekitaran sebab kerja aku, tida sahajja! hahaha.. tp aku tgk je, WC ni ada la 3-4 match yang aku tgk.. time maghrib2 tu sure la aku tak tgk kan.. hahah.. yg terharunya, aku siap leh bukak intenet tv nak tgk sat ari tu.. hahaha.. aku pon komfius kenapa aku tgk.. tp aku xkesah je kan :)) fevert?? aku xda la feveret player kan... buleh la aku tengok2 siket... sekarng ni.. fokus Japan! walau pun rasanya macam x menang.. tp at least masuk la doule octo ye!! please!!! muka dah sama dah! hahahahaha

A bullshit EXAM!

2010-06-17T00:33:00.000-07:00

Selamat SIANG (intro xleh baik2 sebab content sangat tak sopan), dengan bangganya kami mengumumkan bahawa kita akan menjalankan exam secara paperless! tepok tangan semua! gila ke hape! diorang ingat exam ni ape? suka suki? oi ni dah third year lah! bukan first year and second year! kot ye pon nak buat bahan uji kaji buat la kat 1st year.. and, ingat kitorang ni tikus ke hape nak uji2 macam tu! tolong la be rational! kate among the BEST university in Indonesia.. macam ni ke aspirasi yang korang nak buat? irrelevant kowt! rasanya budak2 primary school pon leh tahu benda ni x wajar.. exam tggl sehari je lagi.. hari ni baru bagi tahu.. ewah3.. kalau bagi tahu exam batal ke, exam sekarang leh tiru2 ke xpe gak! exam buat paperless! TAPI BUKAN SETIAP PELAJAR DI BERI SATU LAPTOP OK! ko hadap la screen tanpa layar yang ko pancarkan kat dinding tu.. hadap ramai2... aspirasi ke ASSpirasi?? ya Allah hai.. dah 3rd year kot... dalam byk2 students kenapa la 3rd year yang korang nak kacau.. otak xda ka? sorry la, no offense.. bukan soal berkat ke x, tapi kalau pike2 balik jelas kot benda ni tak wajar!

ni nasehat siket ye..

we know that your aim is high... nak setanding dengan level antarabangsa.. tp be rational la.. try jalan2 kat lantai 1 tu, tgk library tu.. rasa2 overc macam tu x? haa.. fyi, sebenarnya x.. kot ye pon nak ada nilai2 estetika, tolong la tuka buku2 tu jadi buku baru2 ye.. nni x.. buku 1970 pon ada lagi kat situ.. siapa yang nak baca? alumni?? bosan2 datang library baca buku2 lama? eh come la.. ni evidence based medicine, buku2 tu semua dah xleh nak pakai dah... sorry to say la.. its the fact!

lepas tu, try la pulak jalan2 lagi dari ground floor sampai 7th floor, ada x ciri2 smart lab ke? haaa.. kalau xda upgrade la benda2 tu dulu.. org selalunya nak buat paperless exam ni, facilities dia kondusif..

its fine la, nak buat macam TOEFL (Test of English as a Foreign Language) ala2 MUET la kat mesia, sebab Malaysians labih byk amek muet dari TOEFL tp ada jugak yang amek.. xnampak ke beza... TOEFL (current issue, grammar, literature, opinion) and medic (physiology, anatomy, histology, pathophysiology, therapy, pathology) byk kowt! tu xkira micro and etc lagi!

eh hey! tolong la bukak mata tu besar2... aku suke kot modul ni! tp tak puas ati betul sebab exam buat macam ni.. cuba la fikir pasal students siket.. jangan la kerana ASSpiration yang tah apa2 students jadi mangsa keadaan.. result in jeopardy kot macam ni!

1. tingkat pemikiran mahasiswa itu berbeza

2.cara mahasiswa tackle soalan tu berbeza

3. setiap soalan bukan sama, ada yang senang, susah, sangat susah, jadi, allocation waktu untuk setiap soalan berbeza, xleh nak pukul rata semua sama

4. perkara ini dilakukan dengan SGT MENDADAK

sekiranya 4 permasalahan pokok ini dapat diselesaikan, mungkin barulah wajar untuk DIPERTIMBANGKAN untuk buat paperless exam ni! jangan sebok nak ikot TOEFL kalau benda2 lain pun berantakan ok!

P.H.O.T.O.S

2010-06-08T09:03:00.000-07:00

As I mentioned earlier, in my previous entry, I would like to upload my photos during Malam Anak Malaysia last Sunday,. So, here are the photos

RED CARPET

Amy, ME, Rai

Chinese vs Indian Muslim

Tikowt , Me

Middle East vs Asian

Zaza, Me

Malaysian vs Korean??

Anah, Me

Queen, Lady in the veil, XoXo

Pijot, Combee, Me

Finally, knee injury! hahaha

My point of view of the night, it was 85% of a success.. However, there are few things which improvement are needed... Food, and preparation.. People might not know, but maybe as the organizer should know about it!

Oh BeBe

2010-06-05T13:54:00.000-07:00

Before aku cerita pasal entry aku ni, just a sum up of my day, yesterday and today (refer to June 5th)

June 4th - EXAM! respond? Freaking-ly difficult, I think even a specialist can't score 90%. Absolutely sure.. The questions aren't fit for the students! especially like me [who find himself hard enough to read books!] Kind of stress out! but then I went to Roxy Mas.. I even withdraw some cash... The best part is that, when you have small amount of money but you need to spend you money for important things, you precious money some how faded away in a blink of an eye! The cash flows like the water does, even faster than a waterfall! And finally you need to restrict you food consumption and other to ensure that the money can last for at least 2 weeks! Argggh!!! MONEY + EXAM = Major Depression Disorder!

June 5th - Nothing much, a friend of mine called, early in the morning, few seconds after midnight! Alarming me with an emergency situation.. Its a false alarm by the way (but she didn't mean to do that actually). She was so worried because her housemate, which happens to be her best friend wasn't at home even though it was 1 o'clock already. She-her best friend; off her phone, and going out alone without extra money.. weird and worrisome . Yeah, its kind of logic for her to be worried actually, after midnight and her friend didn't come back home yet. So, as a batch representative, I helped her just a little bit, calling here and there.. it was like a cliffhanger. But it turns out that the girl came back home... And me? PISSED OFF! why? simple, how would you feel, when your friend went out, switched off her mobile phone, so there are no any means to contact her, and you aren't being informed where she wanna go, and you know she has financial problem for the time being? DAMN WORRIED isn't it? and then because you care for her and afraid that something bad had happened to her, so you asked other people help to find her and it turns out that she is just find, and its just her mood dragged her to somewhere that you don't know?! FREAK!!

in the evening, I had my dinner with my housemates.. nice!! and then I went to a mall, and a friend of mine invited me to eat sushi! to my great "surprise" it taste awful in my mouth!! Sorry guys, sushi isn't my type I think! hahahaa

Post : Oh BeBe

Lagi beberapa jam aku akan pergi dinner kat Hotel Nikko. Wow!! Teruja! Harapan aku, semoga ia seindah seperti yang di canangkan :) Apa kaitan dengan BeBe (pronounce the "e" letter like you pronounce "e" in esok) BeBe ni sekadar cara menyebut blackberry dalam bahasa Indonesia je.. hahahaha... sebab, kitorang duk Jakarta ni dah berkurun lamanya, so we tend to speak Indonesian fluently.. xla fluent sangat tapi lumayan la (boleh tahanla) hahaha... setakat Ashraff Sinclair tu, baru beginner je tu... aku dengar dia cakap macam nak suntik je botox kat lidah dia bagi kejang! haish! aku lagi pandai ber-sinetron kalee ;p eeh, ber"ia" pulak kan tetiba. haha.. Just, aku rasa aku kurang senang dengan tindakkan mengagung-agungkan negara lain sedangkan negara sendiri ada.. tu je.. oh BeBe, untuk dinner malam karang, ada cabutan bertuah.. selalunya aku ni nasib malang kan.. super duper malang la sebab most of the times aku takkan dapat cabutan bertuah ni... tak tahu la badi apa kan.. maybe tuhan marah sebab kutuk orang banyak sangat kan.. tu yang TUAH xpernah ada.. jadi g dinner tanpa TUAH, duduk la disana hanya makan KUAH dan BUAH ye :) Semua orang yang g mengidam nak dapat benda ni.. haha.. aku pun turut serta la kan, walaupun aku tahu aku ni xmungkin dapat.. setakat mengidam je la! haha.. other than that, is ipod shuffle, yang aku pun tak tahu apa kegunaannya memandangkan aku ni buta tech, and also, TIKET BALIK MALAYSIA! Oh negaraku!! hahaaha.. kalau lah dapat kan.. sure2 aku melompat2 macam kera kat hotel tu... hahahaha.. ape kesah! dah dapat! haha..

also, perkara yang malang menjadi aku, selain dari tuah jarang ada, aku jugak buta teknologi siket, ipod shuffle? aku tak tahu ape kenda alahnya benda tu, sekadar reti sebut je, and tahu tu dari apple... kalau tengok blog aku ni, takda pon gambar2 macam blog orang lain, sebab? aku xdak kamera and aku xlah rajin nak mengupload2 ni.. lagi pun, karang kalau korang tangok gambar-gambar aku.. korang muntah-muntah.. jelek sangat... ada aku kesah? haha.. tapi recommended pada yang nak jadi Bulimia Nervosa.. haha...tapi malam kang aku akan cuba mengupload gambar aku kat hotel ek! hahahahahahahahhahahahha

BLURRR~ adios!

Regards,

Aiman

Demmm!!

2010-06-03T10:36:00.001-07:00

Suddenly kan.. membuak-buak pulak nafsu aku nak tulis kat blog dalam dua and tiga hari ni... F.Y.I sekarang ni I am keen untuk melayan beberapa kawan di Facebook yang sebenarnya aku pun tak kenal. A guy and a girl. I wasn't sure why, maybe I am too bored until I need to tease everyone! haha.. Or maybe we have something in common... But I opt the first one, sebab kalau nak kata we have something in common, aku rasa macam tak je, sebab aku tengok life diorang ni happening je, unlike me kan.. balik kelas tido, and dok melangak je dalam bilik... Kalau nak bukak pintu bilik tu pun sebab terpaksa keluar pergi beli makan, kalau tak harapan lah pintu bilik aku nak terbukak.. hehehe.. maka inilah yang dikatakan HIDUP SEORANG LOSER! hahaha.. don't mind, people have their own way to happy themselves aite? and me, I think as for the time being, this is the best way :) berada didalam gua biru yang macam-macam ada.. ada katil ada laptop dan katil dan laptop dan katil lagi and etc.. haha

Post : Demmmm!!

