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BISMILLAHIRRAHMANIRRAHIM
Today is my mid examination day. I burnt the mid night oil in order to cover all the subject. I am used to it so I think I don't have much problems about that. I forced my eyes to open until 5 a.m. I begged my eyes for the sake of this particular exam. I am very happy my wicked eyes suddenly willing to help me and it accompany me to read all the non-sense medical facts and try to digest every single content of it. However, my uncooperative brain somehow vomited all the thing that I memorized since we started! I was so pissed off until I decided to close all the books and notes and giving my fatigue eyes to have some rest! So I close my eyes and suddenly I was transported to the other part of the universe.. cool!!
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Tapi semuanya itu hanyalah ilusi. Tak sampai 20 minit aku tido, suddenly aku rasa tersangat lah panas! Aku bukak mata, rupa2nya blackout! xpe lah.. sebab dah penat sangat, otak pon macam dah nak tuntut cerai kalau baca notes lagi, so aku dengan keazaman yang penuh aku pergi la sambung tido... Unfortunately, aku dengar ada suara tikus bising.. aku bukak mata balik.. to my horror, baru aku sedar suara tikus tu bukanlah tikus sebenarnya, tapi manusia genit yang suke membebel!! WATIE!!!!!! mbak kostan aku!! Y a Allah, tolong la pagi2 ni dah memekak! xtahu ke orang tgah nak tido! kalau nak basuh kain basuh je la! emang butuh kalau nak nyuci kain tu harus brinsik!!! si katek ni kang aku pijak2 karang! dah la otak aku xleh nak terima any inputs, mata dah sangat mengantuk.. exam 2 jam je lagi.. boleh x kalau kau SENYAP!!! and fyi, suara ko tu xla sedap! xperasan ke, setiap kalu ko nak berborak dgn org lain sume ala2 buat2 sibuk! bukan sibuk tp buat2 sebok!xlarat nak layan ko tahu!!! tolong la ye.. kami bayar gaji mu untuk jadi mbak, bukan radio pagi2 buta ni.. ko hengat ko dah kerja kat rumah ni 15 tahun aku kesah???!!
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The worse part is, my exam is sucks!! nothing much to explain, most of us can't answer the questions! I wonder why is it so hard!
Sunday, 25 April 2010
H.A.N.G.I.N
18 SX
Actually I will be sitting for my mid module exam 13 hours to go. But, I haven't finished reading the notes yet. Even a day before exam, procrastination is still unwilling to let me go! We are the best couple that this world ever have! I watch movies, facebook-ing, listen to songs and etc..
I look at my Facebook, there are few things that I hate to see in Facebook is people like to have dramas. Expressing how pathetic their life is [but if you look at their photos, trust me, even the best investigators couldn't find any sign of sadness in those pictures] but their everyday status is like there are no happiness at all! as for people like this, I feel sorry for you guys. PATHETIC!
Other than that, I hate to see when the status is very the "jiwang"! ape kes?
G : Hubby..hubby... hubby nak rindu baby x?
B : Hubby rindu sangat baby...
G : Hubby.. hubby... hubby nak makan?
B : Nak! nak! peyot hubby pun dah lapar dah ni
G : Hubby nak makan apa hubby? [eyes blink]
B : Hubby nak makan ba** [DANGGG!!!]
tolong la... please make it private will ya? thank god I am a medical student [Now I know why God destined me to be a medical student.. for sure!] so I know what I need to do when I feel like I want to vomit! Oh please! we are nearly 22 year-old already, you might consider to be matured. tak kan lah semua cerita cinta korang nak post kat wall. korang rasa orang suke sangat ke? [tak tahu la orang lain kan] kalau aku geli gila! sore eyes tahu! menggedik sana sini.. kalau ye pon bahagia xyah la nak campak benih2 kebahagiaan tu kat FB sebab benih2 tu nanti berkulat...
the end...
p/s : actually tak tahu nak cakap apa.. tapi nak tulih jugak.. so saje cari benda nak cari pasal dgn org ;p
hari ni birthday someone ;D
Friday, 23 April 2010
Try To Be OPEN MINDED
ok since yesterday, I wrote my blog "rojak-ly" so as for today, I wanna try to write it properly [which I totally doubt that I have such skill]
Early in the morning, as usual I have group discussion. Nice and cool but not so good! Tutor? 5 stars! Student? even the brightest star is still shady! I was thinking, did god really believe that I can be a medical students? Oh sorry, not just me.. the rest of the group as well. Oh come on, it is a simple case, but we can't even discuss it.. How stupid I can be? ermm.. DAMN STUPID! haha.. But actually, I don't really care with my stupidity, as long as I can survive in this very world, I am grateful enough.
