English is Crazy

I came across this poem and I find it so interesting!! Enjoy!!

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Let's face it, English does not always make sense.
There is no egg in the eggplant nor ham in a hamburger.
And neither pine nor apple is in a pineapple.
English muffins were not invented in England.
And French fries were not invented in France.

We sometimes take English for granted.
But if we examine its paradoxes
we find that Quicksand takes you down slowly,
Boxing rings are square,
And a guinea pig is neither from Guinea nor is it a pig.

If writers write, how come fingers don't fing?
If the plural of tooth is teeth,
Shouldn't the plural of phone booth be phone beeth?
If the teacher taught, Why didn't the preacher praught?

If a vegetarian eats vegetables,
What the heck does a humanitarian eat?
Why do people recite at a play, yet play at a recital?
Park on driveways and Drive on parkways?
How can the weather be as hot as hell on one day And as cold as hell on another?

You have to marvel at the unique lunacy of a language
where a house can burn up as It burns down
And in which you fill in a form, By filling it out
We have noses that run and feet that smell
And how can a slim chance and a fat chance be the same,
While a wise man and a wise guy are opposites?


English was invented by people, not computers.
And it reflects the creativity of the human race.
(Which of course isn't a race at all)

That is why, When the stars are out, they are visible
But when the lights are out, they are invisible
And it's why when I wind up my watch, It starts.
But when I wind up this poem, It ends.

Exam

Aku exam just now at 9 p.m and sangatlah teruk... sangat kecewa dengan diri sendiri.. Can I be a good doctor??

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It's QUILLING time!!

hahah.. mesti penasaran "Quilling" ni apa kan? hahaha... korang ada 2 pilihan, first, korang nak tahu detail pasal benda alah ni xpon, kedua korang dengar je aku eksplen. kalau korang pilih nombor satu, korg just click kat sini atau aku simplify kan, quilling ini sebenarnya salah satu fine art yang menggunakan cara menggulung dan membentuk strips of paper menjadi satu bentuk art yang kreatif! Aku sebenarnya tak pernah tahu pon benda macam ni, jgn kate xpernah tahu, sebenarnya aku pon xpernah nak amek tahu! lol!! tapi tetiba hati suci aku rasa cam nak tgk ape benda sebenarnya benda alah ni after aku secara tak sengaja di tagged oleh budak2 kat persatuan aku kat sini PKPMI cawangan Jakarta. poster dia sangat menarik! tak caye tingok ni!

menarik tak??

the first time aku tgk promo ni aku ingat pesta deepavali! tu yang aku nak join. x deepavali, depa nak buat program macam Malaysia truly Asia, yang gabungkan tarian2 satu Malaysia.. ape sih namanya.. uda lupa gw.. hehehe.. tp tu lah.. macam keren bangeeddd!! jadi pengen ikut, sampai last2 aku baca quilling ni apa.. but then again, tak pe, walaupun benda2 ni bukan jenis aku, benda2 detail macam ni... tp aku p jugak la... rupa2nya xsangka ada jugak budak2 yang berminat, yang aneh tu lelaki pon ada gak! but then again, kenapa nak pk negatif kan..  tu satu ilmu yang dapat kita belajar, at least bila org tanya quilling tu apa, kita dapat jawab, and we can say that we have tried once... best ke tak tu, lain cite, but at least experience ada.. tol x??

Quilling ni sangat la menguji kesabaran.. serius shit!!!! sangat detail.. cape aku! selamat buat bareng ama CS (counterstrike?? hoho.. we pronounce it ce-es - e as in "esok" which means colleague, atau best buddies la) so dapat lah buat dgn seloroh...kalau tak mau emosi aku buat benda ni.. detail sgt.. cape! so pas blajar benda2 yang dulu nya aku anggap sepele or benda ngarut, actually i learn something... Something yang aku tak sangka aku dapat.. pastu ada tertibe dia buat contest plak kan... haa lagi la mampos! tambah2 stress aku! tp secara tak sengaja, aku n team mate aku menang.. tapi SAGUHATI je la.. hahaha.. haaaaa gelak! gelak!! aku bangga kot dapat saguhati! kalahkan beberapa yg lain ;p haha... above all benda ni, lumayan la untuk belajar.. so tgk2 la gambar kat bawah ni kalau2 kalian tertarik! okeh!!

 stars

dreams

butterfly

tapi ni yang susah la.. try la blaja buat yang senang2.. nak bagi orang tertarik mesti la yang cantek.. kalau camtaik mesti la xda yang nak.. hehehehe.. 

selamat mencoba!!

Sedar diri sekejap!

Setelah beberapa hari aku buat post yang berlagak kononnya aku macam omputih, tulih dalam bahasa inggeris tp tak sedar mata sepet cam pelakon korea tu.. hari ni aku tersedar la siket kan yang aku ni orang melayu.. tak sangka aku boleh berbahasa melayu dengan lancar.. hahahahaha... berlagak macam nak mampos!! memang keluar rumah kene sambar petir terus! Astaghfirullahalazim...hek3. bukan apa.. tetiba sekarang ni ku tergerak plak nak "mengetik-ngetik" kat blog ni.. oh also, kalau aku tulis dalam bahasa, it is not always malay language. selalunya dah campur aduk ngan bahasa indonesia. aku bukan sengaja macam sesetengah orang yang kononnya boleh berbahasa indonesia tp aku terpaksa sebab aku belajar kat sini. to be specific at Jakarta. dan aku allergic dgr makhluk2 tuhan yang memoyokan diri untuk cakap bahasa indo tp sebenarnya tahu.. aku rasa macam ku nak jentik je idung! okeh!

Weekends ni takada yang menarik sangat... my routine life la, orang bujang bgn kol 12 la kan.. x bujang kalau bgn awal2 pagi. tp hari ni awal siket sebab aku ada meeting batch. ada hal yang perlu di selesaikan and Alhamdulillah, untuk pertama kali meeting pasal program ni ada kata sepakat.

