Kes ni lagi

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Bayi lelaki ditinggalkan di balkoni rumah


2010/04/28

TANAH MERAH: Seorang bayi lelaki berusia dua hari ditemui di hadapan balkoni sebuah rumah di Jalan Wan Ahmad di sini awal hari ini.

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Ye.. ye.. ye.. aku tahu benda ni dah basi... Almost everyday benda ni dah ada.. aku rasa rakyat Malaysia sekarang ni, dah ada hobi baru.. Hobi buang anak! haaa.. Apa kes.. I wasn't sure what these people have in their mind. Thank god I am still claiming myself as a Malay, so sopan santun dan berbudi bahasa in writing blog still exist. It runs through my blood bak kate omputih! haha.. padahal, HAPRAK pon xdak! Ok, tinggalkan kesopanan dan kesantunan aku, and now, I proudly present you, the western version of me!!! Tadaaaa!!! ( hahaha... golek2 aku angkat bakul sendiri) kang bukak pintu gate tunggu lah saatnye kene simbah dengan air longkang... sesuci Sungai Roxy! Oleh karena takut di simbah dengan air Sg. Roxy ini, maka, final resort, duduk je la di bilik!


Ok, back to our business (chewah! macam jual kain la lak kan!) aku tak faham betul apa nak jadi dengan orang2 kat Malaysia ni.. nak kata xpandai, rasanya pandai je.. tapi apasal la otak letak kat kaki... kalau kat blakang ok lagi kot.. nampak la macam ada bentuk ala2 otak tu... ni kalau kat kaki tu macam dah xnampak anatomical features of a brain... stupid lah! Xkesian ke budak tu menjerit2 lapo nak makan segala.. kalau ye pon orang2 bodoh sekalian (refer to orang-orang yang buang anak dan bukan anda) kalau la nak buang leh tak tolong ajar budak tu macam mana nak cari makan and cari duit dulu.. so bila ko buang dia, dia boleh survive... respon mereka, ko bodoh ke Aiman, budak mana tahu apa2!! ha... ni respon aku, kala aku bodoh korang ni bangang, dah tahu budak2 tu xleh nak survive yang campak sana sini tu buat apa. korang ingat ni ni depa tu ape?? sampah ke nak buang sana sini.. eh baghal, cuba ko bukak mata ko yang ala2 kabur tu, and korek telinga ko yang macam dah pekak tu... ko nampak x sebenarnya yang ko nak buang tu baby? xpon ko dengar x suare budak tu terpekik terlolong... Kenapa sih nak buang2? malu?? ni ayat kontemporari zaman kini... ooooooooooo.. kalau ngandung malu... masa buat tak pikir pulak kan?? Ya Allah hai.. selamat la aku masih menjaga kesopanan aku dalam menulis benda ni.. kalau tak semua jenis keparat bahasa aku dah letak dah dalam ni... tu lah.. xpiker panjang.. bosan ek? "baby2, hubby bosan la..." pastu dok meraba sana sini.. tibe2 je dah terpacak tiang benda kontot tu! kalau aku ada kat situ mau aku tetak dua2 ekor,, yang laki jenis sangap yang pompuan jenis desperate! tolong la... Oi!!! kita dok kat Malaysia bongok bukan kat Amerika.. tu la.. sebok sgt nak jadi omputih tapi xsedar diri (ketepek! kene kat muka diri sendiri! hahah) pandai2 la weyh.. if u wanna be so called modern, kindly remeber one thing, you have boundaries.. religions, customs and traditions... geethoo!! bak kata orang Jakarta.. jangan la jadi bodoh sangat.. malu weyh... Semua stock nak jadi modern kan.. kononnye, ber "r*****" tu modern la, jadi macam omputih kat tv tu.. bosan2 je loncat atas katil.. sewa hotel sana sini... tak ke, bahlol namanya tu.. cube la pike.. benda alah ni bukan modern, ni kuno namanya.. yang modern tu ilmu yang depa ada.. cuba fikir siket ye, makhluk2 yang berasa melakukan aktiviti *indah* itu modern.. what if they dont have proper education, or vast amount of knowledge, could we say that these westerns are developed? or modern? tak kan... jadi tuan-tuan dan puan-puan sekalian, maju nye mereka atau modern nye mereka bukan sebab banyaknya aktiviti seks yang diorang buat bongok! aku gergaji kepala seko baru tahu! kot ye pon korang ni perasan maju... fikir la sikit.. ni ada certain suggestion ye

untuk non muslim

1. tolong lah pakai KONDOM buat yang lelaki... aku dah tulis besar2 ni.. kalau xnampak tak tahu la... xkan la banghal sangat.. kate modern.. aku yang dok ULU ni pon tahu binatang tu hape...