1. Esok exam

Benda yang paling menarik didunia adalah ujian setiap dua minggu selama 3 tahun berturut2 demmm!!! Sistem apekah yang lebih menarik seperti ini... It's a torture to my emotions! First week module dah fikir, kene stadi ni, minggu depan nak exam! [hahaha... sangatlah menipu kalau aku fikir macam tu kan!!!] mau kene terajang oleh diri sendiri kalau aku cakap macam tu!! It's either I was jinxed or possessed by an alien or something like that atau it is not even me! Kalau lah aku berubah sampai macam tu, sure2 mak aku menangis2 kat rumah buat kenduri kesyukuran segala sebab aku sudah berjaya berubah kan... dari super malas kepada super rajin... and pada aku, its impossible.. so no feast and so on la kan.. hahaha.. Esok nak exam, buku x habis baca lagi as usual... DEMMM!!! kalau lah all the notes boleh buat stew, and absorb kat otak aku yang dah macam kene simen ni, aku dah buat dah.. even I am glad untuk sedekah kat member-member lain kan! Buat macam kenduri sebelum exam.. aku bagi 16 hours before and another one 8 hours before, so dia leh digest 2x... takut2 ada yang terkeluar jadi taik, so aku bagi lagi sekali.. hambek kau!!! kalau ko xsanggup nak telan aku dengan murah hati membantu! tp kalau aku tolong aku bg yang menggelegak la kan! baru kaw!! and also,kalau korang nak aku campur kodok dalam tu pon boleh! hahahaha... [aku xmakan ek kodok, just teringat kat sini kaya dengan kodok dan tikus yang rupenya seiras seperti ayam2 yang korang makan tu] nak moooooooontah!! Maka, kesimpulan isu pertama yang mengarut ini, aku belum habis baca buku lagi... DEMMM!!

2. Download

Aku punyalah dengan kesabaran yang ada, dengan exam menjelang tiba aku cubalah mendownload satu anime bengong ni... Naruto... Macam budak-budak pulak kan... ade aku kesah???! Ntah kenapa ntah aku suka sangat tengok benda alah tu.. orang baca manga tapi aku x.. sorry la aku xmain la, katun2 lukis ni, xbergerak beb! hitam putih lak tu.. xbernafsu aku tengok! [padahal pernah trauma membaca] aku baca2 satu komik ni, dah dekat separuh, aku aneh.. kenapa la cerita ni macam flash back... makin kebelakang je cerita ni.. pastu punya la, naive tanya member, apasal cerita ni asyik flashback... member aku cakap xda pun.. aku pun tunjuk la... dah dia gelak2.. ape kes kau! nak aku pijak perut kau sampai terburai usus2? gelak xpasal2... rupa2nya aku baca buku tu dari belakang! macam syial je kene gelak! tu time after form 5 the first comic book yang aku try2 nak baca... teruk benor aku ni! budak2 gelak2 kan aku kan... ade la yang gelak2 tu buat muka ala2 nak kene cium dengan tapak tangan aku kan! paaaang sekali baru tahu! ok mengarut! sambung cerita.. berusaha aku download, byk kali dah asek fail je!! darah aku pun naik la kan! seb baik laptop xmelambung di awang-awangan! haish! berkat kesabaran dan kesopanan aku, last dapat gak download... time download, baca la buku.. KONONNYE LA.... padahal x senang duduk.. bontot tu gatal je nak tgk laptop dah abis download ke belum... xsampai 10 minit kang tgk laptop balik.. rasa macam nak letak je gam gajah kat kerusi so that xleh gerak2... tp kang susah pulak nak p toilet kan... so xjadilah gam.. akhirnya!!!! siap download! punyalah berusaha "memujuk diri" untuk berhenti study and tgk anime sat.. last, xda benda yang menarik pon! DEMMMM!! adelah 3 minit yang action, yang lain sume macam duduk kat kelas sejarah! boleh tidoq sampai air liur terkeluar! haish! panassss!!!!!

See betapa devoted nya aku dengan cerita ni! Above all, episode yang kali ni, memang hampeh!

3. dah start ngantuk! buku tak abis baca.. esok exam! demm!!!!!!

blackout! hahahha

Regards,

Aiman

The F word not the F bomb!

2010-06-03T01:43:00.000-07:00

I chatted with my friend recently. A medical student in India. It has been months since our last chat. This time its kind of different, because not only we chat about studies and nonsense but also about "love" hahaha... I love it when it comes to "LOVE discussion session" It was like the epinephrine suddenly was produce tremendously by the gland! Concentrate and focus! haha... The gist of the conversation, I prefer to remain it to be unknown.. hahaha... But actually that is not what I'm gonna talk about. Its about friendship actually. We know each other only for a week during BTN, before we flew to our respected country of disaster ;p It is only a week and then we haven't seen each other for almost three years! But the friendship is still there.. It makes us wonder why?! I think I figure it out easily though... I am somehow, expert at reasoning ;)

p/s : sorry for the grammar or words or anything lah!! Otak dah berkarat total! ;p

F R I E N D S H I P

First of all, I apt to differentiate between those who I know and friends, hard to understand isn't it.. maybe lack of vocabulary leads to this issue... In another words : Siapakah kawan, dan siapakah kenalan.. Clear? hehe

These two terms share the same quality which time never involve in this matter. For example, doesn't mean that you know someone for years makes him/her to be your best friend, or even your friend. Maybe he/she is just a person that you know, full stop. And, doesn't mean that you know a person for a week or two can't be your friend. To me friends is more than just knowing a person. It is easy to say, "A real friend is not one who only entertain you, but one who cares about you, one who will be there when you cry" Easy right? Not really... Its damn hard you know. Not just that, I think the worst part of becoming a friend is that you are willing to say its wrong when you know it hurts... That is what a friend does, because they care... But at the end of the day it you who determine it..

It's going to be a very long post if I talk about this with my own point of view. It'll be longer if it is in Malay.. With all the nice words hahaha...

the question is : do we have what it takes to be a friend?

Friendship is like a gift. A simple analogy, You bought a house.. An empty house, and then somebody came and give you a present for the new house, a frame maybe.. Its beautiful, eye-captivated. But it is upon you where to put it, it's either you want to put in your living room so that everybody can see it, or to keep it private in your room so that you are the only one who can admire the art given! Or, at the kitchen where it is exposed to all the dirt, or even put it in the store and kept it covered in dust. As the last resort, you might consider to throw it away! That is how friendship work, as a person, you may give them the "friendship". Its beautiful, but it is upon him/her, where to put you in his/her heart. It's their choice and not yours. Believe it or not, that is the fact.. That is why I, as I mentioned earlier, friendship isn't about how long you know them but most importantly HOW YOU VALUE THEM-FRIEND.

And even if they put you at the kitchen or even inside the store, my advice, don't be sad. If they don't want to appreciate you like you appreciate them, many people will do. Also, if you are sincere to have such friendship, you wouldn't mind even if the throw you away. You've done the right thing. Ok!

May Allah bless you :)

Regards,

Aiman

M O V I E M A R A T H O N

2010-06-02T10:29:00.000-07:00

I know I'm kind of not being up-to-date.. But hey! I feel sorry for myself too! Haha.. Here's are the movies that I watched these 2 days (yesterday and today)

Mother's Little Helper

Off all the movies, Dear John and Leap Year are the best! Till then!

Weeee

2010-06-02T01:59:00.000-07:00

Most of the times I think that I am so lazy blogging. Maybe my interest of writing blog faded away or eaten by some kind of ghost in another dimension of live! (exaggerate!) However, as I mentioned earlier, this blog (the second time after I've deleted once before) is basically to share all my points of view on something and, as well, to sustain my English proficiency which I believe have became worse after bad.

I think there is no interesting things happen here, in Jakarta recently which makes me wanna share my pieces of mind to you. The best and recent memoirs that I have is when I was in Malaysia. I went to Putrajaya to open a booth selling Kebaya and Kurong... The best part of the occasion, is I learn how to sell things, there are a lot of techniques thought by my sister in law. It is among the best experience that I have, and this event gave me the opportunity as such. It was my first time doing business like this! hehehe. It's tiring but I think its worth of doing

The cons, yeah, for sure, it was my first time, still green, didn't even get profits, but at least I earned a sum of money. But to be honest, it's quite disappointing you know, with all the hopes and supports given by your family members and friends but you didn't do it well.... The worse part is when they keep supporting you until now! "Tortured" by the supports. It might be insignificant to others but to me it means a lot.I learned to value my family and friends more than I did before. Maybe I can't show them how, but at least I know how much I value them!

Basically, there are a lot of things I have in my mind to share, its just that I don't have the guts to write. blame my lazy tiny little fingers and my ass as well for being lazy to sit on the chair for a longer time. hahahaha

Regards,

Aiman

CROCS second phase

2010-05-28T12:04:00.000-07:00

It is less than an hour after I posted my point of view about "Crocs" yesterday. I am not going to discuss it further [I mean about the irrational thoughts of the logo contains the name of Allah or even my name ;p] The only thing that makes me worry is the fact that within one day the "group" has became very hectic with people arguing here and there. I am kind of confused what is the exact purpose of them having such group? Are they really wanna ban Crocs? or to promote fights? It's pathetic.. looking at these "seniors" and "juniors" quarreling. Hello! It's just Crocs! There are many other huge things that you need to take care of! People in Gaza for instance.. We keep fighting about Crocs, which I believe full of uncertainties while our friends out there are crying begging for our help! [that is certain!] As I said before, I don't mind if you guys wanna ban Crocs or not, it is up to you. As long as you have your own reason for that, so do it what you want. Pathetic.....