Dah dekat 3 bulan lebih aku dah xmasuk kuliah... seronok!!! but then again aku masuk phase lain, we call it, KKD - Kepanitraan Klinik Dasar, or, pre-clinic.. aku suka! tp lebih memenatkan la. everyday kene bukak buku ( tu org normal la ) kalau alien macam aku ni, malam2 tgk tv n tido.. tak pon routine life, p bilik member ganggu depa study, well, ku tahu aku lah setan yang nyata.. hahaha... salah diorang tinggal serumah ngan aku.. hahahaha... (bhy sungguh statement...) nnt kang mau nye seko2 baca bla dari umah ni, mati kutu aku! sorang dah bla dah, gara2 aku... hahahaha.... aku ke?? anggap je lah aku yg buat ;p

sekarang ni kat department of medicine. kalau bahasa kampung nye IPD. Ilmu penyakit dalam in english, general medicine, or lebih terkenal dgn medicine je.  stase (cycle) ni memang best!! sebb doktor dia best!!! hahaha.. aku dapat belajar as well as share many things.. tp ye la kan, budak2 group aku yang indo skema siket... eh bukan siket! byk!!! blajar je kerje dia.. kalau x blajar pacaran.. tu je la kot..  hahaha.. tp diorang baik2 semuanya... hehehe.. just skema la..  aku blaja tgk2 raba2 ketuk2 dengar2.. hahaha.. lucah sungguh bunyi nye... well, tu la dalam bm... kalau english mungkin lebih proper... bukan look2, touch2, knock2, and listen2.. but, inspection, palpation, percussion and auscultation. wow! medik sungguh!!! hahahaha

sebenarnya aku pon xsure ape benda yang aku nak merepek.. tp aku nak tulis sebab aku xnak buat english tread, sbb after this aku kene buat satu english tread lagi.. I have to.. so post yang ni menjadikan ada la gap... but then again, sekali lagi, jgn salah anggap ku menulis apa2 pon ye.. tp kalau korang nak salah anggap takpe.. ku xkisah!! hahaha...

aku rasa aku lagi senang berbahasa melayu. tp sebab aku terlalu fasih dalam bm and aku sangat huduh dalam english aku terpaksa tulih dalam ingglish biar korang kutuk byk2! hahahaha.. aku xkisoh janji aku nak belajau bahasau inggris! okeh!! adioz!

Memoirs of Jakarta - 1001 pictures will be remembered

It has been 3 years after I first came here, Jakarta. I started my life here with full of hatred. I hated Jakarta so much! I can't stand the weather, pollutions, and the hectic life of Jakarta. Oh! not to forget, the people, especially the sarcastic and irritating one! Which really got on my last nerve! I wish that I could command the sun and the moon to turn my days and nights back, until I first received the offer! But that is the past. Those things did happen to me. I live with full of hatred here. 

But then again, by hook or by crook I need to stay in Jakarta at least five and a half year. Therefore, I'd really need to change my perception and adapt to the situation. And to my surprise! Jakarta isn't bad! Not at all. I mean we need to be realistic. For sure, Malaysia, the place that I was born is way better. You can't compare to that. There's a huge different between a place that you need to stay forcefully in 5 years of time and a place that you have stayed willingly for more than 20 years! 

So I think, other than my stressful and boredom life as a medical student, I do enjoy Jakarta pretty much! I had so much laughed with friends - Indonesian and Malaysian, the malls, street foods, interesting places and etc. You see, it is undeniable that there are things that is hard for you to tolerate, but then again, I rather choose to focus on the happiness that I will get during my 5 years of living in Jakarta. There are 3 things that I still hate about Jakarta - mad drivers that honk 24/7, Indonesians who pretend to know how to speak Malay (but I hate Malaysian who pretend that they can speak Indonesian lang. more! I hate those Malays) and my maid aka mbak. Above all I think Jakarta is okay!

The only problem is when the allowance is not sufficient. Seriously, living in Jakarta, with the living cost is high, one thousand ringgit is not enough. Just try to survive with a thousand than you'll understand what I mean. 

Me @ ZARA

@ Yogjakarta

During lecture with friends :)

Hang out with mates!

Hotel duty!

They are so-called juniors!

Buddies @ DUFAN! 

Raya with colleagues!

Tourist!

Thanksgiving Holiday

Yesterday was Thanksgiving Holiday. I wonder why I should be in class, still! Argghh!! hahaha... It is so awkward to celebrate Thanksgiving if we're not in America and Canada. I haven't had a chance to celebrate either. I think, Malaysia too, should have a Thanksgiving-like celebration. Hehehe.. I bet, some of us, Malaysians, especially those who study Islamic teaching might think that I am insane suggesting this kind of celebration. But, if I am wrong, I am sorry! But, I used to think that way. What is it? I thought that Thanksgiving is a religious festival/celebration of Christian like Christmas and Eidul Fitri in Islam. Yeah, I know, I was so stupid of not knowing that until recently, for the past few years I met a friend, he is an American. We share many things, as well as celebration in both country. Then I know that Thanksgiving, is actually a non-religious celebration that is celebrated by all Americans - Muslims, Christians, Buddhist, Native American as well as Aborigines. It is actually a public holiday held by United States to give thank to all they earned.. Is it? hahaha.. But, you get the idea. Even though if you read through some articles about thanksgiving, there are some religious issues there, but actually, it is not a specific celebration for specific religion. It's like Independence Day, where everybody can join. The best part is during Thanksgiving, you are able to meet all you relatives. Everybody come back home like eidulfitri. Also, there's turkey!! that is why in America some might call it Turkey Day! I always thought turkey is for Christmas! Argghhh as silly as I am! I think, that is enough for thanksgiving. I am currently so sleepy. I actually, wasn't sure why I write this. Maybe this link about Thanksgiving might help us to understand more about culture around the world. At least we know something about what's happening around the world!

Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

Moral : Teachers, students, community

I bet, I have least readers when I choose this title! There is a question before the first sentence actually, DO I ACTUALLY HAVE READERS?? hahaha. Well, I totally doubt it, but before my mood turns melancholy, therefore I choose to think that I have thousands of readers like you guys have! hehe. So that, I've more confidence while writing this issue. Its a short entry, because I believe the longer I write, the worse it can be. I glance to Facebook news feed, I read many things, and there are few of those that makes me feel uncomfortable with.  Bare in mind, I have written something on the sidebars, I am not a decent one, therefore my writing and point of view might be different from others. Also, I wrote this, doesn't mean that I am good, or perfect or what so ever it is. I am no good, but at least I wrote this to show that I am sensitive to the things that happened around nowadays!