2. orang modern ni dia berilmu, internet sekarang ni banyak sumber2 bermanfaat.. bukan porn je okeh! kot ye pon xnak pakai tu cari la cara lain so that ko tak terpancut kat uterus minah tu... ape la susahnya baca siket semua settle...

tu untuk non muslim... untuk muslim... xda pilihan... HARAM bodoh! kawin jela! saranan aku, tolong lah sedar diri.... kalau rasa awak tu budak2 pra matang dan bodoh (sebab ko buntingkan anak orang atau kau membenarkan diri kau dibuntingkan so kategori bodoh la tuh) dan xleh nak duit byk sara idop anak orrang, sedar la diri ye... tolong la.. xmampu kawin xyah buat benda2 tu.. lagi pon muka setakat muka chow kitt road sorry la.. yang pompuan pulak muka petaling street! ape kess.. ye la.. aku faham korang dua2 sangap kan.. nak try jugak... faham2 .. aku adalah colan dokter yang cukup memahami bab2 lust ni... tp tak bermaksud kalau ko sangap ko kene buat... ok.. nak nasehat cara aku xleh.. kang ada yang baca kang.. mampos aku.. keluar rumah kene sambar petir.. xcukup petir tetbe ada kereta lenyek aku buat ajaran sesat.. padahal aku budak sekolah agama.. tolong la weyh.. ingat la tuhan...




cantik kan gambar ni? sebab apa aku letak.. memanglah sedikit sensot ye... atas dua alasan.. satu dia b*b* satu lagi dia telanjang.. xpe2.. abaikan... cube korang perhatikan, binatang yang korang hina ni pon pandai jaga anak dia.. pernah korang jumpa anak babi kat tong sampah.. xpon letak depan masjid dia tulis.. tolong la besarkan anak babi ini dengan penuh kasih sayang? ayark!!! masjid pulak tukan haruslah tok imam lintang pukang lari.. najis mughalazah la katekan.. trauma pak imam.. ok la tuka... ada nampak kat tokong si ibu babi meletakkan anaknya di dpan tokong? xda kan? haaa. maksudnya apa.. kalau binatang ni pon pandai jaga anak.. korang?? elok je tulis kan.. saya tahu perkara ini salah... saya sedar.. saya pun muslim (ayat ni yang paling sial sekali aku pernah dengar) bayi mati pukul bla..bla..bla... tolong kebumikan jenazah dia... hamboi2.... pandai pulak, dah terberanak pastu saya pon muslim... suddenly lak kan.. asal xcakap kat laki yang buat dgn ko tu.." abang, saya muslim" kompem2 time2 tu jugak bendera yang terpacak tu jadi layu dipusara! xleh lak korang pk korang muslim time nak buat kan.. tu la namanya.. bodoh campur bangang.... (haish.. koq emosi banget sich aku??) ye la mana x nya.. aku malu weyh jadi orang Malaysia macam ni... tah hape2 perangai tah yang di buat. aku rasa teori graviti membantu la.. makin byk ilmu diotak, otak semakin berat.. atas dasar graviti, otak yang awal2 nya dari atas melorot kebawah sampai ke tumit kaki.. jadi lepastu jadi bangang balik..tu la sebabnya jadi benda2 macam ni...

ok.. tetibe idea terputus.. sekian...

kepada kawan2 yang geleng kepala dengan bahasa aku... maaf la ye.. saya xsopan macam kamu, sesungguhnya saya punya nafsu amarah..

H.A.N.G.I.N

Sebelum itu, mulakan dengan lafaz

BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM

Today is my mid examination day. I burnt the mid night oil in order to cover all the subject. I am used to it so I think I don't have much problems about that. I forced my eyes to open until 5 a.m. I begged my eyes for the sake of this particular exam. I am very happy my wicked eyes suddenly willing to help me and it accompany me to read all the non-sense medical facts and try to digest every single content of it. However, my uncooperative brain somehow vomited all the thing that I memorized since we started! I was so pissed off until I decided to close all the books and notes and giving my fatigue eyes to have some rest! So I close my eyes and suddenly I was transported to the other part of the universe.. cool!!

