Ini Style Saya Da Contest

Syarat penyertaan;

1. Wajib menjadi Follower cik Fatin [ C.H.E.C.K.E.D ]

2. Link kan entry ini di entry anda. [ C.H.E.C.K.E.D ]

3. Letakkan banner contest kat side bar. (eh biase la tu). [ C.H.E.C.K.E.D ]

4. Letak satu gambar anda yang MESTI; 

    * Nampak muke. 

           * Gambar seorang je. max; berdue je. bertige dan lebih tak dibenarkan.

                     * Gambar anda dgn style/posing plg gempak/comel/bergaye.

 

[ C.H.E.C.K.E.D ]

5. Buat satu slogan/pantun/ayat korang yang berakhir dgn;

         " Ini lah style saye!"          

 

[ C.H.E.C.K.E.D ]

 

 

to join, just click :

metafora lukisanku

 

so.this.is.my.first.time.and.i.think.i.am.the.only.guy.doing.it.which.i.don't.know.why.but.i.just.feel.like.to.try

 

so.miss.fatin.this.is.mine

 

 

 selalu buat blur macam orang gile,

kadang-kadang macam orang sakit jiwa pun ade,

tapi tak kesah ape orang nak kate,

yang penting " Ini lah style saye!"

 

t.h.e-e.n.d

It's QUILLING time!!

hahah.. mesti penasaran "Quilling" ni apa kan? hahaha... korang ada 2 pilihan, first, korang nak tahu detail pasal benda alah ni xpon, kedua korang dengar je aku eksplen. kalau korang pilih nombor satu, korg just click kat sini atau aku simplify kan, quilling ini sebenarnya salah satu fine art yang menggunakan cara menggulung dan membentuk strips of paper menjadi satu bentuk art yang kreatif! Aku sebenarnya tak pernah tahu pon benda macam ni, jgn kate xpernah tahu, sebenarnya aku pon xpernah nak amek tahu! lol!! tapi tetiba hati suci aku rasa cam nak tgk ape benda sebenarnya benda alah ni after aku secara tak sengaja di tagged oleh budak2 kat persatuan aku kat sini PKPMI cawangan Jakarta. poster dia sangat menarik! tak caye tingok ni!

menarik tak??

the first time aku tgk promo ni aku ingat pesta deepavali! tu yang aku nak join. x deepavali, depa nak buat program macam Malaysia truly Asia, yang gabungkan tarian2 satu Malaysia.. ape sih namanya.. uda lupa gw.. hehehe.. tp tu lah.. macam keren bangeeddd!! jadi pengen ikut, sampai last2 aku baca quilling ni apa.. but then again, tak pe, walaupun benda2 ni bukan jenis aku, benda2 detail macam ni... tp aku p jugak la... rupa2nya xsangka ada jugak budak2 yang berminat, yang aneh tu lelaki pon ada gak! but then again, kenapa nak pk negatif kan..  tu satu ilmu yang dapat kita belajar, at least bila org tanya quilling tu apa, kita dapat jawab, and we can say that we have tried once... best ke tak tu, lain cite, but at least experience ada.. tol x??

Quilling ni sangat la menguji kesabaran.. serius shit!!!! sangat detail.. cape aku! selamat buat bareng ama CS (counterstrike?? hoho.. we pronounce it ce-es - e as in "esok" which means colleague, atau best buddies la) so dapat lah buat dgn seloroh...kalau tak mau emosi aku buat benda ni.. detail sgt.. cape! so pas blajar benda2 yang dulu nya aku anggap sepele or benda ngarut, actually i learn something... Something yang aku tak sangka aku dapat.. pastu ada tertibe dia buat contest plak kan... haa lagi la mampos! tambah2 stress aku! tp secara tak sengaja, aku n team mate aku menang.. tapi SAGUHATI je la.. hahaha.. haaaaa gelak! gelak!! aku bangga kot dapat saguhati! kalahkan beberapa yg lain ;p haha... above all benda ni, lumayan la untuk belajar.. so tgk2 la gambar kat bawah ni kalau2 kalian tertarik! okeh!!

 stars

dreams

butterfly

tapi ni yang susah la.. try la blaja buat yang senang2.. nak bagi orang tertarik mesti la yang cantek.. kalau camtaik mesti la xda yang nak.. hehehehe.. 

selamat mencoba!!

Sedar diri sekejap!

