A bullshit EXAM!

 Selamat SIANG (intro xleh baik2 sebab content sangat tak sopan), dengan bangganya kami mengumumkan bahawa kita akan menjalankan exam secara paperless! tepok tangan semua! gila ke hape! diorang ingat exam ni ape? suka suki? oi ni dah third year lah! bukan first year and second year! kot ye pon nak buat bahan uji kaji buat la kat 1st year.. and, ingat kitorang ni tikus ke hape nak uji2 macam tu! tolong la be rational! kate among the BEST university in Indonesia.. macam ni ke aspirasi yang korang nak buat? irrelevant kowt! rasanya budak2 primary school pon leh tahu benda ni x wajar.. exam tggl sehari je lagi.. hari ni baru bagi tahu.. ewah3.. kalau bagi tahu exam batal ke, exam sekarang leh tiru2 ke xpe gak! exam buat paperless! TAPI BUKAN SETIAP PELAJAR DI BERI SATU LAPTOP OK! ko hadap la screen tanpa layar yang ko pancarkan kat dinding tu.. hadap ramai2... aspirasi ke ASSpirasi?? ya Allah hai.. dah 3rd year kot... dalam byk2 students kenapa la 3rd year yang korang nak kacau.. otak xda ka? sorry la, no offense.. bukan soal berkat ke x, tapi kalau pike2 balik jelas kot benda ni tak wajar!

ni nasehat siket ye..

we know that your aim is high... nak setanding dengan level antarabangsa.. tp be rational la.. try jalan2 kat lantai 1 tu, tgk library tu.. rasa2 overc macam tu x? haa.. fyi, sebenarnya x.. kot ye pon nak ada nilai2 estetika, tolong la tuka buku2 tu jadi buku baru2 ye.. nni x.. buku 1970 pon ada lagi kat situ.. siapa yang nak baca? alumni?? bosan2 datang library baca buku2 lama? eh come la.. ni evidence based medicine, buku2 tu semua dah xleh nak pakai dah... sorry to say la.. its the fact!

lepas tu, try la pulak jalan2 lagi dari ground floor sampai 7th floor, ada x ciri2 smart lab ke? haaa.. kalau xda upgrade la benda2 tu dulu.. org selalunya nak buat paperless exam ni, facilities dia kondusif.. 

its fine la, nak buat macam TOEFL (Test of English as a Foreign Language) ala2 MUET la kat mesia, sebab Malaysians labih byk amek muet dari TOEFL tp ada jugak yang amek.. xnampak ke beza... TOEFL (current issue, grammar, literature, opinion) and medic (physiology, anatomy, histology, pathophysiology, therapy, pathology) byk kowt! tu xkira micro and etc lagi!

eh hey! tolong la bukak mata tu besar2... aku suke kot modul ni! tp tak puas ati betul sebab exam buat macam ni.. cuba la fikir pasal students siket.. jangan la kerana ASSpiration yang tah apa2 students jadi mangsa keadaan.. result in jeopardy kot macam ni!

1. tingkat pemikiran mahasiswa itu berbeza

2.cara mahasiswa tackle soalan tu berbeza

3. setiap soalan bukan sama, ada yang senang, susah, sangat susah, jadi, allocation waktu untuk setiap soalan berbeza, xleh nak pukul rata semua sama

4. perkara ini dilakukan dengan SGT MENDADAK

sekiranya 4 permasalahan pokok ini dapat diselesaikan, mungkin barulah wajar untuk DIPERTIMBANGKAN untuk buat paperless exam ni! jangan sebok nak ikot TOEFL kalau benda2 lain pun berantakan ok!

P.H.O.T.O.S

As I mentioned earlier, in my previous entry, I would like to upload my photos during Malam Anak Malaysia last Sunday,. So, here are the photos

RED CARPET

Amy, ME, Rai

Chinese vs Indian Muslim

Tikowt , Me

Middle East vs Asian

Zaza, Me

Malaysian vs Korean??

Anah, Me

Queen, Lady in the veil, XoXo

Pijot, Combee, Me

Finally, knee injury! hahaha

My point of view of the night, it was 85% of a success.. However, there are few things which improvement are needed... Food, and preparation.. People might not know, but maybe as the organizer should know about it!

Oh BeBe

Before aku cerita pasal entry aku ni, just a sum up of my day, yesterday and today (refer to June 5th)

June 4th - EXAM! respond? Freaking-ly difficult, I think even a specialist can't score 90%. Absolutely sure.. The questions aren't fit for the students! especially like me [who find himself hard enough to read books!] Kind of stress out! but then I went to Roxy Mas.. I even withdraw some cash... The best part is that, when you have small amount of money but you need to spend you money for important things, you precious money some how faded away in a blink of an eye! The cash flows like the water does, even faster than a waterfall! And finally you need to restrict you food consumption and other to ensure that the money can last for at least 2 weeks! Argggh!!! MONEY + EXAM = Major Depression Disorder!