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Tapi semuanya itu hanyalah ilusi. Tak sampai 20 minit aku tido, suddenly aku rasa tersangat lah panas! Aku bukak mata, rupa2nya blackout! xpe lah.. sebab dah penat sangat, otak pon macam dah nak tuntut cerai kalau baca notes lagi, so aku dengan keazaman yang penuh aku pergi la sambung tido... Unfortunately, aku dengar ada suara tikus bising.. aku bukak mata balik.. to my horror, baru aku sedar suara tikus tu bukanlah tikus sebenarnya, tapi manusia genit yang suke membebel!! WATIE!!!!!! mbak kostan aku!! Y a Allah, tolong la pagi2 ni dah memekak! xtahu ke orang tgah nak tido! kalau nak basuh kain basuh je la! emang butuh kalau nak nyuci kain tu harus brinsik!!! si katek ni kang aku pijak2 karang! dah la otak aku xleh nak terima any inputs, mata dah sangat mengantuk.. exam 2 jam je lagi.. boleh x kalau kau SENYAP!!! and fyi, suara ko tu xla sedap! xperasan ke, setiap kalu ko nak berborak dgn org lain sume ala2 buat2 sibuk! bukan sibuk tp buat2 sebok!xlarat nak layan ko tahu!!! tolong la ye.. kami bayar gaji mu untuk jadi mbak, bukan radio pagi2 buta ni.. ko hengat ko dah kerja kat rumah ni 15 tahun aku kesah???!!

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The worse part is, my exam is sucks!! nothing much to explain, most of us can't answer the questions! I wonder why is it so hard!

18 SX

Actually I will be sitting for my mid module exam 13 hours to go. But, I haven't finished reading the notes yet. Even a day before exam, procrastination is still unwilling to let me go! We are the best couple that this world ever have! I watch movies, facebook-ing, listen to songs and etc..

I look at my Facebook, there are few things that I hate to see in Facebook is people like to have dramas. Expressing how pathetic their life is [but if you look at their photos, trust me, even the best investigators couldn't find any sign of sadness in those pictures] but their everyday status is like there are no happiness at all! as for people like this, I feel sorry for you guys. PATHETIC!

Other than that, I hate to see when the status is very the "jiwang"! ape kes?

G : Hubby..hubby... hubby nak rindu baby x?

B : Hubby rindu sangat baby...

G : Hubby.. hubby... hubby nak makan?

B : Nak! nak! peyot hubby pun dah lapar dah ni

G : Hubby nak makan apa hubby? [eyes blink]

B : Hubby nak makan ba** [DANGGG!!!]

tolong la... please make it private will ya? thank god I am a medical student [Now I know why God destined me to be a medical student.. for sure!] so I know what I need to do when I feel like I want to vomit! Oh please! we are nearly 22 year-old already, you might consider to be matured. tak kan lah semua cerita cinta korang nak post kat wall. korang rasa orang suke sangat ke? [tak tahu la orang lain kan] kalau aku geli gila! sore eyes tahu! menggedik sana sini.. kalau ye pon bahagia xyah la nak campak benih2 kebahagiaan tu kat FB sebab benih2 tu nanti berkulat...

the end...

p/s : actually tak tahu nak cakap apa.. tapi nak tulih jugak.. so saje cari benda nak cari pasal dgn org ;p

hari ni birthday someone ;D

Try To Be OPEN MINDED

ok since yesterday, I wrote my blog "rojak-ly" so as for today, I wanna try to write it properly [which I totally doubt that I have such skill]

Early in the morning, as usual I have group discussion. Nice and cool but not so good! Tutor? 5 stars! Student? even the brightest star is still shady! I was thinking, did god really believe that I can be a medical students? Oh sorry, not just me.. the rest of the group as well. Oh come on, it is a simple case, but we can't even discuss it.. How stupid I can be? ermm.. DAMN STUPID! haha.. But actually, I don't really care with my stupidity, as long as I can survive in this very world, I am grateful enough.