Setelah beberapa hari aku buat post yang berlagak kononnya aku macam omputih, tulih dalam bahasa inggeris tp tak sedar mata sepet cam pelakon korea tu.. hari ni aku tersedar la siket kan yang aku ni orang melayu.. tak sangka aku boleh berbahasa melayu dengan lancar.. hahahahaha... berlagak macam nak mampos!! memang keluar rumah kene sambar petir terus! Astaghfirullahalazim...hek3. bukan apa.. tetiba sekarang ni ku tergerak plak nak "mengetik-ngetik" kat blog ni.. oh also, kalau aku tulis dalam bahasa, it is not always malay language. selalunya dah campur aduk ngan bahasa indonesia. aku bukan sengaja macam sesetengah orang yang kononnya boleh berbahasa indonesia tp aku terpaksa sebab aku belajar kat sini. to be specific at Jakarta. dan aku allergic dgr makhluk2 tuhan yang memoyokan diri untuk cakap bahasa indo tp sebenarnya tahu.. aku rasa macam ku nak jentik je idung! okeh!

Weekends ni takada yang menarik sangat... my routine life la, orang bujang bgn kol 12 la kan.. x bujang kalau bgn awal2 pagi. tp hari ni awal siket sebab aku ada meeting batch. ada hal yang perlu di selesaikan and Alhamdulillah, untuk pertama kali meeting pasal program ni ada kata sepakat.

Dah dekat 3 bulan lebih aku dah xmasuk kuliah... seronok!!! but then again aku masuk phase lain, we call it, KKD - Kepanitraan Klinik Dasar, or, pre-clinic.. aku suka! tp lebih memenatkan la. everyday kene bukak buku ( tu org normal la ) kalau alien macam aku ni, malam2 tgk tv n tido.. tak pon routine life, p bilik member ganggu depa study, well, ku tahu aku lah setan yang nyata.. hahaha... salah diorang tinggal serumah ngan aku.. hahahaha... (bhy sungguh statement...) nnt kang mau nye seko2 baca bla dari umah ni, mati kutu aku! sorang dah bla dah, gara2 aku... hahahaha.... aku ke?? anggap je lah aku yg buat ;p

sekarang ni kat department of medicine. kalau bahasa kampung nye IPD. Ilmu penyakit dalam in english, general medicine, or lebih terkenal dgn medicine je.  stase (cycle) ni memang best!! sebb doktor dia best!!! hahaha.. aku dapat belajar as well as share many things.. tp ye la kan, budak2 group aku yang indo skema siket... eh bukan siket! byk!!! blajar je kerje dia.. kalau x blajar pacaran.. tu je la kot..  hahaha.. tp diorang baik2 semuanya... hehehe.. just skema la..  aku blaja tgk2 raba2 ketuk2 dengar2.. hahaha.. lucah sungguh bunyi nye... well, tu la dalam bm... kalau english mungkin lebih proper... bukan look2, touch2, knock2, and listen2.. but, inspection, palpation, percussion and auscultation. wow! medik sungguh!!! hahahaha

sebenarnya aku pon xsure ape benda yang aku nak merepek.. tp aku nak tulis sebab aku xnak buat english tread, sbb after this aku kene buat satu english tread lagi.. I have to.. so post yang ni menjadikan ada la gap... but then again, sekali lagi, jgn salah anggap ku menulis apa2 pon ye.. tp kalau korang nak salah anggap takpe.. ku xkisah!! hahaha...

aku rasa aku lagi senang berbahasa melayu. tp sebab aku terlalu fasih dalam bm and aku sangat huduh dalam english aku terpaksa tulih dalam ingglish biar korang kutuk byk2! hahahaha.. aku xkisoh janji aku nak belajau bahasau inggris! okeh!! adioz!

Memoirs of Jakarta - 1001 pictures will be remembered

It has been 3 years after I first came here, Jakarta. I started my life here with full of hatred. I hated Jakarta so much! I can't stand the weather, pollutions, and the hectic life of Jakarta. Oh! not to forget, the people, especially the sarcastic and irritating one! Which really got on my last nerve! I wish that I could command the sun and the moon to turn my days and nights back, until I first received the offer! But that is the past. Those things did happen to me. I live with full of hatred here. 