June 5th - Nothing much, a friend of mine called, early in the morning, few seconds after midnight! Alarming me with an emergency situation.. Its a false alarm by the way (but she didn't mean to do that actually). She was so worried because her housemate, which happens to be her best friend wasn't at home even though it was 1 o'clock  already. She-her best friend; off her phone, and going out alone without extra money.. weird and worrisome . Yeah, its kind of logic for her to be worried actually, after midnight and her friend didn't come back home yet. So, as a batch representative, I helped her just a little bit, calling here and there.. it was like a cliffhanger. But it turns out that the girl came back home... And me? PISSED OFF! why? simple, how would you feel, when your friend went out, switched off her mobile phone, so there are no any means to contact her, and you aren't being informed where she wanna go, and you know she has financial problem for the time being? DAMN WORRIED isn't it? and then because you care for her and afraid that something bad had happened to her, so you asked other people help to find her and it turns out that she is just find, and its just her mood dragged her to somewhere that you don't know?! FREAK!!

in the evening, I had my dinner with my housemates.. nice!! and then I went to a mall, and a friend of mine invited me to eat sushi! to my great "surprise" it taste awful in my mouth!! Sorry guys, sushi isn't my type I think! hahahaa

Post : Oh BeBe

Lagi beberapa jam aku akan pergi dinner kat Hotel Nikko. Wow!! Teruja! Harapan aku, semoga ia seindah seperti yang di canangkan :)  Apa kaitan dengan BeBe (pronounce the "e" letter like you pronounce "e" in esok) BeBe ni sekadar cara menyebut blackberry dalam bahasa Indonesia je.. hahahaha... sebab, kitorang duk Jakarta ni dah berkurun lamanya, so we tend to speak Indonesian fluently.. xla fluent sangat tapi lumayan la (boleh tahanla) hahaha... setakat Ashraff Sinclair tu, baru beginner je tu... aku dengar dia cakap macam nak suntik je botox kat lidah dia bagi kejang! haish! aku lagi pandai ber-sinetron kalee ;p eeh, ber"ia" pulak kan tetiba. haha.. Just, aku rasa aku kurang senang dengan tindakkan mengagung-agungkan negara lain sedangkan negara sendiri ada.. tu je.. oh BeBe, untuk dinner malam karang, ada cabutan bertuah.. selalunya aku ni nasib malang kan.. super duper malang la sebab most of the times aku takkan dapat cabutan bertuah ni... tak tahu la badi apa kan.. maybe tuhan marah sebab kutuk orang banyak sangat kan.. tu yang TUAH xpernah ada.. jadi g dinner tanpa TUAH, duduk la disana hanya makan KUAH dan BUAH ye :) Semua orang yang g mengidam nak dapat benda ni.. haha.. aku pun turut serta la kan, walaupun aku tahu aku ni xmungkin dapat.. setakat mengidam je la! haha.. other than that, is ipod shuffle, yang aku pun tak tahu apa kegunaannya memandangkan aku ni buta tech, and also, TIKET BALIK MALAYSIA! Oh negaraku!! hahaaha.. kalau lah dapat kan.. sure2 aku melompat2 macam kera kat hotel tu... hahahaha.. ape kesah! dah dapat! haha.. 

also, perkara yang malang menjadi aku, selain dari tuah jarang ada, aku jugak buta teknologi siket, ipod shuffle? aku tak tahu ape kenda alahnya benda tu, sekadar reti sebut je, and tahu tu dari apple... kalau tengok blog aku ni, takda pon gambar2 macam blog orang lain, sebab? aku xdak kamera and aku xlah rajin nak mengupload2 ni.. lagi pun, karang kalau korang tangok gambar-gambar aku.. korang muntah-muntah.. jelek sangat... ada aku kesah? haha.. tapi recommended pada yang nak jadi Bulimia Nervosa.. haha...tapi malam kang aku akan cuba mengupload gambar aku kat hotel ek! hahahahahahahahhahahahha

BLURRR~ adios!

Regards,

Aiman

Demmm!!