How morally decades our community is? I bet some of us, have seen a video clip in Youtube featuring a teacher, miming songs and makes us laugh and entertained! Or two boys smacking an old man-a beggar in front of the crowd, or maybe, the latest clip is a couple kissing at Pavilion. If you haven't seen it yet, I think, technology makes everything easy right now. Get what I mean?

There are various perspective when it comes to these issues. Some says, there's nothing wrong about it, some says that, maybe its okay, and some might think that there's nothing wrong at all.. I, too, have my own opinion and mine is a bit conservative. I have a thought of an old man, yeah I know, Kuala Lumpur has failed to modernize my view. 

You see, I was upset because those videos were uploaded in youtube. Why? What's wrong? My answer is as simple as : that shows how dreadful our moral is. Sorry to say, people nowadays are "too" shy to show that. To me, when I say the word "too" I am referring to this.. Or, in the opposite meaning of the adjective itself. You see, learning is a lifetime process, life itself is a teacher. But sometimes, you'll find the real teachers as in schools, college or even university. They educate people/students. I link you the some of it in case, you really wanna know, the real definition of each word. It is important to understand those words that I stressed because that is the reason, I feel upset about the situation. To educate someone, doesn't mean that you teach them how to write, speak, and calculate. But the gist of education is to mold them to be a wholesome person. We have heard this poem about how vital teachers' roles are in molding students attitude. Allow me to quote :

Jika hari ini seorang Perdana Menteri berkuasa
Jika hari ini seorang Raja menaiki takhta
Jika hari ini seorang Presiden sebuah negara
Jika hari ini seorang ulama yang mulia
Jika hari ini seorang peguam menang bicara
Jika hari ini seorang penulis terkemuka
Jika hari ini siapa saja menjadi dewasa;
Sejarahnya dimulakan oleh seorang guru biasa
Dengan lembut sabarnya mengajar tulis-baca. 

Again I am sorry, but, I wonder, what happen to the students if a teacher himself/herself not showing a good example to the students? Especially primary schools. They might not give comments like I do, but it change their perception of what is good and bad. The question is, is it wrong to do that (the videos)? In my deepest opinion, nope! there is nothing wrong of doing that IF you are not a teacher. Why? Because to their eyes, teachers are their role models! especially me! I valued teachers so much! That is why I am somehow, upset and pissed off when I see such things. When a teacher did something that they shouldn't do, the students might give us ample reasons why they (the students) do such things. Who is to be blamed?? Some says, everybody, or nobody, but honestly I am factual. So I say it is teacher's fault. You see, everybody has their own rights to do this and that, I know, I can even tell you more about human rights! Trust me, I am well versed in those human right issues. We may have the rights not to listen or care to what people say, but then again, is that the right thing to do? Even if it is for the sake of moral values we are willing to abandon others opinion? It is so obvious isn't it? that I am referring to one teacher. And I write a long one? Sorry but I think it affects me THHHHHHHAAAAAAAT MUCH! Try to look back, the reason of becoming a teacher at the very first place? You might want to entertain others but to me this isn't the right way. I met many teachers enjoys blogging to share their experience and knowledge to the rest of the world, and I think you should consider that too!

Ok, let us see the consequences of the act. I mentioned about 3 videos at the earliest part of this entry, the other two might be the result of the act. It is a combination of parents, teachers and community. It is what I can call negligence. Maybe, there is no exact correlation between those 3 videos but you get my point. In general, its true. I taught people once, sorry to say, I feel embarrassed and guilty to myself! Classroom are like football fields. Teachers are like friends ( the least of respect that they show to them) That's the fact. that is the reality. not entirely but I can say 50% of the students are like that. That is what happened in secondary schools. Why? because the the fundamental isn't strong enough in their primaries. Primary school isn't just teaching them how to read and write! TV can be a teacher then! 

I am sorry but I was somehow pissed off. If it is not a teacher who do that, I might not be like this. the end.

A quote

"  Watch your thoughts, they become words. Watch your words, they become your actions. Watch your actions, they become habits. Watch your habits, they become character. Watch your character, it becomes your destiny."

~Frank Outlaw~

Helping

I was triggered by a friend of mine via his article to write this kind of post again...I want to share something that happened recently in my life as a junior-doctor-to-be. Unlike for the past 3 years, I was stuck in lecture hall listening to every single details that I need to know to become a doctor. A ground breaking doctor I guess.. But, I think, I didn't learn much during those times... Now, I am in a 6 months session of pre-clinic (2 months to go) before I graduate and becoming the real so-called-junior-doctor. So, unlike in classes that I had before, students are devided into groups, 6-7 students each group, and to my surprise, I was the only guy in my group! until, my friend which happens to be my housemate joined my group.. Thanked god! My group mates? They are so cool! I mean, I am a choosy person, means that, it is hard for me to get along with somebody if I don't like them, even I tried so hard! Trust me! I tried it before, until I was able to gather mountains of hatred to that person while I was trying so hard to accept it the way it is. Its futile! But this group? I think it so cool! we can co-operate and tolerate so much!

Far left : Endah, Eki, Joan, Eka, MORON!

Ok, back to the business. to my surprised, some of them asked me to teach them English. I whispered deep inside, are you serious??haha you should reconsider that first before you want to learn from me! For, you'll find that I am no good in English too!! Some might say that, I am liar or even worse I'm showing off! Oh puhleeesee! I am not.. Seriously, I know myself better than you guys do, my teachers know me better than you guys too! I am still learning right now, proof? that is the reason why, I write things in English, because at least, my English is sustained. Also, I am still in the process of learning. I read this blog (my beloved teachers' blog!) and some others (English-based blogs) that I found pretty worthwhile. I have no time to read novels and I tend to get bored of reading novels! Lazy? Hell yeah! I wonder what pills you guys ate until you can read such thick materials, I can't even finish a book! hurm.. Or maybe I am too busy with other stuff so, I had no extra time to read novels. Hahaha... I opt the later for it sounds more Aiman.. is it? that's a true lie then!  But a good one ;) hahahahha

I tend to dragged myself away from the topic isn't it? hehe.. Yeah, they asked me to teach them. I am not being down to earth or humble or what so ever it is but, I think I am not the right person for you guys to learn English, but then again, I will try to help, as long as I can, and this is my first attempt to help. I hope by reading this, you guys could earn something.  Something that I hope beneficial even just a little. Okeh!! I think the essence of every language is through reading, so does English. You'll tend to get familiar with unfamiliar words and phrases, but I would like to suggest you try to write before you speak. There are those who can speak, but sorry to say, its pathetic when I heard them speaking, and me, I am a piece of that jigsaw puzzle too! hahaha.. silly me! Just write, don't bother to do mistakes, because once you read it again and again, you'll know your mistake and you'll learn from it.