I wonder why this post is very short.. hahahahahhaha

buaya oh buaya

2010-05-27T13:39:00.000-07:00

Assalamualaikum...

hari ni perasaan aku sangat berkobar nak bercerita pasal buaya ni... menarik weyh... aku dah jumpa 3 groups dah yang meng-isu-kan pasal benda ni... menarik kan... aku bukan nak sokong sesiapa [ayat selamat lah ni.. padahal xpun] maksudnya, kalau aku setuju dengan idea ban si selipar buaya ni pun bukan lah sebab aku ikut korang, aku ada alasan aku sendiri. ataupun sebaliknya, kalau aku xsetuju selipar getah ni di ban pun bukan sebab pendapat korang. aku ada pendapat aku sendiri, mungkin ada info yang aku baca-baca dan hasil otak aku yang dah berkarat ni memberi alasan2 tersendiri menyebabkan aku rasa benda ni ni diban atau tidak ok.

ok.. move on

ni lah issue nya kan.. sang buaya berkulit kelabu ni ada kalimah Allah rupa-rupanya... tengok2.. eeh betolla! logik! respon pembaca? BOIKOT!! ini la masyarakat kita.. most of them... very the typical Malaysian kan... yang suka crocs pulak, kata ni org yang tak da kerja mencari kerja.... jawapan aku lah tu.. tp jgn salah paham k... aku ni "terlalu kaya" nak beli sandal semahal ni.. baik lah aku bagi kat badan aku yang kurus kering yang dah ala2 org afrika xcuku makan ni... selamat la muka aku macam apek siket kan so xda la org panggil aku afrika! wawawa.. ada aku kesah? haha

tapi hakikatnya tu lah mentaliti pembaca kita. xselidik dulu... aku tak nak cerita benda ni betul ke tak. sebab aku rasa bloggers yang lai dah buat dah interpretasi terhadap sang buaya ni... ada yang kata buaya ni buaya chow-kit [mak aku suke ek sopping kat chowkit, jgn nak perli lebih2 lak.. aku sekeh kang.. hahaha] xpon kat petaling street.. tapi mereka masih dapat tunjukkan jugak yang ori pon ada jugak kalimah Allah ni... xkira lah hidung ada ke tak ada ke.. or mata naik atas ke bawah ke.. ada aku kesah ke... lain la kalau siboya bernyawa, barulah aku lari lintang pukang... kwang3

sebelum nya korang cuba fikirkan ek..

kepada "founder" [wow! macam bukak syarikat lak kan!haha] sebenarnya apakah niat kau nak buat benda ni? saje2? atau betol2 nak sedarkan orang ramai bahawa sebenarnya kita dipermainkan oleh yahudi? atau sekadar tekaan semata2?

daripada soalan pertama ni, barilah perkara-perkara lain boleh disentesis.. sebab pada aku andai kata kita dapat jawapan yang pertama masalah akan settle, tapi malangnya aku tersangatlah yakin dan percaya persoalan pokok/ utama ni takkan terjwab.. so kita kupas dari sini je la kan...

pada pendapat saya suatu penjustifikasian terhadap sesuatu isu tu perlulah ada asasnya.. dan asas tu bukan asas yang main-main, tapi jelas dan tersuluh.. Islam ada ajar benda tu? ada, contoh? banyak.. salah satunya, hudud zina, nak kata ada berlaku zina perlulah bukti yang jelas, ada saksi yang nampak benda tu berlaku dan sebagainya lah... kesimpulannya Islam dah tunjuk satu method yang jelas macam mana nak kata sesuatu benda tu betul atau pun tidak... kalau difikirkan, mustahil lah isu ni nak dibuktikan sampai macam tu kan, tapi tak korang rasa sekadar lakaran imiginasi korang yang seperti ni sangatlah lemah... kalau suddenly ada pulak org kata, eh sebenarnya ni bukan kalimah Allah ni... ni jesus la.... haa macam mana pulak, setakat nak melakar kelogikkan ni aku boleh je... so dengan tidak ada kerja nya aku pun gatal2lah mengedit benda ni kan... hak3

ok2... no offense k.. jangan salah faham... kepada yang Kristian, aku tak ada niat nak buruk kan agama korang, tolong jangan salah faham ye.. baca sampai abis dulu...ini sekadar contoh yang membawa maksud, sekadar imiginasi tidak mencukupi.. mungkin xda kaitan dengan ketuhanan pon... mungkin nama orang? wow ada nama aku la! SIAPA YANG EMILIK SYARIKAT NI! MEH AKU BLASAH CUKUP2 SEBAB NAMA AKU ADA!...ok bukan niat aku nak mempermainkan agama ye... aku yakin "Allahurabbi, Muhammad nabiyau warasula...? itu bai'ah saya... dalam erti kata lain, apa yang aku nak cakap ialah jangan nak heboh-hebohkan benda yang belum tentu sahih.... kenapa kita tidak husnuzon? kalau pun mereka ni orang bukan islam, tapi tidak semua mereka hati busuk... ingat! mereka manusia! maka layanilah mereka sebagai seorang manusia. sebab mereka ada hak sebagai makhluk ciptaan tuhan..bukan hanya Islam sahaja yang dilayan baik sebab Nabi tak pernah ajar macam tu kan? kadang-kadang sesama muslim sendiri yang buat jahat sesama sendiri... korang dah nampak, ooo mungkin benda ni nak hina Allah, [na'uzubillahiminzalik] jadi, cari ah info yang cukup kuat untuk katakan benda ni kemungkinan besar betul... bukan sekadar, "eeh ghope2nye crocs ni ada kalimah Allah la!" sekali nama aku,.. macam mana? haaa... selagi asas hujah korang nak meng-accuse benda ni belom cukup kuat lagi, so xleh la nak cakap benda ni memang agenda Yahudi kan...

seterusnya, kepada yang bantah benda ni untuk di ban... apa sebenarnya niat korang pulak? sebab korang belambak-lambak crocs ke? ke sebab ko beli mahal2 tetibe org ni suh campak tong sampah dah? tu korang fikir-fikirkan lah ye... adakah korang bantah sebab "ego" tak nak mengaku salah atau macam mana? sekadar gunaka alasan, korang ni imiginasi tinggi sgt! untuk menutup hakikat, " kepala lutut ko! aku beli mahal2 ko suruh aku boikot! sengal tol" haha pandai aku buat ayat kan.. haha.. tu tanya diri korang sendiri la ye

dalam isu crocs ni semua benda masih samar-samar... aku tertarik dengan jawapan us. hazrizal

ni jawapan seorang ustaz ye... bukan aku... dan ayat dia ni dah di manipulasikan oleh seantero pemboikot group "ban crocs" .. USTAD PAKAI IPHONE!! bestnya! haha... kalau pada aku.. macam aku kata kan tadi pendapat aku benda ni masih samar-samar, yang jelas untuk kata tu kalimah Allah, tak ada pon... sekadar coretan korang2ni... tapi masih boleh dikatakan logik kan... jadi bagi yang binggung, anggaplah benda ni shubhah... Islam ajar, bila bertembung suatu perkara antara haq dan batil (shubhah la tu) maka anggaplah dia batil... tapi kepada korang yang pasti benda ni tipu, gaya kan lah buaya anda di pavi atau klcc ye!

kalau pada aku, andaikata korang ni betol lah kan maksudnya ni agenda yahudi... maksudnya diorang berjaya weyh! bukan berjaya bagi korang nampak tu ada Kalimah Allah, bodoh sgt kalau macam tu.. tp diorang berjaya buat umat islam ni yang dah pecah ni semakin berpecah hanya gara-gara satu isu yang belum pasti.. tengok je lah dalam group tu, pakai bahasa semua "sopan" [aku lain ek, bahasa aku x sopan bukan aku nak bertelagah dengan korang.. hak3.. usaha menyelamatkan diri sendiri ;p] sama je semua... si buaya senyum si Yahudi guling2 tergelak korang melatah... cepat sengat orang kita melatah... pantang di usik... kot ye pon nak melatah biarlah ada asas ye...

menganai isu ni, respon aku, aku xla boikot, tp xla aku beli... mahal satu, pastu kaki aku ni kecik! pastu mungkin lah benda ni masih samae-samar kan... kalau yang dah ada nak buang lambang crocs tu... buat lah ape yang korang suke.. janji hati korang tenang, pada aku dengan tindakkan korang tu Allah Maha Mengetahui korang sangat menyanyagi Dia :)

respon member Indonesia aku pendek je tapi bermanfaat.. hanya Allah yang tahu crocs tu untuk apa... kan? kan? kan? jadi tok sah le bertelagah...

dalam isu ni... ada ustaz dah menjawabpertikaian ni... ikut lah ustad ni.. kalau xnak just diam2 je.. orang kita ni lain siket... time betul bahagian dia tu dia ikut la ustad ni.. time ustad tu cakap lain siket and tak seuai dengan dia mula lah dia kata ustad tu sesat! sudah.... ustad pulak yang sesat! hahaha... tapi tula kan yang berlaku.... terima ataupun tidak.. terserah korang

finally, aku buat benda ni bukan nak salahkan sesiapa.. ni pendapat aku, mungkin betul dan mungkin salah.. tanya diri kita sendiri yang mana pilih... bukan sekadar taqlid atau ego... hilangkan taqlid, hilangkan ego, jawablah sendiri... berbincang secara terbuka... sesiapa yang terbaca blog loser aku ni, and nak bagi pendapat sila lah ye... ungkin aku pun salah.... ingat! ni pendapat aku!! si boya kuning yang kene pijak2 tu k!

K U C I W A~

2010-05-15T03:55:00.000-07:00

Hype! Bertemu kembali di blog yang cukup membosankan dan tidak bermanfaat ini [tapi kalau ada yang baca tu, kiranya ada lah siket manfaatkan.. hek3]

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Sekadar peringatan, Entry ini adalah secara umum dan bukan berFOKUS kepada SESIAPA ye.. saya tidak berniat untuk menghentam sesiapa secara private... ini adalah hasil pemerhatian saya dalam byk perkara.. harap maklum

