Sunday, 21 March 2010


Haven't started to do anything yet, especially study! My exam is on Monday next week. The good this is that I haven't started any of it! Which suppose to be a bad thing actually. But I prefer to look it as a positive way!

1. Being misjudged

I hate when this thing happened. Especially when the one that misjudged me is my friend! A brother and a best friend to me! Hell yeah, I feel kind of hurt! But just for a while.. I mean, I know who I am, and the fact that I am being misjudged is not a big deal. I am used to it. It is just that, when I value the idea of friendship so much, and I was treated that way, I do feel kind of hurt. I mean, I am a normal human being I think.. Am I? haha.. But a bit sensitive.. That's all.. But to me, being judgmental is everybody. Especially me. So it's okay. It is not okay when a friend, who I believe nearly understand me entirely think me that way. That's all

2. Family

This one is a big one. Not my family which gives me this kind of genes that I'm going to talk about. but my debate family. People asked me why I am so obsessed with debate? Errr.... I haven't had any answer for that. Maybe it about passion. I was kind of worried because one of this family member-which happens to be genetically different with me, did not managed to further his study abroad. His result? Better than me- academically and morally, but I'm still a good one though! haha.. As a senior, I feel sorry for him. I don't know what to say but I think, as for now, the best thing to do is to pray hoping that Allah give him the opportunity to go abroad. This thing happens is all because the new system in our country... Political issues resulting this kind of things to happen..

3. Business

I have started my third round for my business. Kebaya, kurung and others.. Hope everything's going well... Need extra money as a bulwark against starvation here!! haha