I think that's all :)

Adios!

Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows

MY MOVIE DAY!

Trust me.. Its good! but novel is the best! 

But then again, you shouldn't compare with novel. 

So be realistic. Every novel-based movie is like that. 

ABOVE ALL, I AM IMPRESSED :)

Indonesia and Malaysia

Wow! It is a huge topic to discuss when it comes to this matters. But then again, I think, they are a few things that we need to know about it in general. I am not going to write a so-called-factual essay about it, but I write it base on my observation and my OWN judgment on some aspect.

Indonesia is a really huge country with times population compared to Malaysia, therefore to govern such a huge amount of citizens is even harder. Millions of ideas and points of view, tons of problems, and etc. When you are a Malaysian, came here as a tourist, trust me you won't learn as much as we- the students do. Things that you might learn are, shopping in Indonesia is so cheap, there are a lot of nice places to sip the air, and how gorgeous an Indonesian does. No offense but those are the only things that Malaysian tourists will learn when step their foot here. Not to be skeptical, even though I know that, there are those who will learn more that just that, but to your own surprise, you will find only few of them. And I think, I know some of the "fews" 

It is undeniable, compared to Indonesia, we - Malaysia has left them few ranks ahead in terms of economy. Try to read this so that you know what I mean. We left Indonesia 50 steps behind us in either IMF and World Bank ranking for per capita. 

My fellow Indonesians, I hope you'll read till the end before you get pissed-off with me. And for Malaysians, don;t get too excited with such achievements! You see, due to this facts, given by the world, Malaysians used to think that every single part of Indonesia is cheaper, comparatively. Even those who stay in Indonesia, working here said so. Especially the government servants who was sent here. Is it true? Not really..Open your eyes wide Malaysians! Read more! Don't just make your judgment base on the one that you watch on TV a.k.a dramas.. Read here and here to reveal the truth that you never know. Even McDonalds is more expensive in Jakarta. So try not to be so narrow minded with you little information that you gain through gossips and tv, said that Indonesia is cheap! Ok, somehow, I was dragged by my emotion (wow, emotions can drag me away! what a surprise!) because everybody said living in Indonesia is not as expensive as in Malaysia. And no body (especially those who work here try to say that its wrong!) You need to understand, there is a huge different between you visit Indonesia for  a week, buying nice clothes and antiques to staying here for years with limited income but high expanses. Take note and bare in mind. So try to dig deeper, our brain isn't that shallow to digest information.

However, there is a  good thing of having such condition in Indonesia. The way I look at it, Indonesians have the guts to stand and support their country. In another  word, patriotism. They have that. And they embraced it, the let, every Indonesian being to have such precious pieces of feeling buried into the heart of all Indonesian. Wow! exaggerate isn't it? nope. to me, its true. Almost true.I hate to admit it but then again it is so true. How proud they are of becoming an Indonesian. As for Malaysia... Hahaha.. the only thing I can say, is that Malaysians nowadays have forgotten the essence of appreciating their own country. How do I know. Easy, I wore that shoe before I came here, Jakarta. We say, we are proud to be Malaysian, but we are not entirely embraced it. I should say, Suharto did a really good job to seed patriotism in the heart of Indonesians. 


I have my own opinion about this issue, why we - Malaysians are unlike them. It has been 53 years after we obtained "Merdeka". I do admit, within 53 years of aged, they managed to govern Malaysia very well. Politics, economy, agriculture, affairs and technology, indeed, very well developed and growth.. However, because of these luxuries that our ancestors have established and given to us, we tend to forget, how grateful we should be. Why? because, we are in comfort state.. I mean, everything is before our eyes.. Everything.. Unlike them, years ago, they lived in hardship. Everything that they earned was only as a bulwark against starvation.  Its hard for you to communicate and etc. But, just look at what happened nowadays, even a 5 year-old child can have a brand new phone! We are living in luxury, until we forget how hard it was before we were born, how, our grandparents strive to achieve something that we have right now. That is the reason why we forget and forgot.. Unlike the Indonesians, they need to admit, due to a large scale of territory, they have more problems comparatively. And one of it is poverty. Poverty is hardship. Therefore they learn how to appreciate more. Especially when they earn something. I wasn't sure the exact correlation between those (or maybe I know but I can't explain) but it seems that their hardship are paid off!



As a conclusion, 2 points,


1. Economy 
2. Patriotism


Think about it!

Susahnya!

Alhamdulillah, so far everything berjalan dengan lancar... semua stase yang aku ambik masih lulus... terima kasih tuhan... Dosa terlalu banyak, tapi kau masih berikan aku dan rakan-rakan yang lain nikmat yang banyak.. Alhamdulillah... Para-clinic, pediatric, psychiatry and neurology Alhamdulillah semuanya lulus.. walaupun parasitology kene ulang ujian hari tu.. tapi tak pe la kan... tapi yang buat aku stress out bukan apa, sekarang ni tengah department of surgery, so macam banyak gila benda kene baca sebab everyday ada quiz.. malangnya aku ni super duper pemalas!!! arrrghh,,,, that makes me stress out kot!! so SUSAHNYA!  nak jadi rajin.. kadang-kadang jeles tgk kawan-kawan yang rajin,.. macam mana nak jadi macam diorang... dah berusaha.. tapi masih belum berjaya untuk jadi rajin.. harapnya satu masa nanti aku jadi la rajin... huhuhu

the end!

Friends

Indah hidup kalau kita ada kawan.. Lagi indah kalau kawan itu memahami kita dan mengerti perasaan kita... Sebenarnya tanap kita sedari, perkenalan dengan seseorang tu merupakan suatu kurniaan Allah kepada kita.. Shabat menjadi asbab untuk kita gembira, sedar baik dan buruk kita, membantu kita jadi lebih baik... Tapi kita jarang bersyukur dengan kurniaan tuhan yang satu ini... Jadi, sementara kita ingat, sebut lah Alhamdulillah sebagai tanda syukur kita kepada Allah sebab dah berikan kita nikmat seperti ini...