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Kecewa? Apa yang kecewa ek... hurm.. to be honest, I am disappointed with Malaysian citizens.. not all of them but some... maybe a lot maybe not, because i didn't count it yet.. Semalam berakhirlah perjuangan pasukan badminton Malaysia dalam Thomas cup and bagi Uber Cup sehari sebelumnya.. Analisa Separuh akhir, memang kiranya Malaysia kalah.. Mungkin dalam erti kata yang agak kasarnya "they deserved it" selayaknya kalah dengan China.. Kecewa dengan kekalahan? Sudah pasti.. tapi itu tidak lansung mematahkan semangat untuk menyokong pasukan Malaysia... yang lebih mengecewakan adalah mentaliti murahan dan "sialan" sesetengah rakyat Malaysia. Saya tidak tahu mana hilangnya semangat patriotisme dalam kalangan rakyat kita... mungkin sudah terkubur dan bersemadi bersama-sama pejuang kemerdekaan kita dulu... atau pun sudah hilang dek kerana kesenangan yang ada.. bukan sekadar menyokong pasukan lain.. malah men"sabotage" negara sendiri... ape lah nak jadi dengan rakyat Malaysia ni... bodoh? sudah pasti... berpijak di sebuah negara, membesar dalam negara yang sama tetapi negara itu lah yang di maki hamun... bukan setakat itu.. lebih rela pasukan negara sendiri kalah ditangan bangsa asing! kecewa dengan sikap rakyat yang kononnya pintar tetapi hakikatnya kontang pemikiran dan pemahaman tentang erti sebuah penghargaan terhadap negara tercinta. lebih suka menyokong negara lain, dan, yang lebih menarik menyokong negara yang sering menjadikan kita sebagai bahan untuk diperbodohkan dan ditertawakan.. lebih dari itu, mereka dengan mudah merendah-rendahkan negara kita. dan negara itulah yang kita julang-julang! Sebuah drama yang bodoh dan dilakonkan oleh segelintir rakyat yang tidak punya akal... belum kita memulakan rentak pertandingan lagi.. "KOMPEMLA MAN, JADI LAUK LA MALAYSIA MALAM NI" adakah serendah itu martabat pasukan negara?! sekurang-kurangnya, rendahnya martabat mereka tidak kira atas alasan apa pun, Datuk Lee Chong Wei Sudah memahat nama di persada dunia.. siapa yang yang bangga? seluruh rakyat kita! tatkala ingin berbangga maka di jaja nama Datuk LCW, tapi bila sudah dimedan pertempuran, nama yang dijaja dan di junjung itu hilang entah kemana, dan menjustifikasikan kekalahan sebelum mereka bertempur.. Mereka sudah tunjukkan mereka antara yang berusaha buat negara.. anda? yang kononnya pandai meramal segala-galanya... apakah sumbangan anda? badan dari kurus kering melidi sehingga gemok membelon, makan di negara yang bernama Malaysia.. sumbangan, usahlah nak dikata.. sekadar boleh dipandang sebelah mata.. sedangkan mereka semua, berusaha menunjukkan di mata dunia, Malaysia boleh belaka... maka anda lah yang saya gelar CILAKA! kerana hanya tahu berkata tapi tidak ada sumbangannya. kita kecewa dengan kekalahan dan mengakui performance mereka kurang memberansangkan, tetapi bukanlah sehingga kita dengan bangga mentertawakan mereka! Mana semangat kenegaraan kita? Jangan sibuk menyanyi lagu Negaraku tetapi tetapi sekadar tahu duduk dan menggigit kuku! tak ada gunanya kalau macam tu! Kesimpulan dari pemerhatian saya dengan rakyat Malaysia yang mentaliti songsang dan tak laku ini, mereka kurang semangat kenegaraan.. kenapa? sebab terlalu senang.. tidak ada cabaran menjadi rakyat Malaysia...kerana semuanya mudah belaka... Berbeza dengan rakyat Indonesia... hatta ketitisan akhir sekalipun masih menyokong negara sendiri.. jangan harap la kita nak mendengar mereka mensabotage pasukan negara mereka sendiri.. kalau ada yang seperti itu, maka itulah yang dijadikan lauk! Mungkin itu yang jelas dan nyata,sebuah negara bergelar Indonesia ada tetapi Malaysia tidak ada! Bukan saya kata saya sgt patriotik atau semua yang negara kita buat itu betol... TIDAK! yang salah tetap salah [macam isu perjudian] tapi cukuplah semangat kenegaraan yang ada ini. tidak lah sampai nak merendah-rendahkan negara sendiri.. sudahlah... cukuplah perangai anda ini memalukan Malaysia di seluruh dunia! dalam pada negara-negara di dunia yakin Malaysia mempunyai kehebatan dalam badminton.. rakyat sendiri memandang enteng dengan kebolehan kita sendiri... Jujurnya, mungkin rakyat Malaysia yang lupa daratan ni perlu hidup di negara yang susah, dan negara yang sering memandang rendah dengan kebolehan Malaysia, baru mereka sedar, bahawa kita patut bersyukur menjadi rakyat Malaysia... and as for the record, kalau dah x suka dgn Malaysia buat apa korang terhegeh-hegeh nak tinggal kan Malaysia? duduk lah di negara yang korang boleh mengembangkan bakat korang tu.. apasal tak buat macam tu? sebab korang tahu dengan potensi yang korang ada.. hanya mampu melatah dan remain in Malaysia dan mengutuk sahaja kan? huhuhu.......

our pictures during Thomas 2008 @ Istora Gelora Bung Karno

Sweet moments!

Today is Thursday

2010-05-13T09:29:00.000-07:00

My schedule for today :

1. Tenabang

I woke up at 8.30 a.m (WOW! what an achievement! haha) and preparing myself to go to Tenabang to buy some "valuable" things and everything settled... However, there are few things that I have in mind at that time and right now. One, why all these jerks are trying to speak in Malay even though they know that they are totally sucks at it! It's a disgrace for a Malaysian to hear and listen to your stupid, awkward and unfavorable pronunciation! Seriously! I am totally sick of hearing things as such! It was like pigs speaking in cats'... Arghhh!!! Stress out! If you can't, then just don't! You're just pretending like you know! Oh please! It's pathetic! "Nak beli apeee?" Untuk pengetahuan anda, Bahasa Melayu ni indah dan lembut.. bukan keras kejang yang semua benda nak kene tekan!! Arghh... Kalau la semua orang korang macam ni, mahu aku bunuh diri! Okay... Two, I wonder, why, if there are three different shops selling the same exact materials but the price is way different among each other... I mean, if it is in Rupiah, 50,000Rp is considered expensive.. got it? Does corruption explains? I don't mean there is a corruption but maybe they share some similar qualities.. Do they? I wonder..

2. Two things settled

I have sent my huge and heavy luggage to my friend, who will be going back to Malaysia tomorrow, which will be taken by my beloved parents! I feel guilty to my parents actually... I dragged them into my personal problems, which happens to be my current passion right now... tak dapat jadi GOLD DIGGER, tapi still MATA DUITAN jugak.. So this is the only way... Pity them... Bad me! Aiman you've been a very bad bad boy! [ada gaya macam Beyonce cakap kat Gaga x? hahaha].. Above all, mission accomplished... Secondly, I went to my girlfriend's house to take my Milo, Horlicks, and Vico! Yeay!!!!!!!! Happiest moment! Well kalau dah DOYAN [cari la dalam kamus Indo ek] macam ni lah jadinya.. Sorry, I'm not selling, and I'm too generous to give it away or share! Hahaha..

3. Adamaya

I wonder why Malaysian are so keen to watch this Drama Series.. Until, my friends [in Jakarta, India, Egypt] watching it all the time... My friend asked me to watch it... So, currently, I am watching this thing.. We'll see then :)

Regards,
Aiman

Few Things In My Mind

2010-05-12T11:09:00.000-07:00

Nak keren aje kan tajuk dalam BI... Well you know me! hahaha! Sok buley la katekan [BM : Perasan Jadi Orang Putih la katekan] hahaha... Tak kesah la ape bahasa aku nak pakai kan, yang pasti tu yang aku ada dalam fikiran.. Banyak sangat benda nak cerita tapi tak tahu macam mana nak mulakan... Otak pun dah berkarat so terpaksalah belajar mengetik (menulis) dalam bahasa ibunda aku a.k.a English walaupun sekadar tajuk nya doang [sahaja] hahahahaha... There were a lot of things happened recently... But I wasn't sure what was it... Forgot already... Trust me, I posses a severe amnesia these few months.. Haha

1.Thank you so much! Muah! Muah!

Baru aku nampak aku ada Follower selain Miss Edo and Miss Eja... terima kasih ye kepada yang meng-follow.... Buah stroberi diluar pagar, ambil gunting tolong potongkan, saya budak baru belajar, salah silap, mohon pertolongan... chewah! sesungguhnya silap besarlah yang mengfollow sebab blog aku ni ada virus.. korang baca je, korang mesti tertido.. xpon tersengguk-sengguk dek kebosanan blog aku ni... tp xpe... aku xkesah.. aku sedor diri... xmenarik pon xpelah.. tp aku nak merayu, tolonglah jgn delete diri anda.. saya malu nanti! hahahha... sebab sure-sure bosan sgt sampai terpaksa mendeletekan diri dari mengfollow saya! hahaha... aku pon sebenarnya tak faham macam mana seorang ni dapat byk sgt follower.. korang pakai mandrem ek?? xbaik main tipu! hahha,... mungkin menarik ye! memang ada blog yang sgt menarik cerita dia.. atau, lain daripada yang lain... creative sungguh anak-anak zzaman sekarang! yeay! ini lah rakyat Malaysia! erk?? suddenly... bosan dan mengarut... kesimpulan nya, terima kasih sebab sudi follow ye.. tu je... :))

2. Yesterday

Semalam hari aneh buat aku sebab member-member aku banyak yang beremosi... Aku suka!! hahaha.. emosi itu adalah satu cara yang menarik untu dipertontonkan.. Yang kat Jakarta emo sampai baling pinggan mangkuk... Yang kat Bandung emosi sampai berairmata darah [wow!] Yang kat Kelantan emosi sampai constipation [sembelit] hahahahahaha.. menarik kan cara member2 aku beremosi... yang paling menarik yang constipation ni.. hahaha... mampos la aku, kalau minah-minah ni baca sure-sure aku kene santau esok... rileks ye kengkawan.. menarik la beremosi, aku rasa kalau hidup xda emosi ni jadi macam enchek **** hahaha.. bosan! kalau aku emosi aku macam orang histeria... menarik weyh.. time tu, semua kosa kata aku boleh keluarkan, indon ke malaysia ke, English ke.. vocab aku suddenly jadi sangat bagus dan memberansangkan... WOW! aku pon teruja kat diri sendiri kadang2..

Ape lagi yang menarik semalam?? Erm... THOMAS!! haaa ni yang aku emo balik.. Ya Allah hai, macam mana lah leh kalah diorang ni... yang lagi sakit hati tu, benda yang sama berulang kembali... Hafiz Hashim yang jadi penentu akhirnya tumpas... Aku ni tak sokong negara aku ke? Hey! Cilakak la kalau cakap aku xsokong kan... time 2008 tu aku punya lah bersungguh-sungguh terjerit terpukau sokong negara aku kat ISTORA GELORA Bung Karno ni.... kitorang ni dah ala-ala cheer leaders dah.. kalau masuk peringkat international kompem nombor 20 tu dah ada dalam tgn dah weyh! hahaha.. aku aneh, kenapa time Hafiz Hashim main je most of Malaysian akan kata, erm kalah ke ni?? macam kalah je..tapi xpe lah elum tentu lagi.. masih ada harapan... pesimis sangat... kenapa ek? aku conclude kan, memang Hafiz main macam taik! alamak... kalau ada yang baca ni mesti la ada yang buat group "Banned dr.Anonymous" haruslah yang setuju tu jutaan makhluk kan.. xcukup orang kat Malaysia yang indon pon ikut sama.. hahaha,,, xkesah la kan.. kita tgk dari sudut pandang yang berbeza...Tapi satu benda je yang aku simpulkan tidak konsisten

3. Today

Hari ni punya lah emo, sebab aku kene tengok Uber Cup dengan mbak aku.. dah la Indo-MAS.... kalah.. macam sial je aku kene kutuk dgn mbak.. alamak aii... malas aku nak layan.. Thomas?? Yeay!!! Kita menang... aku ingat kita pesimis kat Hafiz je.. malangnya rakyat Malaysia pesimis berlebihan.. start Wong Choong Han (antara feveret aku) pon depa pesimis gak.. Ya Allah hai.. tolong la... makhluk tu dah 32 tahun kot... dah kira veteran dah... nak wat macam mana.... tumpas.. tp patriotik tetap patriotik! Harus ketitisan akhir!! Last2 Hafiz tu jugak yang kasi menang kan.. WOW...