After the discussion, I went back home [skip classes] reason? simple. very simple. I don't have any strong reason for me to go to a class which is not a class.. I have enough experience with such lecturer. I mean, your responsibility to stand in front of the class is to teach psychiatry. But you didn't. You are teaching me, how drug travels from America to China and finally reached Indonesia. And my dear Mr. Lecturer it is really unfortunate for me to hear that when the drug reached Indonesia, the citizens did not share your uneasiness. In fact, they were so happy using it until you can see these pathetic drug abuser in every single corner of this country. I do feel sorry for you but actually I don't care that much. Seriously, I don't because my concern is to learn psychiatry instead of history! Ok! I know I hurt your feeling by not attending your class (did you? ok lets pretend that you do ) but honestly, I don't think the history of that kind of stuff really helps me to pass my exam.
Afternoon, I went to salon to pamper my hair and face. Ok.. F.Y.I people use to laugh at me when I pronounce it suh-lawn instead if suh-loon... I want to verify something on behalf of my "stupid" pronunciation. I know I am a Malay boy, pretending to be an English even though my English is sucks! Or some of you guys might think that I am showing off, basically, I don't mind about that. You may accuse me anything that you want to, because I don't care and I never care. I'm speaking in English or writing in English because "SAYA SEDAR DIRI SAYA TAK PANDAI DALAM ENGLISH JADI SAYA KENE BERLATIH" not to show off as you guys think I am. ok... Let's share something, I am not sure how the Americans pronounce it but I have checked few online dictionary and my pronunciation is correct! it suh-lawn ok! so after this we make it as a habit to use suh-lawn instead of suh-loon... I don't mind if people laugh at me, because I know I'm correct. :)
So, I had a facial spa, hair creambath and massage. During facial, what shocked me was the guy ask me something. Before that he asked me whether I have girlfriend or not? and I said I had once. Then, a killer question from him,
HAVE YOU EVER "MAKE LOVE" WITH HER?
And I was like????? what the hell are you thinking??!! You know I am a Muslim... stupid! of course not! I don't even touch her dude! Does something called lust has been unleashed from the center of your unhygienic brain?!! What on earth I am going to touch her vagina!
Ko gila! haaa kan aku dah kuar bahasa aku! ko hengat pompuan tu sedap2 je ke leh masuk bilik lelaki pastu boleh melompat atas katil buat benda2 tu?? Soalan cam bongok! ko pernah rasa x botol lotion masuk dalam mulut ko?kalau x bapak dia cincang aku buat kari! mak bapak aku buat dulu! cincang sampai lumat, bagi ayam makan! bodoh gila punya soalan... terbeliak mata aku time buat facial tu! dari pedih2 lansung anesthesia dah jadinya! sewel!
so I said " Nope. Nope even once" I think he was shocked for a couple of seconds.. and then he claimed that I'm not being open minded. He advised me to try to be open minded. Owww!! Now, I would suggest him to consider himself to further his study in psychology! He advised me very well! and I am impressed!
Dalam hati, kepala hotak ko.. ko nak kene luku kepala ko dgn siku runcing aku yang xda lemak ni? nak cuba try test?! ya Allah hai, ape la banghal orang Islam seko ni! So kiranya kalau nak jadi open minded aku perlu lah melakukan perkara itu? xpelah ye.. terima kasih je la... saya suka berfikiran jumud seperti ni... at least nampak lain daripada yang lain siket.. lebih baik aku jumud daripada mak bapak aku dengan rela hatinya melapah aku pakai parang karat kat blakang umah tu buat sup! bongok lah ko!