Aku sedih sekarang sebab kawan aku, my close friend, the one yang aku selalu curhat, accident last saturday... Intracranial hemorrhage.. Unfortunately, I am a medical student.. so I know what could happen if that thing happens to patient... I am so worried.. and yet, I am too far to meet him at the hospital.. Sad? I am devastated.by the situation... Positive? God thought me how to be patient in such situation... Negative? I don't know what happen to him, I can't see him before my eyes.. People might say he is okay, but then again, it is a doctor job to say everything is fine.. right? (not entirely, but yeah.... 80% of the situation)

Lesson : appreciate ur friend, while you can

yesterday, I did something wrong again... to my other friend.. seriously, I don't mean to say that.. but... i don't know... I thought it was just a joke.. hopefully the flaws are forgiven...

tolong doakan member aku yang sorang ni... he undergoes an operation... I AM SO WORRIED..

New Department

Department of Psychiatry

Pediatric

A lot of things to cover... More than 20 cases and physical examination need to be mastered within two days.. I don't think that I can... But then again, what is the purpose of living if you don't fight! I'll do my best! when this entry is posted, I am already in the class striving.. Hope I can make it, like others do.. InshaAllah

Department of Pediatric

It has been one week after I started my journey into pediatric department... Honestly, I love it, means that I do understand now, how and what its like to be a doctor.. or at least a pediatrician-to-be, which definitely so not me... We got the chance to do the history taking ourselves and as well as physical examination.. Isn't that exciting?!

But the problem is that, you need to have all the knowledge stuck in your very brain before you hit the road! I mean, after wasting 3 years of my life in Jakarta, knowing-nothing-at-all, it is so hard for me to do this kind of thing.. Don't blame me for that.. haha... Blame the environment for not being comfortable enough , which makes me so hard to read all the books. Or blame the weather instead! for its too hot until I choose to sleep all the time.. hehe.. and blame the laptop! the only reason I stuck in front of this sophisticated-awkward alien is because, Facebook, and Twitter.. lol~

I need to understand many things in limited of time! Worst part?? 

E X A M . I S . O N . F R I D A Y !

Oh please.... please be kind and pray for my success.. thank you :)

trust me! being a doctor is not as happy as this one... 

she got ADHD..  that's why she smiles a lot! hahaha

Bandoeng Games Rock!

Hahahahahaha... it has been two weeks after Bandung Games, and I only update about it... NOW!!  As a conclusion, I am a super-lazy-boy stuck in a very inconducive atmosphere and environment.. and not to forget the time constrain of becoming a-doctor-to-be-and-not-a-doc-wanna-be. So it takes me weeks to share...

Bandung as a whole, is ok for me... Allow me to say something before I show how happy I was when I was in Bandoeng..

1. Dinner : C. I am sorry to say, but I think the committee members should learn more to organize such a huge event like this.. [muniri will be so piss-off when she reads this.. hehe.. but then again, it depends on how you taking it.. if it is to improve your skills, I think, why you need to be pissed with such comment aite?] This is a huge event, VIP is a minister, so, you need to ensure everything is in a good co-ordination. Students' discipline and other... To me, it is not yet, up to the standard of a Bandung Games... First attempt is not an excuse because I believe Bandung has quite experienced holding this kind of events.

2. Masters of Ceremony : hurm... they need to learn more... Master of Ceremony is the MASTER of the ceremony... Protocols, formality, language and etc.. You need to master everything... I am not trying to say that I am good..I am not.. Not at all.. I have seen many talented MCs more that I do.. And in fact, I'm good in one occasion only.. Formal occasion. That's why I am kind of upset with the MCs performance that night.. Advice... try to learn more.. In fact, we should be grateful we have Mr. Rudy to guide us..

3. Saturday : A- except netball team.. 2 games in a row.. until 4 players from Jakarta injured...So if they use "this is the first time" excuse.. I accept it. Even though I pissed off a little bit.. But, its rational to use that excuse. so i was pissed just a little bit..

4. Closing ceremony : again C. Complaints?? there is a huge different  between Sports Day @ school and Bandung Games.. SHOULD BE.. ok... I was so late.. so these were the comments from those players that I heard.. Jkt, Srby, Malang, Yogja and few ore... (I think its true too!) Hey! look at the positive way... At least you can improve rather than being satisfied all the time :)

5. Overall, it is not about how you do but it's why... And even though there were things that I said above were "negative" but hey, objective achieved! We gather, we meet new friends.. It is more important than the dinner that I mentioned isn't it? Good job guys! I know its hard.. Honestly, I know how hard it is... So, I think, everything is ok :)

Partner in Crime

Jakarta vs Pekan Baru

Bandoeng!!!!! Syok Abizz!

Farewell Bandung!

Blood Donation! WOW!

Bowling... hahahhaha.. shhhh

Part time Model : MDD lol~

I too, an artist... It runs in my blood ok Yuna!

KOAS RACUN

Dasar kau koas racun
baru jaga eh udah tidur
PF nggak sopan santun
...mentang-mentang pasien orang kampung

Kau asal inspeksi
kau asal palpasi
kau asal perkusi

Eh kau goblok sekali
tanpa auskultasi kau bilang tanpa rhonki
Eh kau tak tahu malu
pasiennya apneu kau malah happy-happy

Pasien kelojotan
matanya melotot
Lima menit kejang
kamu malah ngorok

Banyak-banyak kau gaya
nilai enggak pernah A
Dasar koas alay
kerjanya cuma santai

Sorry sorry sorry dek
konsulen sudah tahu
Sorry sorry sorry gan
Kau ngulang tahun depan!

Returning

There are few things that I believe, I should proud to be a Malaysian, especially nowadays,

1. Rapid growth of the country itself. I mean, even though the world now, is struck by a global economic crisis, Malaysia once again, stand-up and managed to survive through this polemic. Malaysians are ground-breakers!

2. We have our unique way in solving either internal or foreign problems. The idea of diplomacy, is among the best solution to ensure that problems are solved. Not just an ordinary diplomacy, remember! Malaysia is well-known of its "sopan dan santun", "berbudi pekerti" etc. The combination of these qualities and "diplomacy" makes us shine in the eyes of the world.