But then again, by hook or by crook I need to stay in Jakarta at least five and a half year. Therefore, I'd really need to change my perception and adapt to the situation. And to my surprise! Jakarta isn't bad! Not at all. I mean we need to be realistic. For sure, Malaysia, the place that I was born is way better. You can't compare to that. There's a huge different between a place that you need to stay forcefully in 5 years of time and a place that you have stayed willingly for more than 20 years! 

So I think, other than my stressful and boredom life as a medical student, I do enjoy Jakarta pretty much! I had so much laughed with friends - Indonesian and Malaysian, the malls, street foods, interesting places and etc. You see, it is undeniable that there are things that is hard for you to tolerate, but then again, I rather choose to focus on the happiness that I will get during my 5 years of living in Jakarta. There are 3 things that I still hate about Jakarta - mad drivers that honk 24/7, Indonesians who pretend to know how to speak Malay (but I hate Malaysian who pretend that they can speak Indonesian lang. more! I hate those Malays) and my maid aka mbak. Above all I think Jakarta is okay!

The only problem is when the allowance is not sufficient. Seriously, living in Jakarta, with the living cost is high, one thousand ringgit is not enough. Just try to survive with a thousand than you'll understand what I mean. 

Me @ ZARA

@ Yogjakarta

During lecture with friends :)

Hang out with mates!

Hotel duty!

They are so-called juniors!

Buddies @ DUFAN! 

Raya with colleagues!

Tourist!

Thanksgiving Holiday

Yesterday was Thanksgiving Holiday. I wonder why I should be in class, still! Argghh!! hahaha... It is so awkward to celebrate Thanksgiving if we're not in America and Canada. I haven't had a chance to celebrate either. I think, Malaysia too, should have a Thanksgiving-like celebration. Hehehe.. I bet, some of us, Malaysians, especially those who study Islamic teaching might think that I am insane suggesting this kind of celebration. But, if I am wrong, I am sorry! But, I used to think that way. What is it? I thought that Thanksgiving is a religious festival/celebration of Christian like Christmas and Eidul Fitri in Islam. Yeah, I know, I was so stupid of not knowing that until recently, for the past few years I met a friend, he is an American. We share many things, as well as celebration in both country. Then I know that Thanksgiving, is actually a non-religious celebration that is celebrated by all Americans - Muslims, Christians, Buddhist, Native American as well as Aborigines. It is actually a public holiday held by United States to give thank to all they earned.. Is it? hahaha.. But, you get the idea. Even though if you read through some articles about thanksgiving, there are some religious issues there, but actually, it is not a specific celebration for specific religion. It's like Independence Day, where everybody can join. The best part is during Thanksgiving, you are able to meet all you relatives. Everybody come back home like eidulfitri. Also, there's turkey!! that is why in America some might call it Turkey Day! I always thought turkey is for Christmas! Argghhh as silly as I am! I think, that is enough for thanksgiving. I am currently so sleepy. I actually, wasn't sure why I write this. Maybe this link about Thanksgiving might help us to understand more about culture around the world. At least we know something about what's happening around the world!

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

Moral : Teachers, students, community

I bet, I have least readers when I choose this title! There is a question before the first sentence actually, DO I ACTUALLY HAVE READERS?? hahaha. Well, I totally doubt it, but before my mood turns melancholy, therefore I choose to think that I have thousands of readers like you guys have! hehe. So that, I've more confidence while writing this issue. Its a short entry, because I believe the longer I write, the worse it can be. I glance to Facebook news feed, I read many things, and there are few of those that makes me feel uncomfortable with.  Bare in mind, I have written something on the sidebars, I am not a decent one, therefore my writing and point of view might be different from others. Also, I wrote this, doesn't mean that I am good, or perfect or what so ever it is. I am no good, but at least I wrote this to show that I am sensitive to the things that happened around nowadays!

How morally decades our community is? I bet some of us, have seen a video clip in Youtube featuring a teacher, miming songs and makes us laugh and entertained! Or two boys smacking an old man-a beggar in front of the crowd, or maybe, the latest clip is a couple kissing at Pavilion. If you haven't seen it yet, I think, technology makes everything easy right now. Get what I mean?

There are various perspective when it comes to these issues. Some says, there's nothing wrong about it, some says that, maybe its okay, and some might think that there's nothing wrong at all.. I, too, have my own opinion and mine is a bit conservative. I have a thought of an old man, yeah I know, Kuala Lumpur has failed to modernize my view. 