Then he asked me, "are you bisexual?"
ni lagi la... dah bodoh.. bangang pulak kan sekarang! haah aku bisex.. nape? ko nak ke? aku amek semalam satu pompuan RM500.. kalau lelaki up siket RM 1000.. sebab kalau pompuan byk benda leh buat.. kalau laki sangat limited. jadi susah siket! bodoh!! ape la masalah orang ni.. first time aku dapat tukang facial psycho macam ni... dah la aku dalam tu sorang2, kang dia terkam aku yang kering melidi ni mampos aku... jadi kalau aku xpegang tgn pompuan maksudnya aku gay la ek??! xlah.. saya xda perasaan dgn laki2 and dgn perempuan.. saya ada perasaan dengan kucing rumah saya... nampak dia sexy gila.. tertiap hari xpakai baju! xmacam manusia, tutup... so xpuas tgk.. tgk kucing putih saya ni gila seksi! tanpa seurat benang kat badan dia. just rantai kutu tu je yang ada!
Haaa.. kan seksi tuh! kucing ak bogel! siap buat pose lagi kat atas katil aku!
HAMBIK KAU
to u >>> BRENGSEK!!!!
continue...
After I had a horror facial treatment, I continue with my hair creambath and massage. Thank god not the same person. A new hair dresser. Huuh... Relief! A male as well. Ok, the purpose I am choosing male hair dresser is because I am a guy, and I DO mind if a girl touch me. Unless there is no male hair dresser in respected salon ok! [Somehow I am certain that I am a KISAS student! hahhaha]... I have a nice and relaxing massage and hair spa until my skin looks like I was abused! Its red all over my body!!!
Early in the morning, as usual I have group discussion. Nice and cool but not so good! Tutor? 5 stars! Student? even the brightest star is still shady! I was thinking, did god really believe that I can be a medical students? Oh sorry, not just me.. the rest of the group as well. Oh come on, it is a simple case, but we can't even discuss it.. How stupid I can be? ermm.. DAMN STUPID! haha.. But actually, I don't really care with my stupidity, as long as I can survive in this very world, I am grateful enough.
After the discussion, I went back home [skip classes] reason? simple. very simple. I don't have any strong reason for me to go to a class which is not a class.. I have enough experience with such lecturer. I mean, your responsibility to stand in front of the class is to teach psychiatry. But you didn't. You are teaching me, how drug travels from America to China and finally reached Indonesia. And my dear Mr. Lecturer it is really unfortunate for me to hear that when the drug reached Indonesia, the citizens did not share your uneasiness. In fact, they were so happy using it until you can see these pathetic drug abuser in every single corner of this country. I do feel sorry for you but actually I don't care that much. Seriously, I don't because my concern is to learn psychiatry instead of history! Ok! I know I hurt your feeling by not attending your class (did you? ok lets pretend that you do ) but honestly, I don't think the history of that kind of stuff really helps me to pass my exam.
Afternoon, I went to salon to pamper my hair and face. Ok.. F.Y.I people use to laugh at me when I pronounce it suh-lawn instead if suh-loon... I want to verify something on behalf of my "stupid" pronunciation. I know I am a Malay boy, pretending to be an English even though my English is sucks! Or some of you guys might think that I am showing off, basically, I don't mind about that. You may accuse me anything that you want to, because I don't care and I never care. I'm speaking in English or writing in English because "SAYA SEDAR DIRI SAYA TAK PANDAI DALAM ENGLISH JADI SAYA KENE BERLATIH" not to show off as you guys think I am. ok... Let's share something, I am not sure how the Americans pronounce it but I have checked few online dictionary and my pronunciation is correct! it suh-lawn ok! so after this we make it as a habit to use suh-lawn instead of suh-loon... I don't mind if people laugh at me, because I know I'm correct. :)
So, I had a facial spa, hair creambath and massage. During facial, what shocked me was the guy ask me something. Before that he asked me whether I have girlfriend or not? and I said I had once. Then, a killer question from him,
HAVE YOU EVER "MAKE LOVE" WITH HER?
And I was like????? what the hell are you thinking??!! You know I am a Muslim... stupid! of course not! I don't even touch her dude! Does something called lust has been unleashed from the center of your unhygienic brain?!! What on earth I am going to touch her vagina!