3. Outstanding achievements. Years ago, some of us, banned the government (even some of the government servants as well) for their "stupidity" proposing the twin tower,  international circuit and etc.. Claiming these "stupid" ideas consumed a huge amount of money. But! at the end of the day, these brilliant ideas proposed by the government are the things that makes every single Malaysian proud! Read this (KLCC) and this (SIC) for more info.

What else? Oh yesterday, I googled something and to my surprise I found this thing! :

Link : The top international destinations in 2009

In contrary, there few things that I do feel upset with Malaysia. Actually not Malaysia but Malaysians.. And most of it is the attitude.

1. Proud to be Malaysian! : Many Malaysians are proud to be a part of this wonderful country! And so am I. But that is not just that. Proud-to-be-Malaysian is not only the way you are feeling proud but most importantly, your actions towards your country! What do you do? Hanging out with your best friends at the best mall that this country offers? Is that all? Wasting your time here and there? Sitting around and wait for the government's aid? Is it? Think about it. Show to everybody that you are REALLY proud to be a Malaysian.. Act now! or else, I guaranteed that your child in the future will mocked you before your face because of those thing. Think about it.

2. This is actually my "MAIN" point. read this. I mean, it is true that you want to have a better life.. So, do I. some of the foreign countries offers more and better opportunities to us. And it is undeniable that the wage is higher, comparatively. But what makes me feel sad, is that, these Malaysians, sometimes abandoning their own country as well.. You can google it and you might fine many articles or even videos about Malaysians in overseas complaining about their own country. And now, when Malaysia has grown better economically, they claim that Malaysia is THEIR beloved country. Oh! That's a very selfish of them! You throw away your country, and then, seconds after that you hug them back when they make you proud! Learn this quality please... That, you can feel proud.

3. Sorry to say, but I have a very firm stand of this patriotic issue.

Above all, proud to be Malaysian! :D

Justin Bieber

Oh Crap! now the world of entertainment are eagerly discussing about the newly cute and famous young artist, Justin Bieber is actually a 51 year-old man who's masquerading like a 16 year-old, Justin! Hahaha... It's all over the news! In fact, here, in Jakarta there's an hour tv program, specifically discussing about the issue! And now, the funniest part is that all the Bieber's fan are so confused with the situation (until some of them cried! haha)..

watch this if you wanna know further

Justin Bieber Found To Be Cleverly Disguised 51-Year-Old Pedophile

And now, police are identifying the fact, either Justin is a really 16 year-old boy, or actually he is an old man, having a psychiatric disorder, or to be more specific its pedophile. You can read this to get more information about this psychiatric disorder. To me, the investigation is kind of absurd in some way... Yeah, LAPD are investigating all the clothes, or anything else that this so-called Bieber possess to identify whether he is a "true" Bieber or the "false" one...

Don't you think that these peoples are just making this things up?? I mean, just to show that LAPD is doing something.. I don't know actually but my opinion is that, why don't they just arrest the 51 year-old Bieber and then forced the 16 year-old Bieber to show up/reveal himself to the crowd? If he shows up, it means that the story of an old Bieber is just another story that people made it up.. And if he doesn't show up, mean that the Bieber that "everybody" likes is just an old pedophile! hahaha

is that easy?? And then, continue to find all the information needed and proofs as well.. Case closed ;p

p/s : I bet this "gigi rongak" boy is a better version of Justin Bieber! He is even more... NATURAL! and funnier! enjoy!

hahaha 

Kes Dera

Aku tak tahu la nak cakap macam mana... you can read this for further information...

Apa yang nak jadi dengan rakyat Malaysia sekarang ni? Kes rogol berlambak-lambak. Ditambah dengan kes buang anak yang tak tahu dah berapa banyak.. And now, kes dera ibu pulak...

Sorry to say, tapi pada pendapat aku, personally, tajuk berita ni tidak sesuai. Ini bukan sayang namanya.. this is what we called spoiled.. To be honest, ada orang akan cakap, spoiled also shows that you love your child but actually not. Spoiling your child makes these children act to you without respect. Seorang ibu yang menyanyangi anaknya akan mendidik anak untuk menghormati orang lain terutama orang tua. that is what they should learn.


Lagi sedih apabila mereka (sang ibu) mendiamkan diri setelah didera... Sayang KATANYA... Ingat, sayang itu bukan sahaja perlu di dunia, tetapi diakhirat juga... Saidina Umar pernah menyuruh anaknya di hukum dengan hukuman hudud tatkala baginda mendapati anaknya berzina. Kenapa? kerana baginda menyayangi anaknya didunia dan diakhirat.. Ambillah pengajaran dari kisah itu. Dengan mendiamkan diri dan membiarkan anak terbebas dari hukuman dan tidak mendidik mereka, itu bukan lah sayang tetapi itu adalah "ignorance"

Malu dengan remaja sekarang kerena mereka sanggup melakukan perkara ini kepada ibu baa mereka.. Isn't that enough how the school teach you how to respect your parents?? What do you learn at school?? How to do sex? Throwing away babies? Disrespect you parents? Is that it?? I am sorry, you guys, but things happened around recently makes me jump into a conclusion that teenagers nowadays are stupid and immature..

Cyberfriend

Nowadays, internet can do anything and almost everything. It is just on your finger tip. You want to do business, reading newspaper, and even shopping! Unless you need a major medical intervention, then, internet is not an option. Internet also plays a major role in social-networking which allows us to find the so called long lost friends and also to meet new people! There are many types of social working nowadays, and in Malaysia, Facebook, Myspace, Tagged, Friendster and what else?? too many of them! Even blog is one of the social networks that spread throughout this very world!

There are more!

Just wanna ask your opinion, does knowing the unknown via this accommodation offered by the internet itself. Is it safe? 

This is my opinion. 

Actually, I don't think the idea of knowing people using this kind of aid is bad. Years ago, there is terms that we called pen pals. We know some of them and some we don't. This conservative has been transformed into a more sophisticated way using the internet called social network. Therefore I personally don't think it is a bad idea. In fact, it allows us to know them in a more secure way. It means that using this social network system, you can view their picture or any information that you need, even though there are those who lie as well, but at least, some don't.. Also, it makes us easier to contact them (clishe idea!) by seconds away.. And if we are lucky, they'll respond to our "hello" within seconds too! Isn't that great?