OK.. try baca ni

First its psychiatry ye.. ok...

yang penting tu.. the first comment.... seriously aku ingat zaman aku je byk benda2 alah macam ni rupanya ramai jugak yang macam ni lagi.. aku dan cikgu aku menyimpulkan ni adalah makhluk type JUMUD!! esok kan... ada lah yang berzikir dan beristighfar dek kata2 aku macam ni... akulah yang kafir dan munafik sebab keluarkan statement macam ni... ni lah makhluk yang segolongan dengan mu... sebelum nak cakap lanjut... aku bukan anti sesiapa ek.. aku 5 tahun dok sekolah agama, aku dah masak dah dengan selok belok agama ni... bukan lah aku expert tentang agama.. sure2 lah tidak.. blog ni dah cukup membuktikan yang ilmu agama aku kontang! tp aku xfaham org cerita pasal badminton tetibe "akhirat jualah tempat kembali" Ya Allah.. kalau bahasa Indo, "GA NYAMBUNG MAS!!!" orang tengah cakap pasal badminton kau pulak cerita macam nak bagi ceramah.. ye lah postif.. kau nak mengingatkan manusia.. tp bukan macam tu kot nak interfere.. kalau aku yg mendengar, kompem2 aku lari lintang pukang... niat tu betul tp tak kene tempat dan cara.. sama lah kalau kau tgh meeting suddenly ada org datang, akhirat jualah tempat kembali.. xke aneh tu...jadi kepada ustad2 sekalian tolong lah ikut perkembangan zaman ye... Islam tu kan sesuai sepanjang zaman... jadi sesuaikan lah ikut keadaan.. memang lah zaman tu perlu disesuaikan dengan agama alah.. u get what i mean kan...lepas tu bila org merespon kata pulak nak bagi peringatan sesama muslim.. ni lah part yang jumud sebenarnya.. ko nak bagi peringatan time x sesuai. tolong lah berkembang.. sebab apa org ramai xnak dgr time org2 ni nak berdakwah and menegur.. sebab macam ni lah.... cth.. aku pakai suar pendek.. tetibe datang.."tak tutup aurat masuk neraka" ewah2... sedap je nak tegur macam tu... kalau aku reply " tegur org dengan cara tak sopan pon berdosa.. boleh masuk neraka x?" harus lah aku xnak ikut.. fire aku time2 tu... boleh x kalau nak fire time aku tgh xbuat benda2 tu.. manusia tu ada ego beb.. kesimpulan, islam tu TAK PERNAH JUMUD.. tp kita yang buat dia nampak seperti itu.. sebab tu aku jarang nak borak dgn org2 yang lebat berapi dalam agama.. baik cakap dgn org yang pikiran agama tinggi tp cara cakap macam air... tenang je.. nak je aku ikut... Ingat, aku bukan nak memburuk2kan agama.. aku orang Islam juga.. Tuhan aku selamanya Allah yang Maha Esa, Nabi aku selamanya Muhammad S.A.W. aku xbengang kalau orang bawak agama dengan betul sebab agama tu fitrah.. tp kalau xsesuai, org yang ada didikan agama macam tu pon sure2 malas nak dgr.. memang la aku x alim.. maka alimkan lah kami (yang tak cukup penghayatan agama ni) dengan cara kami.. bukan dengan cara men"aib"kan dan maki hamun.. tetibe out of topic lak kan... hahaha..sekian~

T I D A K..P U N Y A..K E R J A

2010-05-08T13:29:00.000-07:00

Aku pon tak tahu kenapa tiba-tiba aku rajin nak menaip... Mungkin otak dan jari jemari aku ni dah terasa hati lepas kene fire dalam entry sebelum ni kan.. so dia memoyokan lah diri mereka untuk menjadi rajin.. well.. macam tuan dia lah kan.. FOYOs selalu! tak kesah je poyo ke x janji happy.. kalu korang xsuka xpe lah kan.. aku xda lah berniat nak menyedapkan hati korang.. in fact org kata orang baik xkan cakap dia baik, orang jahat tak kan kata dia jahat. ayat celebrity "saya serahkan kepada anda untuk menilainya" chewah!!! esok dapat lah offer jadi pelakon tambahan dalam weight gain! sure2 aku setuju.. ye lah.. org Ulu.. jarang masok tibi (tv) ti leh lah tunjuk kat satu kampong aku masuk tibi.. hahaha.. sekian sahaja mengarut buat part ini...

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part seterusnya [sure2 aku kene maki-dahla blog xbest tulis panjang2 lak tu... psycho betol!] yeee!! saya memang psycho! jgn tak tahu,,, selama sebulan belajar psychiatry, lebih dari empat penyakit jiwa terdiagnosis dalam diri saya... jadi.. berhati-hati lah! hahahaaha.. ok.. sebenarnya nak bagi respon terhadap sesuatu... setiap kali hari ibu dan setiap kali hari bapa, mesti ada yang kondem! kata mereka-mereka ini "apasal kita nak buat satu hari spesifik hari ini adalah hari ibu dan hari ini adalah hari bapa.. ni semua pikiran barat! pada gua everyday is a mother's day" respon aku... bullshit! haha..jangan salah faham i mean, i get ur point aku sayang mak aku, xpernah sehari pun terlintas dihatiku yang suci sesuci air zamzam ni untuk tak menyayangi mak aku... paham kot.. f.y.i hari ibu/bapa ni bukan hari untuk menyayangi ibu/bapa la ngok ngek... kan aneh tu dalam setahun ada sehari je yang ko sayang mak bapak ko.. anak jenis apa ko ni? kalau lah ada yang macam ni... sure2 aku dengan confident nya menawarkan diri tuk rendam ko dalam minyak panas pastu bagi makan kat singa kat zoo negara belakang rumah aku tu... gila ke hape dalam setahun sayang mak bapak ko sehari je! ko hengat ni ape? mak ko terpekik terlolong macam org histeria time nak lahirkan ko pastu bagi ko susu and etc, leh lak sehari je ko nak syang dia dalam setahun [sekiranya anda mengatakan setiap hari adalah hari ibu, maksudnya apa yg org buat ni dengan cara menyambut Mother's Day ni semua salah, tol x] sebenarnya hari ibu/bapa ni bukan lah hari ni untuk syang mak n abah tapi hari nak tunjukkan kasih sayang.. paham? kang cakap pulak "so hari lain xtunjuk kasih sayang kat mak bapaklah ek" kalau ada yang jawab macam ni, memang nak makan pelempang dgn aku la jawabnye... kalau hari2 lain tu ko bawak mak ko makan kat restoran 15 hingget satu kepala hari ni bawak la yang 50 higget.. kalau tetiap hari cium pipi mak hari ni bagi lah bunga! tu bezanya sengal! kot ye pon otak ko mereng jangan lah mereng sgt.. malu kalau terlalu lembap ni weyh.. hahaha.. mulut xsopan sungguh.. kang kuar rumah berkecai kepala otak kene tembak dgn sniper!haha.. logik la siket! tu la bezanya hari ibu dan hari yang bukan ibu.. kalau tetiap hari Hari Ibu/Bapa ko mampu ke nak belanja mak/bapak ko makan mahal2 everyday? kalau xbotak kepala, maksudnya ko makan byk duit haram lah tu... haaa paham kan.. jgn lah pulak persoalkan kalau org kaya lak macam mana... xcukup aku lempang aku pijak2 perut ko sampai usus ko terkeluar nanti.. sama jugak kalau korang sambut merdeka kan... ye ye je bila hari ibu cakap setiap hari is Hari Ibu bile time independent day je berpusu2 p klcc tu.. xla pulak kuarkan statement setiap hari adalah hari merdeka kan? auta je lebey weyh.... xkesah je korang nak pk apa, yang penting, sayangilah ibu anda.. jgn la keluarkan statement macam tu ye... suka org la nak sambut ke x.. kalau korang xnak sambut ya udah, biarin aja.. xperlu nak bising kot.. tu je..

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aku pon xsure kenapa aku beremosi.. sebenarnya xda kerja.. nak cari pasal je ni.. hahah. xlah... tetibe teringat pasal benda ni, sebab time2 macam ni kan selalu kuar isu setiap hari adalah bla bla bla... dan ia sangatlah membosankan.. kononnya kau lah yang terbaik... so setelah sekian lama.. aku hanya pikir kat dalam otak dan biarkan dia bersemadi di situ je.. alang2 dah ada blog tetibe nak luahkan pulak kan.. aiseh!!!

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tak salah pon kalau nak express ur feeling towards your mother kan.. in fact kalau buat benda tu tetiap hari mak ko pon bosan.. cuma sebab mak tu nak jaga ati anak.. iye kan je lah.. padahal dalam hati.. "ya Allah... bosannya ko ni.. mak dah apal skrip ko.. mak tahu ko syang mak.. cukup2 lah tu ye" haha... ada x mak yang macam tu ek?? aku saje je nak kasi exaggerate.. tp i think u get the point kan... mesti la ada satu hari yang special to express the feeling... iya sich, sayang nya sama cumaan caranya beda kalee!! geethoo!! hak3

ok tetbe B L A N K..... adios!

Regards,

dr. Anonymous

Happy Mother's Day

2010-05-08T07:48:00.000-07:00

It's been a while since my last post. I am not lazy! Me, myself is a hardworking person! (~~Oh..My..God!! Seriously??~~) It's my fingers! And my brain of course! They are so lazy to write something or to produce something that we call I.N.T.E.R.E.S.T.I.N.G.I.D.E.A.S (as if there is interesting entry that I ever wrote!) haha... It's fine though.. I prefer to give myself credits rather than others giving it.. Or else, I'll be blushed!! Haha.. Positive thinking they said! It keeps you alive and alive! Like me for instant! haha.. Even though I am by nature skinny or less fat (it sounds better than skinny.. hehe) or Aneroxia to some people, but I am still alive! And the worse part is that, I am so healthy where I can tease people every single day! Positive thinking keeps me breathing.. Haha.. Stupid! McD helps the most I think! Ok enough with the nonsense ;)

Today is Mother's Day. Have you called your mom? I have! Just now! Hahaha.. Kind of late isn't it? Well, that's why there is a saying, better late than never :) Keep that in mind.. Mom, wishing you a Happy Mother's Day! I hope all of your dreams will be fulfill except for me being a decent, pious, and hardworking child because I really doubt it if I ever can do that! hahaha

I have written an entry about my mother last month or last two months entitle The Aged-Women. As for today, I just wanna share a little bit more about her..