Ko gila! haaa kan aku dah kuar bahasa aku! ko hengat pompuan tu sedap2 je ke leh masuk bilik lelaki pastu boleh melompat atas katil buat benda2 tu?? Soalan cam bongok! ko pernah rasa x botol lotion masuk dalam mulut ko?kalau x bapak dia cincang aku buat kari! mak bapak aku buat dulu! cincang sampai lumat, bagi ayam makan! bodoh gila punya soalan... terbeliak mata aku time buat facial tu! dari pedih2 lansung anesthesia dah jadinya! sewel!
so I said " Nope. Nope even once" I think he was shocked for a couple of seconds.. and then he claimed that I'm not being open minded. He advised me to try to be open minded. Owww!! Now, I would suggest him to consider himself to further his study in psychology! He advised me very well! and I am impressed!
Dalam hati, kepala hotak ko.. ko nak kene luku kepala ko dgn siku runcing aku yang xda lemak ni? nak cuba try test?! ya Allah hai, ape la banghal orang Islam seko ni! So kiranya kalau nak jadi open minded aku perlu lah melakukan perkara itu? xpelah ye.. terima kasih je la... saya suka berfikiran jumud seperti ni... at least nampak lain daripada yang lain siket.. lebih baik aku jumud daripada mak bapak aku dengan rela hatinya melapah aku pakai parang karat kat blakang umah tu buat sup! bongok lah ko!
Then he asked me, "are you bisexual?"
ni lagi la... dah bodoh.. bangang pulak kan sekarang! haah aku bisex.. nape? ko nak ke? aku amek semalam satu pompuan RM500.. kalau lelaki up siket RM 1000.. sebab kalau pompuan byk benda leh buat.. kalau laki sangat limited. jadi susah siket! bodoh!! ape la masalah orang ni.. first time aku dapat tukang facial psycho macam ni... dah la aku dalam tu sorang2, kang dia terkam aku yang kering melidi ni mampos aku... jadi kalau aku xpegang tgn pompuan maksudnya aku gay la ek??! xlah.. saya xda perasaan dgn laki2 and dgn perempuan.. saya ada perasaan dengan kucing rumah saya... nampak dia sexy gila.. tertiap hari xpakai baju! xmacam manusia, tutup... so xpuas tgk.. tgk kucing putih saya ni gila seksi! tanpa seurat benang kat badan dia. just rantai kutu tu je yang ada!
Haaa.. kan seksi tuh! kucing ak bogel! siap buat pose lagi kat atas katil aku!
HAMBIK KAU
to u >>> BRENGSEK!!!!
continue...
After I had a horror facial treatment, I continue with my hair creambath and massage. Thank god not the same person. A new hair dresser. Huuh... Relief! A male as well. Ok, the purpose I am choosing male hair dresser is because I am a guy, and I DO mind if a girl touch me. Unless there is no male hair dresser in respected salon ok! [Somehow I am certain that I am a KISAS student! hahhaha]... I have a nice and relaxing massage and hair spa until my skin looks like I was abused! Its red all over my body!!!
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tulang yang berkulit kene dera! merah satu badan
Finally went to the counter, to pay... Rp 55,000 (RM20++) ONLY!! yeah baby! I am looking forward to go there again and again! hahaha
Conclusion :
1. Mission to write a proper English : FAILED
2. Mission to pamper myself : SUCCEEDED
Thursday, 22 April 2010
W.U
Selamat Malam dalam bahasa omputih good evening okey!
hari ni aku rasa nak menulis tp versi kampung mak bapak aku iaitu Melayu.. ceh!! macam la aku orang putih kan... belagak je lebih... padahal kalau la ada orang baca posts aku semua mesti masuk ICU sebab byk sgt muntah or esok dah kene sembahyang jenazah... teruk sgt punya pasal.. upsss.. xpela i xkesah... i nak belajar how to sepiking inglisss.. hahaha... grammar dah kompem ranap dah... bedal je la...
ape perasaan hari ni.. stress!! ape kess?? banyak kes! yang teragung, hari ni konon nye la baru nak jadi jutawan kali kedua p western union nak amik duit dari brunei.. sugar mommy postkan duit tanda kasih sayang kat aku.. pergi-pergi "maaf ya, WU mandiri hari offline, pergi ke muwardi aja" ok la kan selamat mbak yang cakap tu dengan penoh sopan dan santun... soo terimala.. masalahnya muwardi tu besar kot makcik oi.. kaki aku ni dah la tak ada lemak... jalan2 jauh mau dislocated semuanya!!! esok jalan xleh nak jalan macam aktor korea dah! haruslah sakit! pegel2 mbak oi! dah lah x bg tahu bank mana, macam main amazing race pulak kan... pusing2 keliling muwardi yang besar macam 3x pavilion tu cari bendera western union! gila!!!