After the discussion, I went back home [skip classes] reason? simple. very simple. I don't have any strong reason for me to go to a class which is not a class.. I have enough experience with such lecturer. I mean, your responsibility to stand in front of the class is to teach psychiatry. But you didn't. You are teaching me, how drug travels from America to China and finally reached Indonesia. And my dear Mr. Lecturer it is really unfortunate for me to hear that when the drug reached Indonesia, the citizens did not share your uneasiness. In fact, they were so happy using it until you can see these pathetic drug abuser in every single corner of this country. I do feel sorry for you but actually I don't care that much. Seriously, I don't because my concern is to learn psychiatry instead of history! Ok! I know I hurt your feeling by not attending your class (did you? ok lets pretend that you do ) but honestly, I don't think the history of that kind of stuff really helps me to pass my exam.
Afternoon, I went to salon to pamper my hair and face. Ok.. F.Y.I people use to laugh at me when I pronounce it suh-lawn instead if suh-loon... I want to verify something on behalf of my "stupid" pronunciation. I know I am a Malay boy, pretending to be an English even though my English is sucks! Or some of you guys might think that I am showing off, basically, I don't mind about that. You may accuse me anything that you want to, because I don't care and I never care. I'm speaking in English or writing in English because "SAYA SEDAR DIRI SAYA TAK PANDAI DALAM ENGLISH JADI SAYA KENE BERLATIH" not to show off as you guys think I am. ok... Let's share something, I am not sure how the Americans pronounce it but I have checked few online dictionary and my pronunciation is correct! it suh-lawn ok! so after this we make it as a habit to use suh-lawn instead of suh-loon... I don't mind if people laugh at me, because I know I'm correct. :)


So, I had a facial spa, hair creambath and massage. During facial, what shocked me was the guy ask me something. Before that he asked me whether I have girlfriend or not? and I said I had once. Then, a killer question from him,

HAVE YOU EVER "MAKE LOVE" WITH HER?

And I was like????? what the hell are you thinking??!! You know I am a Muslim... stupid! of course not! I don't even touch her dude! Does something called lust has been unleashed from the center of your unhygienic brain?!! What on earth I am going to touch her vagina!

Ko gila! haaa kan aku dah kuar bahasa aku! ko hengat pompuan tu sedap2 je ke leh masuk bilik lelaki pastu boleh melompat atas katil buat benda2 tu?? Soalan cam bongok! ko pernah rasa x botol lotion masuk dalam mulut ko?kalau x bapak dia cincang aku buat kari! mak bapak aku buat dulu! cincang sampai lumat, bagi ayam makan! bodoh gila punya soalan... terbeliak mata aku time buat facial tu! dari pedih2 lansung anesthesia dah jadinya! sewel!

so I said " Nope. Nope even once" I think he was shocked for a couple of seconds.. and then he claimed that I'm not being open minded. He advised me to try to be open minded. Owww!! Now, I would suggest him to consider himself to further his study in psychology! He advised me very well! and I am impressed!

Dalam hati, kepala hotak ko.. ko nak kene luku kepala ko dgn siku runcing aku yang xda lemak ni? nak cuba try test?! ya Allah hai, ape la banghal orang Islam seko ni! So kiranya kalau nak jadi open minded aku perlu lah melakukan perkara itu? xpelah ye.. terima kasih je la... saya suka berfikiran jumud seperti ni... at least nampak lain daripada yang lain siket.. lebih baik aku jumud daripada mak bapak aku dengan rela hatinya melapah aku pakai parang karat kat blakang umah tu buat sup! bongok lah ko!

Then he asked me, "are you bisexual?"

ni lagi la... dah bodoh.. bangang pulak kan sekarang! haah aku bisex.. nape? ko nak ke? aku amek semalam satu pompuan RM500.. kalau lelaki up siket RM 1000.. sebab kalau pompuan byk benda leh buat.. kalau laki sangat limited. jadi susah siket! bodoh!! ape la masalah orang ni.. first time aku dapat tukang facial psycho macam ni... dah la aku dalam tu sorang2, kang dia terkam aku yang kering melidi ni mampos aku... jadi kalau aku xpegang tgn pompuan maksudnya aku gay la ek??! xlah.. saya xda perasaan dgn laki2 and dgn perempuan.. saya ada perasaan dengan kucing rumah saya... nampak dia sexy gila.. tertiap hari xpakai baju! xmacam manusia, tutup... so xpuas tgk.. tgk kucing putih saya ni gila seksi! tanpa seurat benang kat badan dia. just rantai kutu tu je yang ada!

Haaa.. kan seksi tuh! kucing ak bogel! siap buat pose lagi kat atas katil aku!
HAMBIK KAU

to u >>> BRENGSEK!!!!

continue...