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She is just a normal woman living in a normal life. Unlike some other people, she doesn't fancy with fashion. Even if she does, she keeps it as a secret..But I am certain the former is the best answer :) She works so hard to raise her 3 children (I bet every mom is like that, except those who throw their babies away, because they are so b*b*.. upssss!). The worst part is when she need to raise me! Nasty, naughty and problematic child! Wow! Am I that bad? haha Well, I might lie though..hehe.. But you also might regret if you don't believe it! haha.. Sometimes I don't like when she used to tell me off! Also, when she didn't buy things that I want! I think she never try to understand me! Not at all! She never try to know me.. What she does is she blamed me when I made mistakes.. When I try to make her happy sometimes she refused it! Blaming me all the times as if I haven't had done something good in life! It makes me feel sad! It hurts me badly... What are my mistakes? Am I doing something wrong??

YES!

It is the thing that we called it e.g.o you idiot! She never blames you. But she wanna teach you! She didn't buy you things that you want doesn't mean that she doesn't wanna but it for you! She'd really wanted to, but sometime there is some financial problem that hinders her to buy for you one.. She couldn't tell you that, you moron! You are too mature to understand it! To ensure that you will become a wholesome person, she needs to do like that. She have to. So that you understand every good and every bad that this world offers to you. She never refuse your effort to make her happy but maybe she was so tired at that time. Oh come on! she is a human as well! It is your ego makes you think everything that she does is bad! Look at you! You are a doctor to be! Have you ever think, what will happen if she didn't do things like that? Will you be what you are right now? Will you!

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Yeah, the story is true. That is what I feel previously... When I was a child. A mere child who never think about others. Selfish and etc. But now, I know every single thing that she does is not for her, but for her children :) I am so proud of having her as my mom! God has granted me the best thing in the world! My mom and (not to forget) dad!

Regards,

dr. Anonymous

Kes ni lagi

2010-04-28T06:16:00.000-07:00

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Bayi lelaki ditinggalkan di balkoni rumah

2010/04/28

TANAH MERAH: Seorang bayi lelaki berusia dua hari ditemui di hadapan balkoni sebuah rumah di Jalan Wan Ahmad di sini awal hari ini.

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Ye.. ye.. ye.. aku tahu benda ni dah basi... Almost everyday benda ni dah ada.. aku rasa rakyat Malaysia sekarang ni, dah ada hobi baru.. Hobi buang anak! haaa.. Apa kes.. I wasn't sure what these people have in their mind. Thank god I am still claiming myself as a Malay, so sopan santun dan berbudi bahasa in writing blog still exist. It runs through my blood bak kate omputih! haha.. padahal, HAPRAK pon xdak! Ok, tinggalkan kesopanan dan kesantunan aku, and now, I proudly present you, the western version of me!!! Tadaaaa!!! ( hahaha... golek2 aku angkat bakul sendiri) kang bukak pintu gate tunggu lah saatnye kene simbah dengan air longkang... sesuci Sungai Roxy! Oleh karena takut di simbah dengan air Sg. Roxy ini, maka, final resort, duduk je la di bilik!

Ok, back to our business (chewah! macam jual kain la lak kan!) aku tak faham betul apa nak jadi dengan orang2 kat Malaysia ni.. nak kata xpandai, rasanya pandai je.. tapi apasal la otak letak kat kaki... kalau kat blakang ok lagi kot.. nampak la macam ada bentuk ala2 otak tu... ni kalau kat kaki tu macam dah xnampak anatomical features of a brain... stupid lah! Xkesian ke budak tu menjerit2 lapo nak makan segala.. kalau ye pon orang2 bodoh sekalian (refer to orang-orang yang buang anak dan bukan anda) kalau la nak buang leh tak tolong ajar budak tu macam mana nak cari makan and cari duit dulu.. so bila ko buang dia, dia boleh survive... respon mereka, ko bodoh ke Aiman, budak mana tahu apa2!! ha... ni respon aku, kala aku bodoh korang ni bangang, dah tahu budak2 tu xleh nak survive yang campak sana sini tu buat apa. korang ingat ni ni depa tu ape?? sampah ke nak buang sana sini.. eh baghal, cuba ko bukak mata ko yang ala2 kabur tu, and korek telinga ko yang macam dah pekak tu... ko nampak x sebenarnya yang ko nak buang tu baby? xpon ko dengar x suare budak tu terpekik terlolong... Kenapa sih nak buang2? malu?? ni ayat kontemporari zaman kini... ooooooooooo.. kalau ngandung malu... masa buat tak pikir pulak kan?? Ya Allah hai.. selamat la aku masih menjaga kesopanan aku dalam menulis benda ni.. kalau tak semua jenis keparat bahasa aku dah letak dah dalam ni... tu lah.. xpiker panjang.. bosan ek? "baby2, hubby bosan la..." pastu dok meraba sana sini.. tibe2 je dah terpacak tiang benda kontot tu! kalau aku ada kat situ mau aku tetak dua2 ekor,, yang laki jenis sangap yang pompuan jenis desperate! tolong la... Oi!!! kita dok kat Malaysia bongok bukan kat Amerika.. tu la.. sebok sgt nak jadi omputih tapi xsedar diri (ketepek! kene kat muka diri sendiri! hahah) pandai2 la weyh.. if u wanna be so called modern, kindly remeber one thing, you have boundaries.. religions, customs and traditions... geethoo!! bak kata orang Jakarta.. jangan la jadi bodoh sangat.. malu weyh... Semua stock nak jadi modern kan.. kononnye, ber "r*****" tu modern la, jadi macam omputih kat tv tu.. bosan2 je loncat atas katil.. sewa hotel sana sini... tak ke, bahlol namanya tu.. cube la pike.. benda alah ni bukan modern, ni kuno namanya.. yang modern tu ilmu yang depa ada.. cuba fikir siket ye, makhluk2 yang berasa melakukan aktiviti *indah* itu modern.. what if they dont have proper education, or vast amount of knowledge, could we say that these westerns are developed? or modern? tak kan... jadi tuan-tuan dan puan-puan sekalian, maju nye mereka atau modern nye mereka bukan sebab banyaknya aktiviti seks yang diorang buat bongok! aku gergaji kepala seko baru tahu! kot ye pon korang ni perasan maju... fikir la sikit.. ni ada certain suggestion ye

untuk non muslim

1. tolong lah pakai KONDOM buat yang lelaki... aku dah tulis besar2 ni.. kalau xnampak tak tahu la... xkan la banghal sangat.. kate modern.. aku yang dok ULU ni pon tahu binatang tu hape...

2. orang modern ni dia berilmu, internet sekarang ni banyak sumber2 bermanfaat.. bukan porn je okeh! kot ye pon xnak pakai tu cari la cara lain so that ko tak terpancut kat uterus minah tu... ape la susahnya baca siket semua settle...

tu untuk non muslim... untuk muslim... xda pilihan... HARAM bodoh! kawin jela! saranan aku, tolong lah sedar diri.... kalau rasa awak tu budak2 pra matang dan bodoh (sebab ko buntingkan anak orang atau kau membenarkan diri kau dibuntingkan so kategori bodoh la tuh) dan xleh nak duit byk sara idop anak orrang, sedar la diri ye... tolong la.. xmampu kawin xyah buat benda2 tu.. lagi pon muka setakat muka chow kitt road sorry la.. yang pompuan pulak muka petaling street! ape kess.. ye la.. aku faham korang dua2 sangap kan.. nak try jugak... faham2 .. aku adalah colan dokter yang cukup memahami bab2 lust ni... tp tak bermaksud kalau ko sangap ko kene buat... ok.. nak nasehat cara aku xleh.. kang ada yang baca kang.. mampos aku.. keluar rumah kene sambar petir.. xcukup petir tetbe ada kereta lenyek aku buat ajaran sesat.. padahal aku budak sekolah agama.. tolong la weyh.. ingat la tuhan...

cantik kan gambar ni? sebab apa aku letak.. memanglah sedikit sensot ye... atas dua alasan.. satu dia b*b* satu lagi dia telanjang.. xpe2.. abaikan... cube korang perhatikan, binatang yang korang hina ni pon pandai jaga anak dia.. pernah korang jumpa anak babi kat tong sampah.. xpon letak depan masjid dia tulis.. tolong la besarkan anak babi ini dengan penuh kasih sayang? ayark!!! masjid pulak tukan haruslah tok imam lintang pukang lari.. najis mughalazah la katekan.. trauma pak imam.. ok la tuka... ada nampak kat tokong si ibu babi meletakkan anaknya di dpan tokong? xda kan? haaa. maksudnya apa.. kalau binatang ni pon pandai jaga anak.. korang?? elok je tulis kan.. saya tahu perkara ini salah... saya sedar.. saya pun muslim (ayat ni yang paling sial sekali aku pernah dengar) bayi mati pukul bla..bla..bla... tolong kebumikan jenazah dia... hamboi2.... pandai pulak, dah terberanak pastu saya pon muslim... suddenly lak kan.. asal xcakap kat laki yang buat dgn ko tu.." abang, saya muslim" kompem2 time2 tu jugak bendera yang terpacak tu jadi layu dipusara! xleh lak korang pk korang muslim time nak buat kan.. tu la namanya.. bodoh campur bangang.... (haish.. koq emosi banget sich aku??) ye la mana x nya.. aku malu weyh jadi orang Malaysia macam ni... tah hape2 perangai tah yang di buat. aku rasa teori graviti membantu la.. makin byk ilmu diotak, otak semakin berat.. atas dasar graviti, otak yang awal2 nya dari atas melorot kebawah sampai ke tumit kaki.. jadi lepastu jadi bangang balik..tu la sebabnya jadi benda2 macam ni...

ok.. tetibe idea terputus.. sekian...

kepada kawan2 yang geleng kepala dengan bahasa aku... maaf la ye.. saya xsopan macam kamu, sesungguhnya saya punya nafsu amarah..