You see, I was upset because those videos were uploaded in youtube. Why? What's wrong? My answer is as simple as : that shows how dreadful our moral is. Sorry to say, people nowadays are "too" shy to show that. To me, when I say the word "too" I am referring to this.. Or, in the opposite meaning of the adjective itself. You see, learning is a lifetime process, life itself is a teacher. But sometimes, you'll find the real teachers as in schools, college or even university. They educate people/students. I link you the some of it in case, you really wanna know, the real definition of each word. It is important to understand those words that I stressed because that is the reason, I feel upset about the situation. To educate someone, doesn't mean that you teach them how to write, speak, and calculate. But the gist of education is to mold them to be a wholesome person. We have heard this poem about how vital teachers' roles are in molding students attitude. Allow me to quote :

Jika hari ini seorang Perdana Menteri berkuasa
Jika hari ini seorang Raja menaiki takhta
Jika hari ini seorang Presiden sebuah negara
Jika hari ini seorang ulama yang mulia
Jika hari ini seorang peguam menang bicara
Jika hari ini seorang penulis terkemuka
Jika hari ini siapa saja menjadi dewasa;
Sejarahnya dimulakan oleh seorang guru biasa
Dengan lembut sabarnya mengajar tulis-baca. 

Again I am sorry, but, I wonder, what happen to the students if a teacher himself/herself not showing a good example to the students? Especially primary schools. They might not give comments like I do, but it change their perception of what is good and bad. The question is, is it wrong to do that (the videos)? In my deepest opinion, nope! there is nothing wrong of doing that IF you are not a teacher. Why? Because to their eyes, teachers are their role models! especially me! I valued teachers so much! That is why I am somehow, upset and pissed off when I see such things. When a teacher did something that they shouldn't do, the students might give us ample reasons why they (the students) do such things. Who is to be blamed?? Some says, everybody, or nobody, but honestly I am factual. So I say it is teacher's fault. You see, everybody has their own rights to do this and that, I know, I can even tell you more about human rights! Trust me, I am well versed in those human right issues. We may have the rights not to listen or care to what people say, but then again, is that the right thing to do? Even if it is for the sake of moral values we are willing to abandon others opinion? It is so obvious isn't it? that I am referring to one teacher. And I write a long one? Sorry but I think it affects me THHHHHHHAAAAAAAT MUCH! Try to look back, the reason of becoming a teacher at the very first place? You might want to entertain others but to me this isn't the right way. I met many teachers enjoys blogging to share their experience and knowledge to the rest of the world, and I think you should consider that too!

Ok, let us see the consequences of the act. I mentioned about 3 videos at the earliest part of this entry, the other two might be the result of the act. It is a combination of parents, teachers and community. It is what I can call negligence. Maybe, there is no exact correlation between those 3 videos but you get my point. In general, its true. I taught people once, sorry to say, I feel embarrassed and guilty to myself! Classroom are like football fields. Teachers are like friends ( the least of respect that they show to them) That's the fact. that is the reality. not entirely but I can say 50% of the students are like that. That is what happened in secondary schools. Why? because the the fundamental isn't strong enough in their primaries. Primary school isn't just teaching them how to read and write! TV can be a teacher then! 

I am sorry but I was somehow pissed off. If it is not a teacher who do that, I might not be like this. the end.

A quote

"  Watch your thoughts, they become words. Watch your words, they become your actions. Watch your actions, they become habits. Watch your habits, they become character. Watch your character, it becomes your destiny."

~Frank Outlaw~

Helping

I was triggered by a friend of mine via his article to write this kind of post again...I want to share something that happened recently in my life as a junior-doctor-to-be. Unlike for the past 3 years, I was stuck in lecture hall listening to every single details that I need to know to become a doctor. A ground breaking doctor I guess.. But, I think, I didn't learn much during those times... Now, I am in a 6 months session of pre-clinic (2 months to go) before I graduate and becoming the real so-called-junior-doctor. So, unlike in classes that I had before, students are devided into groups, 6-7 students each group, and to my surprise, I was the only guy in my group! until, my friend which happens to be my housemate joined my group.. Thanked god! My group mates? They are so cool! I mean, I am a choosy person, means that, it is hard for me to get along with somebody if I don't like them, even I tried so hard! Trust me! I tried it before, until I was able to gather mountains of hatred to that person while I was trying so hard to accept it the way it is. Its futile! But this group? I think it so cool! we can co-operate and tolerate so much!