After I had a horror facial treatment, I continue with my hair creambath and massage. Thank god not the same person. A new hair dresser. Huuh... Relief! A male as well. Ok, the purpose I am choosing male hair dresser is because I am a guy, and I DO mind if a girl touch me. Unless there is no male hair dresser in respected salon ok! [Somehow I am certain that I am a KISAS student! hahhaha]... I have a nice and relaxing massage and hair spa until my skin looks like I was abused! Its red all over my body!!!

tulang yang berkulit kene dera! merah satu badan

Finally went to the counter, to pay... Rp 55,000 (RM20++) ONLY!! yeah baby! I am looking forward to go there again and again! hahaha

Conclusion :

1. Mission to write a proper English : FAILED
2. Mission to pamper myself : SUCCEEDED

W.U

Selamat Malam dalam bahasa omputih good evening okey!

hari ni aku rasa nak menulis tp versi kampung mak bapak aku iaitu Melayu.. ceh!! macam la aku orang putih kan... belagak je lebih... padahal kalau la ada orang baca posts aku semua mesti masuk ICU sebab byk sgt muntah or esok dah kene sembahyang jenazah... teruk sgt punya pasal.. upsss.. xpela i xkesah... i nak belajar how to sepiking inglisss.. hahaha... grammar dah kompem ranap dah... bedal je la...

ape perasaan hari ni.. stress!! ape kess?? banyak kes! yang teragung, hari ni konon nye la baru nak jadi jutawan kali kedua p western union nak amik duit dari brunei.. sugar mommy postkan duit tanda kasih sayang kat aku.. pergi-pergi "maaf ya, WU mandiri hari offline, pergi ke muwardi aja" ok la kan selamat mbak yang cakap tu dengan penoh sopan dan santun... soo terimala.. masalahnya muwardi tu besar kot makcik oi.. kaki aku ni dah la tak ada lemak... jalan2 jauh mau dislocated semuanya!!! esok jalan xleh nak jalan macam aktor korea dah! haruslah sakit! pegel2 mbak oi! dah lah x bg tahu bank mana, macam main amazing race pulak kan... pusing2 keliling muwardi yang besar macam 3x pavilion tu cari bendera western union! gila!!!

dah sampai sure2 la aku macam baru abis sauna, selamat mas jaga tu xtegur aku... kalau tegur memang ketepek sekali kene kat muka! PANGGG!!! xpun aku lap kat muka kau peluh ketiak aku! penat macam semot!! semot pon xpenat macam ni! haaih..hangin aku...

bank ni lagi indah, dah la lampu malam ala2 nak buat tempat simpan dadah ke pelacur ke.. xpon TKI yang nak anta jadi PATI!!! kerusi untuk customer lak, siapa nak duduk tarik je kerusi kat meja customer service tu... ko hengat ni hape? woi kedai kopi yang cikai tu pon ada kerosi plastik! open air, xda AC.. korang? ya Allah , tolong la.. jgn la kedekot sgt... perot semua yang laki2 dah boncet, cukup la tu, stop makan and duit makan tu beli la kerusi untuk customer okeh!!

nak jadikan cerita, aku kene settlekan benda ni 2 peringkat, mula2 urusan dgn customer service pastu dengan kat kaunter penerimaan dia... dalam 5 tempat customer service yang ada satu je yang bukak!!!! gila betol! dah la 6 orang yang tunggu! pompuan2 extra 4 ekor tu nak buat apa? PATI? ke nak buat perhiasan? kalau ye pon nak buat perhiasan cari la yang CANTEK siket.. ni semua CAmTaEK buat apa... perut tu kalau buat spare tyre, satu jakarta dia boleh support.. pastu kalau rasa xcukup tepung gomak kat umah kikis muke dia! siyesly, jgn la HORROR sgt kalau ye pon nak jadi perhiasan.. elok je 4 ekor lagi tu borak2 macam xda customer lain nak uruskan... memang siot nak mampos... lepas dekat sejam lebih tunggu baru la 2nd kaunter aktif balik.. selamat ko xpanggil aku.. kalau x memang ko kene tumbukan sulung dari aku.. ko xtahu , tulang aku ni tulang besi.. nampak je aku ni kering melidi tp tulang aku LUAR BIASA! xmungkin patah punya! kalau nak pipi tu chubby lagi try la panggil nama aku..