H.A.N.G.I.N

2010-04-25T22:02:00.000-07:00

Sebelum itu, mulakan dengan lafaz

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM

Today is my mid examination day. I burnt the mid night oil in order to cover all the subject. I am used to it so I think I don't have much problems about that. I forced my eyes to open until 5 a.m. I begged my eyes for the sake of this particular exam. I am very happy my wicked eyes suddenly willing to help me and it accompany me to read all the non-sense medical facts and try to digest every single content of it. However, my uncooperative brain somehow vomited all the thing that I memorized since we started! I was so pissed off until I decided to close all the books and notes and giving my fatigue eyes to have some rest! So I close my eyes and suddenly I was transported to the other part of the universe.. cool!!

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Tapi semuanya itu hanyalah ilusi. Tak sampai 20 minit aku tido, suddenly aku rasa tersangat lah panas! Aku bukak mata, rupa2nya blackout! xpe lah.. sebab dah penat sangat, otak pon macam dah nak tuntut cerai kalau baca notes lagi, so aku dengan keazaman yang penuh aku pergi la sambung tido... Unfortunately, aku dengar ada suara tikus bising.. aku bukak mata balik.. to my horror, baru aku sedar suara tikus tu bukanlah tikus sebenarnya, tapi manusia genit yang suke membebel!! WATIE!!!!!! mbak kostan aku!! Y a Allah, tolong la pagi2 ni dah memekak! xtahu ke orang tgah nak tido! kalau nak basuh kain basuh je la! emang butuh kalau nak nyuci kain tu harus brinsik!!! si katek ni kang aku pijak2 karang! dah la otak aku xleh nak terima any inputs, mata dah sangat mengantuk.. exam 2 jam je lagi.. boleh x kalau kau SENYAP!!! and fyi, suara ko tu xla sedap! xperasan ke, setiap kalu ko nak berborak dgn org lain sume ala2 buat2 sibuk! bukan sibuk tp buat2 sebok!xlarat nak layan ko tahu!!! tolong la ye.. kami bayar gaji mu untuk jadi mbak, bukan radio pagi2 buta ni.. ko hengat ko dah kerja kat rumah ni 15 tahun aku kesah???!!

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The worse part is, my exam is sucks!! nothing much to explain, most of us can't answer the questions! I wonder why is it so hard!

18 SX

2010-04-25T04:34:00.000-07:00

Actually I will be sitting for my mid module exam 13 hours to go. But, I haven't finished reading the notes yet. Even a day before exam, procrastination is still unwilling to let me go! We are the best couple that this world ever have! I watch movies, facebook-ing, listen to songs and etc..

I look at my Facebook, there are few things that I hate to see in Facebook is people like to have dramas. Expressing how pathetic their life is [but if you look at their photos, trust me, even the best investigators couldn't find any sign of sadness in those pictures] but their everyday status is like there are no happiness at all! as for people like this, I feel sorry for you guys. PATHETIC!

Other than that, I hate to see when the status is very the "jiwang"! ape kes?

G : Hubby..hubby... hubby nak rindu baby x?

B : Hubby rindu sangat baby...

G : Hubby.. hubby... hubby nak makan?

B : Nak! nak! peyot hubby pun dah lapar dah ni

G : Hubby nak makan apa hubby? [eyes blink]

B : Hubby nak makan ba** [DANGGG!!!]

tolong la... please make it private will ya? thank god I am a medical student [Now I know why God destined me to be a medical student.. for sure!] so I know what I need to do when I feel like I want to vomit! Oh please! we are nearly 22 year-old already, you might consider to be matured. tak kan lah semua cerita cinta korang nak post kat wall. korang rasa orang suke sangat ke? [tak tahu la orang lain kan] kalau aku geli gila! sore eyes tahu! menggedik sana sini.. kalau ye pon bahagia xyah la nak campak benih2 kebahagiaan tu kat FB sebab benih2 tu nanti berkulat...

the end...

p/s : actually tak tahu nak cakap apa.. tapi nak tulih jugak.. so saje cari benda nak cari pasal dgn org ;p

hari ni birthday someone ;D

Try To Be OPEN MINDED

2010-04-23T07:45:00.000-07:00

ok since yesterday, I wrote my blog "rojak-ly" so as for today, I wanna try to write it properly [which I totally doubt that I have such skill]

Early in the morning, as usual I have group discussion. Nice and cool but not so good! Tutor? 5 stars! Student? even the brightest star is still shady! I was thinking, did god really believe that I can be a medical students? Oh sorry, not just me.. the rest of the group as well. Oh come on, it is a simple case, but we can't even discuss it.. How stupid I can be? ermm.. DAMN STUPID! haha.. But actually, I don't really care with my stupidity, as long as I can survive in this very world, I am grateful enough.

After the discussion, I went back home [skip classes] reason? simple. very simple. I don't have any strong reason for me to go to a class which is not a class.. I have enough experience with such lecturer. I mean, your responsibility to stand in front of the class is to teach psychiatry. But you didn't. You are teaching me, how drug travels from America to China and finally reached Indonesia. And my dear Mr. Lecturer it is really unfortunate for me to hear that when the drug reached Indonesia, the citizens did not share your uneasiness. In fact, they were so happy using it until you can see these pathetic drug abuser in every single corner of this country. I do feel sorry for you but actually I don't care that much. Seriously, I don't because my concern is to learn psychiatry instead of history! Ok! I know I hurt your feeling by not attending your class (did you? ok lets pretend that you do ) but honestly, I don't think the history of that kind of stuff really helps me to pass my exam.
Afternoon, I went to salon to pamper my hair and face. Ok.. F.Y.I people use to laugh at me when I pronounce it suh-lawn instead if suh-loon... I want to verify something on behalf of my "stupid" pronunciation. I know I am a Malay boy, pretending to be an English even though my English is sucks! Or some of you guys might think that I am showing off, basically, I don't mind about that. You may accuse me anything that you want to, because I don't care and I never care. I'm speaking in English or writing in English because "SAYA SEDAR DIRI SAYA TAK PANDAI DALAM ENGLISH JADI SAYA KENE BERLATIH" not to show off as you guys think I am. ok... Let's share something, I am not sure how the Americans pronounce it but I have checked few online dictionary and my pronunciation is correct! it suh-lawn ok! so after this we make it as a habit to use suh-lawn instead of suh-loon... I don't mind if people laugh at me, because I know I'm correct. :)

So, I had a facial spa, hair creambath and massage. During facial, what shocked me was the guy ask me something. Before that he asked me whether I have girlfriend or not? and I said I had once. Then, a killer question from him,

HAVE YOU EVER "MAKE LOVE" WITH HER?

And I was like????? what the hell are you thinking??!! You know I am a Muslim... stupid! of course not! I don't even touch her dude! Does something called lust has been unleashed from the center of your unhygienic brain?!! What on earth I am going to touch her vagina!

Ko gila! haaa kan aku dah kuar bahasa aku! ko hengat pompuan tu sedap2 je ke leh masuk bilik lelaki pastu boleh melompat atas katil buat benda2 tu?? Soalan cam bongok! ko pernah rasa x botol lotion masuk dalam mulut ko?kalau x bapak dia cincang aku buat kari! mak bapak aku buat dulu! cincang sampai lumat, bagi ayam makan! bodoh gila punya soalan... terbeliak mata aku time buat facial tu! dari pedih2 lansung anesthesia dah jadinya! sewel!

so I said " Nope. Nope even once" I think he was shocked for a couple of seconds.. and then he claimed that I'm not being open minded. He advised me to try to be open minded. Owww!! Now, I would suggest him to consider himself to further his study in psychology! He advised me very well! and I am impressed!

Dalam hati, kepala hotak ko.. ko nak kene luku kepala ko dgn siku runcing aku yang xda lemak ni? nak cuba try test?! ya Allah hai, ape la banghal orang Islam seko ni! So kiranya kalau nak jadi open minded aku perlu lah melakukan perkara itu? xpelah ye.. terima kasih je la... saya suka berfikiran jumud seperti ni... at least nampak lain daripada yang lain siket.. lebih baik aku jumud daripada mak bapak aku dengan rela hatinya melapah aku pakai parang karat kat blakang umah tu buat sup! bongok lah ko!

Then he asked me, "are you bisexual?"

ni lagi la... dah bodoh.. bangang pulak kan sekarang! haah aku bisex.. nape? ko nak ke? aku amek semalam satu pompuan RM500.. kalau lelaki up siket RM 1000.. sebab kalau pompuan byk benda leh buat.. kalau laki sangat limited. jadi susah siket! bodoh!! ape la masalah orang ni.. first time aku dapat tukang facial psycho macam ni... dah la aku dalam tu sorang2, kang dia terkam aku yang kering melidi ni mampos aku... jadi kalau aku xpegang tgn pompuan maksudnya aku gay la ek??! xlah.. saya xda perasaan dgn laki2 and dgn perempuan.. saya ada perasaan dengan kucing rumah saya... nampak dia sexy gila.. tertiap hari xpakai baju! xmacam manusia, tutup... so xpuas tgk.. tgk kucing putih saya ni gila seksi! tanpa seurat benang kat badan dia. just rantai kutu tu je yang ada!

Haaa.. kan seksi tuh! kucing ak bogel! siap buat pose lagi kat atas katil aku!
HAMBIK KAU

to u >>> BRENGSEK!!!!

continue...