dah sampai sure2 la aku macam baru abis sauna, selamat mas jaga tu xtegur aku... kalau tegur memang ketepek sekali kene kat muka! PANGGG!!! xpun aku lap kat muka kau peluh ketiak aku! penat macam semot!! semot pon xpenat macam ni! haaih..hangin aku...
bank ni lagi indah, dah la lampu malam ala2 nak buat tempat simpan dadah ke pelacur ke.. xpon TKI yang nak anta jadi PATI!!! kerusi untuk customer lak, siapa nak duduk tarik je kerusi kat meja customer service tu... ko hengat ni hape? woi kedai kopi yang cikai tu pon ada kerosi plastik! open air, xda AC.. korang? ya Allah , tolong la.. jgn la kedekot sgt... perot semua yang laki2 dah boncet, cukup la tu, stop makan and duit makan tu beli la kerusi untuk customer okeh!!
nak jadikan cerita, aku kene settlekan benda ni 2 peringkat, mula2 urusan dgn customer service pastu dengan kat kaunter penerimaan dia... dalam 5 tempat customer service yang ada satu je yang bukak!!!! gila betol! dah la 6 orang yang tunggu! pompuan2 extra 4 ekor tu nak buat apa? PATI? ke nak buat perhiasan? kalau ye pon nak buat perhiasan cari la yang CANTEK siket.. ni semua CAmTaEK buat apa... perut tu kalau buat spare tyre, satu jakarta dia boleh support.. pastu kalau rasa xcukup tepung gomak kat umah kikis muke dia! siyesly, jgn la HORROR sgt kalau ye pon nak jadi perhiasan.. elok je 4 ekor lagi tu borak2 macam xda customer lain nak uruskan... memang siot nak mampos... lepas dekat sejam lebih tunggu baru la 2nd kaunter aktif balik.. selamat ko xpanggil aku.. kalau x memang ko kene tumbukan sulung dari aku.. ko xtahu , tulang aku ni tulang besi.. nampak je aku ni kering melidi tp tulang aku LUAR BIASA! xmungkin patah punya! kalau nak pipi tu chubby lagi try la panggil nama aku..
yang best tu, lepas pompuan tu panggil, the first kaunter tu panggil number aku... to my great HORROR aku org last! selamat la mbak tu baik.. kalau x, hesh.... geram betol aku pegawai2 diorang ni... nak kata hebat, xlah..cantek? xjugak seksi? seksa adalah... pastu nak cover pakai foundation tebal sepuloh inchi.. kononnya nak nampakkan ko tu sawo matang la? padahal ular sawo! hahaha.. nampak leher haaa hambik kau! siang diatas malam dibawah.. kalau ye pon nak pakai foundation pakai la merata biar kat leher tu nampak putih jugak.. ngong betol.. aku yang lelaki ni pon bleh pk logik! kalau rasa kedekot, pakai nipis2 sudah jadi sekata dari pakai 10 inchi atas tp leher hitam jugak ape kess... kompem2 la org kate ko hitam gaak... bongok.. nanti kalau nak belajar mekup hantar kat member aku aku... minah hawt nama dia.. dia memang pandai bab2 ni, siap x da kerja, buat rambut lepas kelas.. haaa tu kan... passion fruit nye pasal! xyah kuar nak curl rambut... duk umah pon xpe...ok!
geram aku... ni la etika kerja ramai org.. gaji nak byk kerja xnak... kalau mak bapak korang ada berjuta-juta RINGGIT nak support kau and anak2 ko nanti xpe la, ni parents pon ala2 wasiat 10 ribu je sorang xyah la nak belagak.. 10 ribu tu bagi kat aku sekejap je habis!! malas ya rabbi! kalau malas, jadi cantik! masalahnya korang tu tak! kalau la bank tu 1st requirement dia nak cantek, kompem xsempat nak sini borang, borang tu dah automatic terkoyak... dia pon tahu korang xcantek tahu x!! kerja la weyh!!!