yang best tu, lepas pompuan tu panggil, the first kaunter tu panggil number aku... to my great HORROR aku org last! selamat la mbak tu baik.. kalau x, hesh.... geram betol aku pegawai2 diorang ni... nak kata hebat, xlah..cantek? xjugak seksi? seksa adalah... pastu nak cover pakai foundation tebal sepuloh inchi.. kononnya nak nampakkan ko tu sawo matang la? padahal ular sawo! hahaha.. nampak leher haaa hambik kau! siang diatas malam dibawah.. kalau ye pon nak pakai foundation pakai la merata biar kat leher tu nampak putih jugak.. ngong betol.. aku yang lelaki ni pon bleh pk logik! kalau rasa kedekot, pakai nipis2 sudah jadi sekata dari pakai 10 inchi atas tp leher hitam jugak ape kess... kompem2 la org kate ko hitam gaak... bongok.. nanti kalau nak belajar mekup hantar kat member aku aku... minah hawt nama dia.. dia memang pandai bab2 ni, siap x da kerja, buat rambut lepas kelas.. haaa tu kan... passion fruit nye pasal! xyah kuar nak curl rambut... duk umah pon xpe...ok!

geram aku... ni la etika kerja ramai org.. gaji nak byk kerja xnak... kalau mak bapak korang ada berjuta-juta RINGGIT nak support kau and anak2 ko nanti xpe la, ni parents pon ala2 wasiat 10 ribu je sorang xyah la nak belagak.. 10 ribu tu bagi kat aku sekejap je habis!! malas ya rabbi! kalau malas, jadi cantik! masalahnya korang tu tak! kalau la bank tu 1st requirement dia nak cantek, kompem xsempat nak sini borang, borang tu dah automatic terkoyak... dia pon tahu korang xcantek tahu x!! kerja la weyh!!!

ok tetbe ngantuk.. zzzzzz

The Aged-Women

I was so sad when I gazed to that women - her tiring routine of taking care her three grandchildren, preparing nice and delectable dishes day and night, until she has less time of her own. Keeping herself hectic doing all the chores even though she has a permanent maid and the other comes twice a week. I would suggest that those maids are not maids at all! If they were maids, they should do everything and she - the old lady, should rest and enjoy her life happily in peace and tranquility with her loving husband and her children. But it does not happen that way! Pathetic! I am sorry for you lady. If I could give a hand, I will. BUT I'M NOT! I am the child who is not a child! Not at all, I did not help her as much as I could! Even worse, I dragged her into my miseries! If I am her child, I should ease her burden, and I should take a good care of her. What I did? I didn't help her to prepare the lunch, I didn't help her for the chores, or any other thing that I should do. As you can see I am, now, writing this nonsense pretending that I feel sorry for her while I don't even know what she is doing right now. Hypocrite? I think so. If she is sleeping right now, I hope she sleeps tightly without any disturbance late at night. You deserve better than what you have right now. You succeeded to give your children everything that they need. You have thought them very well. They should thank you for every single thing that you have done to them. I need to thank to you. More than "thank" I think. You deserve more mom. You should have decent clothes bought by your children, everyday when you wake up, you should have a nice breakfast with your beloved husband prepared by either you children or the maid. You should go for vacations paid by your children and enjoying your life. That is what you should have and not like what you have right now! mom.... I am so sorry, I have failed you.

U.N.D.E.R.C.O.N.S.T.R.U.C.T.I.O.N

blog is currently under construction.. to myself, your blog will be back soon! haha

RESPOND

Somebody asked, why I am acting so cold to him (refers to an XY chromosome for sure), huh! I wonder why people think that way, my best suggestion to“WHOM THIS THING MAY CONCERN” is simple, try to have a looked at yourself dude! I am so damn pissed off! As for the record, I believe I have tried to be nice to you, but did you ever appreciate that? Or you just taking it for granted? This might be a friendship that is not a friendship, because a friendship should be nice and easy, but you make me to do it otherwise. Example? Simple, when I asked you nicely, you responded like a shit of a white bull! Most of the time I guess... and then, making such wonderful excuses that you actually don’t know how to respond. Ok,

No. 1: maybe I am younger than you but I am not pathetic (if you think I am) to digest every single word that you said. Have you ever tried to understand people? Let me give you the answer... NO! You haven’t. Not at all! You just want people to care about you but you didn’t ever try to do it in returned! in another word SELFISH! Then, begged for people sympathy for that. Asking why people treated you that way. (I bet you will do the same if you read this respond. What did you do wrong that makes me write respond as such?) Simple, think back. Just think, if you did admit this is your fault, don’t just stop right there, because only by admitting, isn’t the end. Change.

Adios

P/S : I am not a good person, or a nice guy.. But I think, for at least.. I tried to be one.. especially to my friends