After I had a horror facial treatment, I continue with my hair creambath and massage. Thank god not the same person. A new hair dresser. Huuh... Relief! A male as well. Ok, the purpose I am choosing male hair dresser is because I am a guy, and I DO mind if a girl touch me. Unless there is no male hair dresser in respected salon ok! [Somehow I am certain that I am a KISAS student! hahhaha]... I have a nice and relaxing massage and hair spa until my skin looks like I was abused! Its red all over my body!!!

tulang yang berkulit kene dera! merah satu badan

Finally went to the counter, to pay... Rp 55,000 (RM20++) ONLY!! yeah baby! I am looking forward to go there again and again! hahaha

Conclusion :

1. Mission to write a proper English : FAILED
2. Mission to pamper myself : SUCCEEDED

W.U

2010-04-22T05:51:00.000-07:00

Selamat Malam dalam bahasa omputih good evening okey!

hari ni aku rasa nak menulis tp versi kampung mak bapak aku iaitu Melayu.. ceh!! macam la aku orang putih kan... belagak je lebih... padahal kalau la ada orang baca posts aku semua mesti masuk ICU sebab byk sgt muntah or esok dah kene sembahyang jenazah... teruk sgt punya pasal.. upsss.. xpela i xkesah... i nak belajar how to sepiking inglisss.. hahaha... grammar dah kompem ranap dah... bedal je la...

ape perasaan hari ni.. stress!! ape kess?? banyak kes! yang teragung, hari ni konon nye la baru nak jadi jutawan kali kedua p western union nak amik duit dari brunei.. sugar mommy postkan duit tanda kasih sayang kat aku.. pergi-pergi "maaf ya, WU mandiri hari offline, pergi ke muwardi aja" ok la kan selamat mbak yang cakap tu dengan penoh sopan dan santun... soo terimala.. masalahnya muwardi tu besar kot makcik oi.. kaki aku ni dah la tak ada lemak... jalan2 jauh mau dislocated semuanya!!! esok jalan xleh nak jalan macam aktor korea dah! haruslah sakit! pegel2 mbak oi! dah lah x bg tahu bank mana, macam main amazing race pulak kan... pusing2 keliling muwardi yang besar macam 3x pavilion tu cari bendera western union! gila!!!

dah sampai sure2 la aku macam baru abis sauna, selamat mas jaga tu xtegur aku... kalau tegur memang ketepek sekali kene kat muka! PANGGG!!! xpun aku lap kat muka kau peluh ketiak aku! penat macam semot!! semot pon xpenat macam ni! haaih..hangin aku...

bank ni lagi indah, dah la lampu malam ala2 nak buat tempat simpan dadah ke pelacur ke.. xpon TKI yang nak anta jadi PATI!!! kerusi untuk customer lak, siapa nak duduk tarik je kerusi kat meja customer service tu... ko hengat ni hape? woi kedai kopi yang cikai tu pon ada kerosi plastik! open air, xda AC.. korang? ya Allah , tolong la.. jgn la kedekot sgt... perot semua yang laki2 dah boncet, cukup la tu, stop makan and duit makan tu beli la kerusi untuk customer okeh!!

nak jadikan cerita, aku kene settlekan benda ni 2 peringkat, mula2 urusan dgn customer service pastu dengan kat kaunter penerimaan dia... dalam 5 tempat customer service yang ada satu je yang bukak!!!! gila betol! dah la 6 orang yang tunggu! pompuan2 extra 4 ekor tu nak buat apa? PATI? ke nak buat perhiasan? kalau ye pon nak buat perhiasan cari la yang CANTEK siket.. ni semua CAmTaEK buat apa... perut tu kalau buat spare tyre, satu jakarta dia boleh support.. pastu kalau rasa xcukup tepung gomak kat umah kikis muke dia! siyesly, jgn la HORROR sgt kalau ye pon nak jadi perhiasan.. elok je 4 ekor lagi tu borak2 macam xda customer lain nak uruskan... memang siot nak mampos... lepas dekat sejam lebih tunggu baru la 2nd kaunter aktif balik.. selamat ko xpanggil aku.. kalau x memang ko kene tumbukan sulung dari aku.. ko xtahu , tulang aku ni tulang besi.. nampak je aku ni kering melidi tp tulang aku LUAR BIASA! xmungkin patah punya! kalau nak pipi tu chubby lagi try la panggil nama aku..

yang best tu, lepas pompuan tu panggil, the first kaunter tu panggil number aku... to my great HORROR aku org last! selamat la mbak tu baik.. kalau x, hesh.... geram betol aku pegawai2 diorang ni... nak kata hebat, xlah..cantek? xjugak seksi? seksa adalah... pastu nak cover pakai foundation tebal sepuloh inchi.. kononnya nak nampakkan ko tu sawo matang la? padahal ular sawo! hahaha.. nampak leher haaa hambik kau! siang diatas malam dibawah.. kalau ye pon nak pakai foundation pakai la merata biar kat leher tu nampak putih jugak.. ngong betol.. aku yang lelaki ni pon bleh pk logik! kalau rasa kedekot, pakai nipis2 sudah jadi sekata dari pakai 10 inchi atas tp leher hitam jugak ape kess... kompem2 la org kate ko hitam gaak... bongok.. nanti kalau nak belajar mekup hantar kat member aku aku... minah hawt nama dia.. dia memang pandai bab2 ni, siap x da kerja, buat rambut lepas kelas.. haaa tu kan... passion fruit nye pasal! xyah kuar nak curl rambut... duk umah pon xpe...ok!

geram aku... ni la etika kerja ramai org.. gaji nak byk kerja xnak... kalau mak bapak korang ada berjuta-juta RINGGIT nak support kau and anak2 ko nanti xpe la, ni parents pon ala2 wasiat 10 ribu je sorang xyah la nak belagak.. 10 ribu tu bagi kat aku sekejap je habis!! malas ya rabbi! kalau malas, jadi cantik! masalahnya korang tu tak! kalau la bank tu 1st requirement dia nak cantek, kompem xsempat nak sini borang, borang tu dah automatic terkoyak... dia pon tahu korang xcantek tahu x!! kerja la weyh!!!

ok tetbe ngantuk.. zzzzzz

The Aged-Women

2010-04-14T09:29:00.000-07:00

I was so sad when I gazed to that women - her tiring routine of taking care her three grandchildren, preparing nice and delectable dishes day and night, until she has less time of her own. Keeping herself hectic doing all the chores even though she has a permanent maid and the other comes twice a week. I would suggest that those maids are not maids at all! If they were maids, they should do everything and she - the old lady, should rest and enjoy her life happily in peace and tranquility with her loving husband and her children. But it does not happen that way! Pathetic! I am sorry for you lady. If I could give a hand, I will. BUT I'M NOT! I am the child who is not a child! Not at all, I did not help her as much as I could! Even worse, I dragged her into my miseries! If I am her child, I should ease her burden, and I should take a good care of her. What I did? I didn't help her to prepare the lunch, I didn't help her for the chores, or any other thing that I should do. As you can see I am, now, writing this nonsense pretending that I feel sorry for her while I don't even know what she is doing right now. Hypocrite? I think so. If she is sleeping right now, I hope she sleeps tightly without any disturbance late at night. You deserve better than what you have right now. You succeeded to give your children everything that they need. You have thought them very well. They should thank you for every single thing that you have done to them. I need to thank to you. More than "thank" I think. You deserve more mom. You should have decent clothes bought by your children, everyday when you wake up, you should have a nice breakfast with your beloved husband prepared by either you children or the maid. You should go for vacations paid by your children and enjoying your life. That is what you should have and not like what you have right now! mom.... I am so sorry, I have failed you.

U.N.D.E.R.C.O.N.S.T.R.U.C.T.I.O.N

2010-04-07T20:51:00.000-07:00

blog is currently under construction.. to myself, your blog will be back soon! haha

RESPOND

2010-04-07T06:58:00.000-07:00

Somebody asked, why I am acting so cold to him (refers to an XY chromosome for sure), huh! I wonder why people think that way, my best suggestion to“WHOM THIS THING MAY CONCERN” is simple, try to have a looked at yourself dude! I am so damn pissed off! As for the record, I believe I have tried to be nice to you, but did you ever appreciate that? Or you just taking it for granted? This might be a friendship that is not a friendship, because a friendship should be nice and easy, but you make me to do it otherwise. Example? Simple, when I asked you nicely, you responded like a shit of a white bull! Most of the time I guess... and then, making such wonderful excuses that you actually don’t know how to respond. Ok,

No. 1: maybe I am younger than you but I am not pathetic (if you think I am) to digest every single word that you said. Have you ever tried to understand people? Let me give you the answer... NO! You haven’t. Not at all! You just want people to care about you but you didn’t ever try to do it in returned! in another word SELFISH! Then, begged for people sympathy for that. Asking why people treated you that way. (I bet you will do the same if you read this respond. What did you do wrong that makes me write respond as such?) Simple, think back. Just think, if you did admit this is your fault, don’t just stop right there, because only by admitting, isn’t the end. Change.

Adios

P/S : I am not a good person, or a nice guy.. But I think, for at least.. I tried to be one.. especially to my friends

Tuesday

2010-03-23T09:51:00.000-07:00

My day today is as fun as usual- I my consider to consult my psychiatry lecturer when I said that. I mean, is there is any kind of fun when you are staying here unwillingly? But I should be grateful for Allah gives me the another opportunity to further my study abroad [Alhamdulillah], after I messed it up during my S.P.M. I had a really terrible cough yesterday and drags until now, at this very moment! I can barely sleep with the coughing singing through my vacuum-ear. My ears are like vacuum, which absorb every single noise around me like the electronic vacuum that suck every single dust! So I decided to go to buy antitussive so that they could advice my rebellious throat to stop coughing.

Fortunately! The syrup comforts me very well, I had a really nice sleep until I missed my class at 8 a.m. There are two things that make me feel so fortunate this morning, one, I had a really good sleep and two, I woke up late! Haha.. Then i went to group discussion which is I never consider it as a group discussion. A discussion is suppose to be informative, however my group discussion is not. A discussion should have a really good leader which we don't have a good one today. Me? I am too good for them and I give them chance to make themselves shine. But they are so pathetic when it comes to leadership. So, in a nut shell my discussion today was sucks! Also, the antitussive syrup did a really amazing job pampering my eyes. I felt sleepy again and again.

After that, I went back home to take a nap, before the next class started after the lunch hour. My class was quite okay, it's just we had a hard time differentiating some of the terms- because Indonesia Language never runs in our Malaysian blood, therefore there are few terms that hardly understand.

At night, nothing much... Playing games only.. I think my brain is stuck in a traffic jam so I can't share many things with you guys. This is what happen when you think too much [Am I? haha] so your brain will get stuck somewhere you can't find it. ;)

Good night!

Regards,
Aiman

D.E.A.D M.E.A.T

2010-03-21T16:17:00.000-07:00

My happiest moment of my life has been stolen by the alien of the night. I can't sleep! I wonder why I can't sleep, because as far as I am concerned I am so damn gifted when it comes to sleep. I tried so many things to make me fall asleep- after doing all the thing that I've listed in my brain, but its futile. The best option that I have to make me fall asleep is to read my lecture notes, but still, my eyes didn't close. Not at all!! I read a chapter of a novel that I bought, I went online and forcing my eyes to stay close, and yet, wide awake! I reckon my housemate jinx me for the lost of his football team today!

I.N.S.O.M.N.I.A

Actually, I don't know what to say, I don't even know what I'm writing and why... Its my fingers doing all the job without asking the permission from its master. Even my eyes disobey all my instructions today. As if I'm a puppet controlled by something... The worst part of this ultimate phenomenon is that I need to stay awake for the whole day! I have classes until 3 p.m. Owh my god!! I'm a DEAD MEAT!!!!! How can I stay awake? I am a very caring and loving master! My eyes need a rest, and my brain need to be nurtured with sleep! This tragedy is an impeccable one to ruin my whole day! Hope everything is going well today...

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