ok tetbe ngantuk.. zzzzzz
hari ni aku rasa nak menulis tp versi kampung mak bapak aku iaitu Melayu.. ceh!! macam la aku orang putih kan... belagak je lebih... padahal kalau la ada orang baca posts aku semua mesti masuk ICU sebab byk sgt muntah or esok dah kene sembahyang jenazah... teruk sgt punya pasal.. upsss.. xpela i xkesah... i nak belajar how to sepiking inglisss.. hahaha... grammar dah kompem ranap dah... bedal je la...
ape perasaan hari ni.. stress!! ape kess?? banyak kes! yang teragung, hari ni konon nye la baru nak jadi jutawan kali kedua p western union nak amik duit dari brunei.. sugar mommy postkan duit tanda kasih sayang kat aku.. pergi-pergi "maaf ya, WU mandiri hari offline, pergi ke muwardi aja" ok la kan selamat mbak yang cakap tu dengan penoh sopan dan santun... soo terimala.. masalahnya muwardi tu besar kot makcik oi.. kaki aku ni dah la tak ada lemak... jalan2 jauh mau dislocated semuanya!!! esok jalan xleh nak jalan macam aktor korea dah! haruslah sakit! pegel2 mbak oi! dah lah x bg tahu bank mana, macam main amazing race pulak kan... pusing2 keliling muwardi yang besar macam 3x pavilion tu cari bendera western union! gila!!!
dah sampai sure2 la aku macam baru abis sauna, selamat mas jaga tu xtegur aku... kalau tegur memang ketepek sekali kene kat muka! PANGGG!!! xpun aku lap kat muka kau peluh ketiak aku! penat macam semot!! semot pon xpenat macam ni! haaih..hangin aku...
bank ni lagi indah, dah la lampu malam ala2 nak buat tempat simpan dadah ke pelacur ke.. xpon TKI yang nak anta jadi PATI!!! kerusi untuk customer lak, siapa nak duduk tarik je kerusi kat meja customer service tu... ko hengat ni hape? woi kedai kopi yang cikai tu pon ada kerosi plastik! open air, xda AC.. korang? ya Allah , tolong la.. jgn la kedekot sgt... perot semua yang laki2 dah boncet, cukup la tu, stop makan and duit makan tu beli la kerusi untuk customer okeh!!
nak jadikan cerita, aku kene settlekan benda ni 2 peringkat, mula2 urusan dgn customer service pastu dengan kat kaunter penerimaan dia... dalam 5 tempat customer service yang ada satu je yang bukak!!!! gila betol! dah la 6 orang yang tunggu! pompuan2 extra 4 ekor tu nak buat apa? PATI? ke nak buat perhiasan? kalau ye pon nak buat perhiasan cari la yang CANTEK siket.. ni semua CAmTaEK buat apa... perut tu kalau buat spare tyre, satu jakarta dia boleh support.. pastu kalau rasa xcukup tepung gomak kat umah kikis muke dia! siyesly, jgn la HORROR sgt kalau ye pon nak jadi perhiasan.. elok je 4 ekor lagi tu borak2 macam xda customer lain nak uruskan... memang siot nak mampos... lepas dekat sejam lebih tunggu baru la 2nd kaunter aktif balik.. selamat ko xpanggil aku.. kalau x memang ko kene tumbukan sulung dari aku.. ko xtahu , tulang aku ni tulang besi.. nampak je aku ni kering melidi tp tulang aku LUAR BIASA! xmungkin patah punya! kalau nak pipi tu chubby lagi try la panggil nama aku..
yang best tu, lepas pompuan tu panggil, the first kaunter tu panggil number aku... to my great HORROR aku org last! selamat la mbak tu baik.. kalau x, hesh.... geram betol aku pegawai2 diorang ni... nak kata hebat, xlah..cantek? xjugak seksi? seksa adalah... pastu nak cover pakai foundation tebal sepuloh inchi.. kononnya nak nampakkan ko tu sawo matang la? padahal ular sawo! hahaha.. nampak leher haaa hambik kau! siang diatas malam dibawah.. kalau ye pon nak pakai foundation pakai la merata biar kat leher tu nampak putih jugak.. ngong betol.. aku yang lelaki ni pon bleh pk logik! kalau rasa kedekot, pakai nipis2 sudah jadi sekata dari pakai 10 inchi atas tp leher hitam jugak ape kess... kompem2 la org kate ko hitam gaak... bongok.. nanti kalau nak belajar mekup hantar kat member aku aku... minah hawt nama dia.. dia memang pandai bab2 ni, siap x da kerja, buat rambut lepas kelas.. haaa tu kan... passion fruit nye pasal! xyah kuar nak curl rambut... duk umah pon xpe...ok!