Suddenly kan.. membuak-buak pulak nafsu aku nak tulis kat blog dalam dua and tiga hari ni... F.Y.I sekarang ni I am keen untuk melayan beberapa kawan di Facebook yang sebenarnya aku pun tak kenal. A guy and a girl.  I wasn't sure why, maybe I am too bored until I need to tease everyone! haha.. Or maybe we have something in common... But I opt the first one, sebab kalau nak kata we have something in common, aku rasa macam tak je, sebab aku tengok life diorang ni happening je, unlike me kan.. balik kelas tido, and dok melangak je dalam bilik... Kalau nak bukak pintu bilik tu pun sebab terpaksa keluar pergi beli makan, kalau tak harapan lah pintu bilik aku nak terbukak.. hehehe.. maka inilah yang dikatakan HIDUP SEORANG LOSER! hahaha.. don't mind, people have their own way to happy themselves aite? and me, I think as for the time being, this is the best way :) berada didalam gua biru yang macam-macam ada.. ada katil ada laptop dan katil dan laptop dan katil lagi and etc.. haha

Post : Demmmm!!

1. Esok exam

Benda yang paling menarik didunia adalah ujian setiap dua minggu selama 3 tahun berturut2 demmm!!! Sistem apekah yang lebih menarik seperti ini... It's a torture to my emotions! First week module dah fikir, kene stadi ni, minggu depan nak exam! [hahaha... sangatlah menipu kalau aku fikir macam tu kan!!!] mau kene terajang oleh diri sendiri kalau aku cakap macam tu!! It's either I was jinxed or possessed by an alien or something like that atau it is not even me! Kalau lah aku berubah sampai macam tu, sure2 mak aku menangis2 kat rumah buat kenduri kesyukuran segala sebab aku sudah berjaya berubah kan... dari super malas kepada super rajin... and pada aku, its impossible.. so no feast and so on la kan.. hahaha.. Esok nak exam, buku x habis baca lagi as usual... DEMMM!!! kalau lah all the notes boleh buat stew, and absorb kat otak aku yang dah macam kene simen ni, aku dah buat dah.. even I am glad untuk sedekah kat member-member lain kan! Buat macam kenduri sebelum exam.. aku bagi 16 hours before and another one 8 hours before, so dia leh digest 2x... takut2 ada yang terkeluar jadi taik, so aku bagi lagi sekali.. hambek kau!!! kalau ko xsanggup nak telan aku dengan murah hati membantu! tp kalau aku tolong aku bg yang menggelegak la kan! baru kaw!! and also,kalau korang nak aku campur kodok dalam tu pon boleh! hahahaha... [aku xmakan ek kodok, just teringat kat sini kaya dengan kodok dan tikus yang rupenya seiras seperti ayam2 yang korang makan tu] nak moooooooontah!! Maka, kesimpulan isu pertama yang mengarut ini, aku belum habis baca buku lagi... DEMMM!!

2. Download

Aku punyalah dengan kesabaran yang ada, dengan exam menjelang tiba aku cubalah mendownload satu anime bengong ni... Naruto... Macam budak-budak pulak kan... ade aku kesah???! Ntah kenapa ntah aku suka sangat tengok benda alah tu.. orang baca manga tapi aku x.. sorry la aku xmain la, katun2 lukis ni, xbergerak beb! hitam putih lak tu.. xbernafsu aku tengok! [padahal pernah trauma membaca] aku baca2 satu komik ni, dah dekat separuh, aku aneh.. kenapa la cerita ni macam flash back... makin kebelakang je cerita ni.. pastu punya la, naive tanya member, apasal cerita ni asyik flashback... member aku cakap xda pun.. aku pun tunjuk la... dah dia gelak2.. ape kes kau! nak aku pijak perut kau sampai terburai usus2? gelak xpasal2... rupa2nya aku baca buku tu dari belakang! macam syial je kene gelak! tu time after form 5 the first comic book yang aku try2 nak baca... teruk benor aku ni! budak2 gelak2 kan aku kan... ade la yang gelak2 tu buat muka ala2 nak kene cium dengan tapak tangan aku kan! paaaang sekali baru tahu! ok mengarut! sambung cerita.. berusaha aku download,  byk kali dah asek fail je!! darah aku pun naik la kan! seb baik laptop xmelambung di awang-awangan! haish! berkat kesabaran dan kesopanan aku, last dapat gak download... time download, baca la buku.. KONONNYE LA.... padahal x senang duduk.. bontot tu gatal je nak tgk laptop dah abis download ke belum... xsampai 10 minit kang tgk laptop balik.. rasa macam nak letak je gam gajah kat kerusi so that xleh gerak2... tp kang susah pulak nak p toilet kan... so xjadilah gam.. akhirnya!!!! siap download! punyalah berusaha "memujuk diri" untuk berhenti study and tgk anime sat.. last, xda benda yang menarik pon! DEMMMM!! adelah 3 minit yang action, yang lain sume macam duduk kat kelas sejarah! boleh tidoq sampai air liur terkeluar! haish! panassss!!!!!

See betapa devoted nya aku dengan cerita ni!  Above all, episode yang kali ni, memang hampeh!