However, it is to be understood that we're not living in the world of Utopia, where all the good things only exist. Some might exploit this in many ways.. How they lie about themselves,  profiles, fake pictures (seriously you may find thousands of Miley Cyrus and Justin Bieber, if you look at the profile picture... hehe) and etc. Lucky me, I'm not fond or keen to know those people (the fake Miley and Justin) unless I know them who they really are... My I rather choose not to add/approve people that I barely know.. I mean, what is the purpose of having "TOO" many friends?? I am not a celebrity (even though I am a celebrity-look-alike.. hahahaha... joking!) who have fan club, neither a public figure... 300 friends is more than enough to me.. In fact, I don't contact some of them too!! I mean, if you say hi to 10 person each day, then you need a month to say Hi to everyone in your friend list.. And it took more time to reply each and every message that they responded right??

So, I am just wondering why some people need to add 1000++ UNKNOWN friends??

Honestly, I am asking this question because I envy them but at the same time I don't really know what the relevance of doing it? Hurmmmm

Eid Mubarak

A very simple calligraphy and yet a nice one!

Wishing all of you a "Selamat Hari Raya Eidul Fitri and Maaf Zahir dan Batin"

Let us make our past a history and lesson to be remembered. I wish all of us a prosperous life and to be blessed by Allah. Insha-Allah

p/s : can't wait to write in this blog again :)

Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa

Terkejut seketika bila aku tulis entry pasal benda ni... Sebab, mungkin dengan menulis entry pasal benda ni jugak lah akan mem"fire" diri sendiri memandangkan bahasa tak betul dan ada byk entry dalam ni, adalah dalam bahasa Inggeris...

Tapi tu bukanlah suatu masalah besar, benda betul tetap betul, salah tetap salah.. kalau terpaksa fire diri sendiri, apa salahnya kan? dah tu fakta...

Sebenarnya kecewa dengan rakyat Malaysia ni... 2 benda.. 1.suka sangat pakai bahasa orang macam English dan bahasa Indonesia.. 2. berlagak macam tahu tp sebenarnya tahu... perkara kedua merujuk kepada bahasa..

kita mulakan dengan English dulu... sebenarnya aku tak ada masalah untuk orang nak tulis bahasa Inggeris, in fact i am so envy to them... tapi yang menjadi geli adalah bila orang Malaysia (Melayu terutamanya) terlalu terpengaruh hanya dengan beberapa perkataan/frasa/ayat dari bahasa itu.. Contohnya  " that is soo not me okay!" atau "oh, hello???!" tu namanya clishe.. I mean, writing in English is not a bad thing.. but make sure you writing it for the sake of improving yourself bukan untuk menunjukkan seberapa gedik nya anda.. oh.. in english they call it, BIATCH! selalunya perempuan la kan.. sebab those sentences are actually girls sentence.. sorry to say la.. aku banyak je jumpa orang yang tulis dalam English and I found it very interesting to read... even though they are using such words.. bezanya sebab the whole entry or, most of the sentences are in English... tp orang-orang yang aku ceritakan previously tu, balik-balik benda yg sama.. tu je la yang depa tahu... so ambilah pengajran ye...

bahasa kedua is bahasa indonesia... ni lagi parah... selaku student yang belajar kat jakarta ni.. aku sangatlah jijik mendengar/membaca orang2 yang tak pandai berbahasa bahasa gaul tapi nak cakap jugak.. KONONnya mereka tahu... kan BM dan BI(indonesia) tu sama, hanya BI tu baku.. huhu... ternyata hakikatnya bahasa Indo and BM tu berbeza ok... cara mengatur ayat pun beza... jadi tolonglah... Most of u guys yang tak pandai berbhasa indo ni sebenarnya u sound stupid when u speak Indonesian... malu la... Kenapa? Apa perlunya kita berbahasa seperti mereka? BM tu xsedap ke? BM tu indah okeh! aku cakap pun sebab I am once a BM debater, so I do enjoy Malay Language until now.. We have our own uniqueness. Therefore, we should proud of it. tu lah attitude orang Malaysia, kalau datang sini, sok pinter ngomong padahal, kalau nak tahu, ngomongnya berantakan... guna je lah bahasa melayu.. bangga lah dengan BM tu... julang lah BM tu... unlike us, we really need to master because it is a part of our daily conversation.. so we have strong reason to use and understand Indonesian Language...

kalo ga ngerti ga usah ngomong yach... sakit kuping gw dengerinnya..

Ingat... Jangan anggap bahasa itu perkara kecil... bahasa tu sebenarnya boleh buat kita bangga dengan negara kita! kerana tu namanya Bahasa Jiwa Bangsa..

till then...

25082010

Only 4 days left (excluding today) my friends and I will be sitting for an Oral Case Analysis Examination.. My heart pumps faster than usual.. few seconds later that a Ferrari.. 10 diseases need to be master without any mistake.. to pass the exam, I need to score 80 points out of 100.. Isn't that great.. Not just that, from what I heard, there's a quota of passing the exam.. is it true? let the uncertain buried by the uneasiness of the examination itself. Screw me! Out of 10, I only master NOTHING... Nearly one - psychiatry.. The rest, I can say that I nearly understand but I haven't remembered it yet.. I doubt myself to finish all 10 within 4 days.. nearly impossible..(therefore no one can say "nothing is impossible" to me.. hehe)

The best part about this exam is that, it allows me to forget my home sweet home for a while.. Yes.. It is true somehow... Not because I am busy with my study but, maybe I am busy of thinking about the exam.. that's all.. because, my study.. I believe that, I am not putting my best effort yet.. yeah, I can still Facebook-ing, and surfing other nonsense.. but above all I hope everything is okay... Me and my housemates especially and mu batch-mates generally ;)

best of uck Aiman 

When The Ovaries Hanging Outside

Hye there!