Far left : Endah, Eki, Joan, Eka, MORON!

Ok, back to the business. to my surprised, some of them asked me to teach them English. I whispered deep inside, are you serious??haha you should reconsider that first before you want to learn from me! For, you'll find that I am no good in English too!! Some might say that, I am liar or even worse I'm showing off! Oh puhleeesee! I am not.. Seriously, I know myself better than you guys do, my teachers know me better than you guys too! I am still learning right now, proof? that is the reason why, I write things in English, because at least, my English is sustained. Also, I am still in the process of learning. I read this blog (my beloved teachers' blog!) and some others (English-based blogs) that I found pretty worthwhile. I have no time to read novels and I tend to get bored of reading novels! Lazy? Hell yeah! I wonder what pills you guys ate until you can read such thick materials, I can't even finish a book! hurm.. Or maybe I am too busy with other stuff so, I had no extra time to read novels. Hahaha... I opt the later for it sounds more Aiman.. is it? that's a true lie then!  But a good one ;) hahahahha

I tend to dragged myself away from the topic isn't it? hehe.. Yeah, they asked me to teach them. I am not being down to earth or humble or what so ever it is but, I think I am not the right person for you guys to learn English, but then again, I will try to help, as long as I can, and this is my first attempt to help. I hope by reading this, you guys could earn something.  Something that I hope beneficial even just a little. Okeh!! I think the essence of every language is through reading, so does English. You'll tend to get familiar with unfamiliar words and phrases, but I would like to suggest you try to write before you speak. There are those who can speak, but sorry to say, its pathetic when I heard them speaking, and me, I am a piece of that jigsaw puzzle too! hahaha.. silly me! Just write, don't bother to do mistakes, because once you read it again and again, you'll know your mistake and you'll learn from it.

I think that's all :)

Adios!

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

MY MOVIE DAY!

Trust me.. Its good! but novel is the best! 

But then again, you shouldn't compare with novel. 

So be realistic. Every novel-based movie is like that. 

ABOVE ALL, I AM IMPRESSED :)

Indonesia and Malaysia

Wow! It is a huge topic to discuss when it comes to this matters. But then again, I think, they are a few things that we need to know about it in general. I am not going to write a so-called-factual essay about it, but I write it base on my observation and my OWN judgment on some aspect.

Indonesia is a really huge country with times population compared to Malaysia, therefore to govern such a huge amount of citizens is even harder. Millions of ideas and points of view, tons of problems, and etc. When you are a Malaysian, came here as a tourist, trust me you won't learn as much as we- the students do. Things that you might learn are, shopping in Indonesia is so cheap, there are a lot of nice places to sip the air, and how gorgeous an Indonesian does. No offense but those are the only things that Malaysian tourists will learn when step their foot here. Not to be skeptical, even though I know that, there are those who will learn more that just that, but to your own surprise, you will find only few of them. And I think, I know some of the "fews" 

It is undeniable, compared to Indonesia, we - Malaysia has left them few ranks ahead in terms of economy. Try to read this so that you know what I mean. We left Indonesia 50 steps behind us in either IMF and World Bank ranking for per capita. 

My fellow Indonesians, I hope you'll read till the end before you get pissed-off with me. And for Malaysians, don;t get too excited with such achievements! You see, due to this facts, given by the world, Malaysians used to think that every single part of Indonesia is cheaper, comparatively. Even those who stay in Indonesia, working here said so. Especially the government servants who was sent here. Is it true? Not really..Open your eyes wide Malaysians! Read more! Don't just make your judgment base on the one that you watch on TV a.k.a dramas.. Read here and here to reveal the truth that you never know. Even McDonalds is more expensive in Jakarta. So try not to be so narrow minded with you little information that you gain through gossips and tv, said that Indonesia is cheap! Ok, somehow, I was dragged by my emotion (wow, emotions can drag me away! what a surprise!) because everybody said living in Indonesia is not as expensive as in Malaysia. And no body (especially those who work here try to say that its wrong!) You need to understand, there is a huge different between you visit Indonesia for  a week, buying nice clothes and antiques to staying here for years with limited income but high expanses. Take note and bare in mind. So try to dig deeper, our brain isn't that shallow to digest information.