3. dah start ngantuk! buku tak abis baca.. esok exam! demm!!!!!!

blackout! hahahha

Regards,

Aiman

The F word not the F bomb!

I chatted with my friend recently. A medical student in India. It has been months since our last chat. This time its kind of different, because not only we chat about studies and nonsense but also about "love" hahaha... I love it when it comes to "LOVE discussion session" It was like the epinephrine suddenly was produce tremendously by the gland! Concentrate and focus! haha... The gist of the conversation, I prefer to remain it to be unknown.. hahaha... But actually that is not what I'm gonna talk about. Its about friendship actually. We know each other only for a week during BTN, before we flew to our respected country of disaster ;p It is only a week and then we haven't seen each other for almost three years! But the friendship is still there.. It makes us wonder why?! I think I figure it out easily though... I am somehow, expert at reasoning ;)

p/s : sorry for the grammar or words or anything lah!! Otak dah berkarat total! ;p

F R I E N D S H I P

First of all, I apt to differentiate between those who I know and friends, hard to understand isn't it.. maybe lack of vocabulary leads to this issue... In another words : Siapakah kawan, dan siapakah kenalan.. Clear? hehe

These two terms share the same quality which time never involve in this matter. For example, doesn't mean that you know someone for  years makes him/her to be your best friend, or even your friend. Maybe he/she is just a person that you know, full stop. And, doesn't mean that you know a person for a week or two can't be your friend. To me friends is more than just knowing a person. It is easy to say, "A real friend is not one who only entertain you, but one who cares about you, one who will be there when you cry" Easy right? Not really... Its damn hard you know. Not just that, I think the worst part of becoming a friend is that you are willing to say its wrong when you know it hurts... That is what a friend does, because they care... But at the end of the day it you who determine it..

It's going to be a  very long post if I talk about this with my own point of view. It'll be longer if it is in Malay.. With all the nice words hahaha...

the question is : do we have what it takes to be a friend?

Friendship is like a gift. A simple analogy, You bought a house.. An empty house, and then somebody came and give you a present for the new house, a frame maybe.. Its beautiful, eye-captivated. But it is upon you where to put it, it's either you want to put in your living room so that everybody can see it, or to keep it private in your room so that you are the only one who can admire the art given! Or, at the kitchen where it is exposed to all the dirt, or even put it in the store and kept it covered in dust. As the last resort, you might consider to throw it away! That is how friendship work, as a person, you may give them the "friendship". Its beautiful, but it is upon him/her, where to put you in his/her heart. It's their choice and not yours. Believe it or not, that is the fact.. That is why I, as I mentioned earlier, friendship isn't about how long you know them but most importantly HOW YOU VALUE THEM-FRIEND.  

And even if they put you at the kitchen or even inside the store, my advice, don't be sad. If they don't want to appreciate you like you appreciate them, many people will do. Also, if you are sincere to have such friendship, you wouldn't mind even if the throw you away. You've done the right thing. Ok!

May Allah bless you :)

Regards,

Aiman

M O V I E M A R A T H O N

 I know I'm kind of not being up-to-date.. But hey! I feel sorry for myself too! Haha.. Here's are the movies that I watched these 2 days (yesterday and today)

Mother's Little Helper

Off all the movies, Dear John and Leap Year are the best! Till then!

Weeee

Most of the times I think that I am so lazy blogging. Maybe my interest of writing blog faded away or eaten by some kind of ghost in another dimension of live! (exaggerate!) However, as I mentioned earlier, this blog (the second time after I've deleted once before)  is basically to share all my points of view on something and, as well, to sustain my English proficiency which I believe have became worse after bad.

I think there is no interesting things happen here, in Jakarta recently which makes me wanna share my pieces of mind to you. The best and recent memoirs that I have is when I was in Malaysia. I went to Putrajaya to open a booth selling Kebaya and  Kurong... The best part of the occasion, is I learn how to sell things, there are a lot of techniques thought by my sister in law. It is among the best experience that I have, and this event gave me the opportunity as such. It was my first time doing business like this! hehehe. It's tiring but I think its worth of doing

The cons, yeah, for sure, it was my first time, still green, didn't even get profits, but at least I earned a sum of money. But to be honest, it's quite disappointing you know, with all the hopes and supports given by your family members and friends but you didn't do it well.... The worse part is when they keep supporting you until now! "Tortured" by the supports. It might be insignificant to others but to me it means a lot.I learned to value my family and friends more than I did before. Maybe I can't show them how, but at least I know how much I value them!

Basically, there are a lot of things I have in my mind to share, its just that I don't have the guts to write. blame my lazy tiny little fingers and my ass as well for being lazy to sit on the chair for a longer time. hahahaha

Regards,

Aiman