Dah lama aku memalaskan diri untuk menulis blog ni.. mencari idea yang bagus untuk bercerita, tapi sampai sekarang tak jumpa.. Even today! Sebab aku rasa nak buat blog tu biarla byk jenis, so that lebih menarik.. the more the merrier.. but tak tahu macam mana nak mempelbagaikan content dalam blog ak ni.. any ideas? hehe

ok.. sebenarnya nak cerita pasal seorang makhluk ni.. tergelak2 aku di buatnya... It's a guy la.. Aku pelik kenapa ada manusia yang terlalu tergila-gilakan pangkat dan jawatan?? Ok lah, kalau pun tak tergila-gilakan pangkat n jawatan kenapa ada orang yang suka menyibukan diri sendiri seolah-olah anda bertanggungjawab terhadap sesuatu? Sedangkan hakikatnya, mereka bukanlah sesibuk mana.. dan bukan juga mempunyai autoriti untuk berbuat sesuatu.. Aspirasi terlalu tinggi tapi malangnya terlalu banyak aspirasi yang di impikan tetapi tiada satu pun yang merka lakukan?? Ironic isn't it?? Berperlakuan seolah-olah "aku lah yang berdedikasi" ke sana dan kesini, tapi akhirnya sunyi? atau sebenarnya sekadar busybody??

Lebih menyedihkan bila, lebih banyak dari mereka-mereka ini tidak mempunyai authority untuk berbuat sesuatu, tetapi masih terkinja-kinja untuk melakukannya... tak cukup dari itu, mereka-mereka ini tidak pula pandai menggunakan saluran yang betul... idea di cetuskan tanpa perbincangan dan sebagainya dan lansung diuar-uarkan tanpa pengetahuan sang ketua... Yang malangnya, they didn't know that people around them abandoning them... dek kerana tingkah laku mereka yang "ntah apa-apa" itu.. dua perkara yang menjadi permasalahan disitu.. pertama, dia melampaui mandat sebagai "orang biasa" yang melakukan sesuatu tanpa berbincangan dengan "who's in charge" dan kedua, orang sekeliling tidak melayan aspirasi murni mereka... mungkin pada fikiran mereka, mereka adalah seperti kartun dibawah... ketua yang HARUSnya diangkat dan dijulang, tapi malangnya tidak.. kerana itulah segala tindakkan nya suka membelakangkan "who's in charge" KONONnya mereka lah selayaknya yang berada ditempat itu..

Menarik! Sepertinya di cermin milik mereka, mereka itu disegani dengan komitmen mereka terhadap kerja, tetapi mungkin cermin itu hanya dimiliki oleh mereka dan hanya dapat dilihat oleh mata mereka sendiri.. Hakikatnya? Orang tidak lah mengagung-agungkan mereka... Manusia itu akal fikirnya sudah melakukan anjakan paradigma sesuai dengan perkembangan zaman.. mereka tahu untuk menilai siapakah anda dan siapakah kita... Akhirnya idea murni lagi suci tidak mendapat sambutan.. Eh! Idea itu sebenarnya mendapat sambutan tetapi bukan sambutan kepada anda tetapi kepada orang yg seharusnya... maksudnya, sebarang komen dan input bukan disalurkan kepada mereka tetapi kepada orang yang mereka belakangi... Lihat?? Manusia itu pandai menghormati orang lain dan tidak seperti mereka.. Lebih menarik aspirasi yang anda kemukakan itu diam seribu bahasa, tanpa sebarang usaha terlaksana! Maka, dek kerana perkara yang bagaikan hidup segan mati tak mahu itu bertaburan bagaikan sampai sarap disekeliling mereka, perkara itu di sambung oleh "who's in charge"... Namun, apabila dilakukan pertemuan dan DIBUKA SESI PERTANYAAN, mereka yang tidak puas hati gara-gara program cadangan mereka di "CURI" oleh "who's in charge" mereka diam seribu bahasa... Sedangkan, bila diberikan peluang untuk mereka uruskan, mereka sekadar pandang sebelah mata.. Hanya berkata-kata, kononnya mereka berusaha, tetapi malangnya sekadar usaha didalam mimpi mereka! hak tuih! buat mereka semua...

Akhirnya, apabila semuanya selesai mereka mulalah melatah! SMS sana sini, menyalahkan orang seolah-olah orang berbuat sesuatu tanpa diskusi dan sebagainya.. 

(INTONASI BERBEZA)

hoi, tadi masa aku bagi kau bercakap, kau diam.. Sikit pon ko xcakap.. bila dah abis perjumpaan, baru kau nak bising-bising.. apekah?? 

then kata aku cakap x serupa bikin?? aku ke kau?? Orang dok SMS aku tanya kenapa benda tu x da progress aku nak jawab ape?? kau yang pandai-pandai cakap and post semua pastu aku yang kene jawab segala. Progress ko ape?? Dan perkara tu bukan lah suatu perkara yang baru! dah lama kot benda tu ada... So bila aku buat meeting tanya, kau xnak pulak cakap...  tiba-tiba bisu ke? alamak aii... xkan bisu kot?? balik meeting, pandai pulak cakap tak takut dengan aku.. bila aku suh mai rumah.. xnak pulak.. alasan macam sial!! hahaha.. pondan pon lagi berani dari kau... yang paling menariknya, bila kau nak semua benda kene discuss dengan kau.. haaa.. jawapan aku, aku ketua, aku ada penolong, and aku ada beberapa orang yang selama aku menjadi ketua, aku nampak KERJA mereka.. cukup bincang dengan diorang je.. Kau bukan sesiapa yang perlu aku consult.. Siapa kau?? NOBODY kot! Ape bakti kau kat kitorang? pikir sendiri ye.. setiap program yang aku buat muka-muka sama je yang buat.. yang lain2 at least diorang x byk cekadak.. okeh!!

Sekarang ni aku komfius, kau lelaki ke kau perempuan.. sebab bila di buka sesi perbincangan kau macam perempuan segan silu nak tanya.. padahal xlah "cantek" pon... pastu main sms-sms lak kalau bengang.. kalah perempuan.. Finally, bila suh jumpa, xberani... kate laki beb.. gua tak takut la dengan lu.. takat orang macam lu.. alahai.... so esimpulan gua buat lu.. lu orang yang sebenarnya ada ovari.. tapi ovari lu tergantung kat luar macam testis... cube cek balik, kompem xda sperma tapi ada ovari.. hahaha

 kan hampir sama antara ovari and testis just tempat berbeza ;)

pengajaran buat yang membaca, nak buat sesuatu ada batasnya.. belajarnya hormati orang lain, dan jangan main redah je.. last2 sendiri yang malu.. sebab bila kita buat sesuatu BUKAN dengan cara yang betul, maka akhirnya, HEBAT mana pun kita, kita pasti KECUNDANG..