However, there is a  good thing of having such condition in Indonesia. The way I look at it, Indonesians have the guts to stand and support their country. In another  word, patriotism. They have that. And they embraced it, the let, every Indonesian being to have such precious pieces of feeling buried into the heart of all Indonesian. Wow! exaggerate isn't it? nope. to me, its true. Almost true.I hate to admit it but then again it is so true. How proud they are of becoming an Indonesian. As for Malaysia... Hahaha.. the only thing I can say, is that Malaysians nowadays have forgotten the essence of appreciating their own country. How do I know. Easy, I wore that shoe before I came here, Jakarta. We say, we are proud to be Malaysian, but we are not entirely embraced it. I should say, Suharto did a really good job to seed patriotism in the heart of Indonesians. 


I have my own opinion about this issue, why we - Malaysians are unlike them. It has been 53 years after we obtained "Merdeka". I do admit, within 53 years of aged, they managed to govern Malaysia very well. Politics, economy, agriculture, affairs and technology, indeed, very well developed and growth.. However, because of these luxuries that our ancestors have established and given to us, we tend to forget, how grateful we should be. Why? because, we are in comfort state.. I mean, everything is before our eyes.. Everything.. Unlike them, years ago, they lived in hardship. Everything that they earned was only as a bulwark against starvation.  Its hard for you to communicate and etc. But, just look at what happened nowadays, even a 5 year-old child can have a brand new phone! We are living in luxury, until we forget how hard it was before we were born, how, our grandparents strive to achieve something that we have right now. That is the reason why we forget and forgot.. Unlike the Indonesians, they need to admit, due to a large scale of territory, they have more problems comparatively. And one of it is poverty. Poverty is hardship. Therefore they learn how to appreciate more. Especially when they earn something. I wasn't sure the exact correlation between those (or maybe I know but I can't explain) but it seems that their hardship are paid off!



As a conclusion, 2 points,


1. Economy 
2. Patriotism


Think about it!

Susahnya!

Alhamdulillah, so far everything berjalan dengan lancar... semua stase yang aku ambik masih lulus... terima kasih tuhan... Dosa terlalu banyak, tapi kau masih berikan aku dan rakan-rakan yang lain nikmat yang banyak.. Alhamdulillah... Para-clinic, pediatric, psychiatry and neurology Alhamdulillah semuanya lulus.. walaupun parasitology kene ulang ujian hari tu.. tapi tak pe la kan... tapi yang buat aku stress out bukan apa, sekarang ni tengah department of surgery, so macam banyak gila benda kene baca sebab everyday ada quiz.. malangnya aku ni super duper pemalas!!! arrrghh,,,, that makes me stress out kot!! so SUSAHNYA!  nak jadi rajin.. kadang-kadang jeles tgk kawan-kawan yang rajin,.. macam mana nak jadi macam diorang... dah berusaha.. tapi masih belum berjaya untuk jadi rajin.. harapnya satu masa nanti aku jadi la rajin... huhuhu

the end!

Friends

Indah hidup kalau kita ada kawan.. Lagi indah kalau kawan itu memahami kita dan mengerti perasaan kita... Sebenarnya tanap kita sedari, perkenalan dengan seseorang tu merupakan suatu kurniaan Allah kepada kita.. Shabat menjadi asbab untuk kita gembira, sedar baik dan buruk kita, membantu kita jadi lebih baik... Tapi kita jarang bersyukur dengan kurniaan tuhan yang satu ini... Jadi, sementara kita ingat, sebut lah Alhamdulillah sebagai tanda syukur kita kepada Allah sebab dah berikan kita nikmat seperti ini...

Aku sedih sekarang sebab kawan aku, my close friend, the one yang aku selalu curhat, accident last saturday... Intracranial hemorrhage.. Unfortunately, I am a medical student.. so I know what could happen if that thing happens to patient... I am so worried.. and yet, I am too far to meet him at the hospital.. Sad? I am devastated.by the situation... Positive? God thought me how to be patient in such situation... Negative? I don't know what happen to him, I can't see him before my eyes.. People might say he is okay, but then again, it is a doctor job to say everything is fine.. right? (not entirely, but yeah.... 80% of the situation)

Lesson : appreciate ur friend, while you can

yesterday, I did something wrong again... to my other friend.. seriously, I don't mean to say that.. but... i don't know... I thought it was just a joke.. hopefully the flaws are forgiven...

tolong doakan member aku yang sorang ni... he undergoes an operation... I AM SO WORRIED..