geram aku... ni la etika kerja ramai org.. gaji nak byk kerja xnak... kalau mak bapak korang ada berjuta-juta RINGGIT nak support kau and anak2 ko nanti xpe la, ni parents pon ala2 wasiat 10 ribu je sorang xyah la nak belagak.. 10 ribu tu bagi kat aku sekejap je habis!! malas ya rabbi! kalau malas, jadi cantik! masalahnya korang tu tak! kalau la bank tu 1st requirement dia nak cantek, kompem xsempat nak sini borang, borang tu dah automatic terkoyak... dia pon tahu korang xcantek tahu x!! kerja la weyh!!!
ok tetbe ngantuk.. zzzzzz
Wednesday, 14 April 2010
The Aged-Women
I was so sad when I gazed to that women - her tiring routine of taking care her three grandchildren, preparing nice and delectable dishes day and night, until she has less time of her own. Keeping herself hectic doing all the chores even though she has a permanent maid and the other comes twice a week. I would suggest that those maids are not maids at all! If they were maids, they should do everything and she - the old lady, should rest and enjoy her life happily in peace and tranquility with her loving husband and her children. But it does not happen that way! Pathetic! I am sorry for you lady. If I could give a hand, I will. BUT I'M NOT! I am the child who is not a child! Not at all, I did not help her as much as I could! Even worse, I dragged her into my miseries! If I am her child, I should ease her burden, and I should take a good care of her. What I did? I didn't help her to prepare the lunch, I didn't help her for the chores, or any other thing that I should do. As you can see I am, now, writing this nonsense pretending that I feel sorry for her while I don't even know what she is doing right now. Hypocrite? I think so. If she is sleeping right now, I hope she sleeps tightly without any disturbance late at night. You deserve better than what you have right now. You succeeded to give your children everything that they need. You have thought them very well. They should thank you for every single thing that you have done to them. I need to thank to you. More than "thank" I think. You deserve more mom. You should have decent clothes bought by your children, everyday when you wake up, you should have a nice breakfast with your beloved husband prepared by either you children or the maid. You should go for vacations paid by your children and enjoying your life. That is what you should have and not like what you have right now! mom.... I am so sorry, I have failed you.
Wednesday, 7 April 2010
U.N.D.E.R.C.O.N.S.T.R.U.C.T.I.O.N
blog is currently under construction.. to myself, your blog will be back soon! haha
RESPOND
Somebody asked, why I am acting so cold to him (refers to an XY chromosome for sure), huh! I wonder why people think that way, my best suggestion to“WHOM THIS THING MAY CONCERN” is simple, try to have a looked at yourself dude! I am so damn pissed off! As for the record, I believe I have tried to be nice to you, but did you ever appreciate that? Or you just taking it for granted? This might be a friendship that is not a friendship, because a friendship should be nice and easy, but you make me to do it otherwise. Example? Simple, when I asked you nicely, you responded like a shit of a white bull! Most of the time I guess... and then, making such wonderful excuses that you actually don’t know how to respond. Ok,
No. 1: maybe I am younger than you but I am not pathetic (if you think I am) to digest every single word that you said. Have you ever tried to understand people? Let me give you the answer... NO! You haven’t. Not at all! You just want people to care about you but you didn’t ever try to do it in returned! in another word SELFISH! Then, begged for people sympathy for that. Asking why people treated you that way. (I bet you will do the same if you read this respond. What did you do wrong that makes me write respond as such?) Simple, think back. Just think, if you did admit this is your fault, don’t just stop right there, because only by admitting, isn’t the end. Change.
Adios
P/S : I am not a good person, or a nice guy.. But I think, for at least.. I tried to be one.. especially to my friends
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